Chapter 172: Ki-hoon leaned in and finally kissed me

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Chapter 172: Ki-hoon leaned in and finally kissed me My heart was racing. I could hear it pounding loudly against my ear. "Jo-Pil," Ki-hoon called softly and asked, "Are you okay? You seem very nervous." "I... I’m okay." I said. "I just..." "Are you pushing yourself?" He asked. "If you don’t want to do this then," He was talking as if we were planning to do something big. We were just going to be kissing but I was so hesitant. My body wouldn’t move the way I wanted it to move and my heart wouldn’t stop pounding. I was on top of Ki-hoon, and that made things even worse because when I sat on him, I couldn’t help but wonder what I would do if he ended up getting hard. I mean, I have seen him hard through his towel and his pants before and it was not a sight I was ready to behold bare. Still, it would get really awkward if he got hard underneath me and began to poke around. I know it wouldn’t be his fault since it was a result of constant lip stimulation with me. If he tried to clear his mind to avoid that from happening, then he wouldn’t be able to lose properly; I knew that fact. So, I couldn’t help but feel at odds instead of focusing on what I was supposed to be focusing on. "Jo-Pil, then do you want me to take the lead?" He asked, his hand roaming through my hair softly and then his thumb brushing my ear, causing me to flinch as I nodded. I couldn’t do it but the same couldn’t be said for Ki-hoon. Even if he was nervous, he wouldn’t throw this chance away. Besides, I was doing this to get over my trauma, so I think if I leave myself in his care, allow him to do whatever, and we that he doesn’t cross the line as he promised, I would get better. I would see that the path I walked in the novel with Ki-hoon would never surface no matter what. Ki-hoon leaned in and finally kissed me. His lips were rough against mine but he was gentle. He kissed me slowly and passionately to the point it felt like I was melting. Ah, it was too much. I felt hot and sensual and all that stuff one felt when being kissed so passionately. Don’t ask me; I don’t know how to explain it, but I did feel the need to go deeper. I came to properly understand what I meant when I said I would distance myself from this act the last time Min-Cheol and Ki-hoon kissed me. It was because I grew so weak to a single lip service that my mind went blurry and I lost my ability to think rationally. I lost the ability to even push them away if I wanted to. It was the point when I felt the most vulnerable. And it was because of this I decided to leave myself to Ki-hoon. What would he do in my most vulnerable moment? Would he decide that this was his chance to finally get me to himself, to get my first time that he couldn’t get all those years ago, the first time we were saving? Would he decide to entice me with his Pheromones and drown me in pleasure? All of this was a sort of selfish thought. The kind of selfish thought that would lead to any action, so long the thinker got what he wanted. And if Ki-hoon went ahead with any of these routes, then I’d say I was wrong to think that my fate in the novel would not repeat itself and that the danger had simply been lurking underneath the shadows, waiting for the perfect moment to surface. ’Kihoon, please don’t disappoint me.’ I thought as our tongues swirled, saliva dribbling down the corners of our mouths. It was such a deep kiss that was mixed with the sweetness of our mouths and the sweetness of our Pheromones mixing in the air. I simply assumed I was releasing Pheromones even if I couldn’t feel it because how could I not when I was so stuck up in such ecstasy. Who knew kissing felt so good? And it was kissing with consent so just how would sex with consent feel like? I couldn’t afford to entertain those thoughts, but I had it at the back of my mind, eating at my rationality and probing me to move forward past the stage of just kissing. The devil was on my shoulder, I tell ya. I could feel it. "Haah, Hyung." I moaned against our lips, and my pants just couldn’t find time to come out properly because Ki-hoon didn’t give me enough time to catch my breath, overwhelming me. I clenched his shoulders tight as my body trembled. Then, he finally released my lips and kissed my neck. The kisses sent felt like I had electric eels wiggling around on my skin. It was stimulating, and I gritted my teeth, holding back my moans, but that didn’t last as I felt him hit my neck. He was an animal, this one. This was how he bit me that day as well. He nibbled on my flesh and kept kissing down, spreading his scent all over my body and making me unable to resist. He trailed the kisses till he pulled down the neck of my loose shirt to expose my nipples. They were hard and perking up as if waiting to be pinched or so. It was embarrassing, and my face was red, but I wished he would do something other than simply stare. ’Wait, no. He’s only supposed to kiss me.’ I thought, biting my lips. But then another thought crossed my mind. ’But it’s also kissing if he kisses my nipple, right?’ I was going crazy. Was this the thing they call, um, what was it again? Ah, yes, pent up. It was as if I was pent up and just needed to blow off some steam. I wanted to do more. ’Then, should I just...?’ "We should stop here?" Ki-hoon suddenly said and I paused. Huh? Why so soon?

Chapter 172: Ki-hoon leaned in and finally kissed me

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