Chapter 165: In the first place, people don’t change

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Chapter 165: In the first place, people don’t change "You’re strong." Seo-Jun said and my heart skipped a beat. "How are you so strong? You’re just... An Omega." Is it weird that my heart skipped a beat? I don’t know but that’s what happened. It wasn’t like falling in love or something like that, it was rather because I had heard the most unexpected thing come out of this man’s mouth. He just said... I was strong? Seo-Jun did? "When I think of how hard you’re trying to change your fate and how you never cave in no matter how cornered you are, I just can’t wonder what kind of person you are. The real person behind that mask you always put on. What goes through your mind for real and what do you wish for most? Those questions," he covered a part of his face with his left palm as he trembled. He looked like he was going insane. "They invade my thoughts every time and I find myself going crazy. Jo-Pil, I’m not going to ask what you did to me because just like the others, you probably didn’t need to do much for them to fawn around you like that, but I just want to know... Will I ever be someone you can smile at?" He asked, his tone sad and his expression troubled and I paused. The question took me by surprise but it was his question that had me raising my eyebrows in speculation. This man, what was he scheming? I couldn’t help but doubt him, despite the kind of act he was putting up. For all I knew, he was stooping himself to this level on purpose for his big plan to ’expose’ me to the masters who love me. I wasn’t going to fall for it. I already had enough of him to know that he wasn’t the type that could change in one night. In the first place, people don’t change. Their nature always remains. The only thing you can do for someone who has a questionable nature is to at least put a leech around their neck to restrict them. The others probably hadn’t realized it yet but my affection had become that leech that restricted them to an extent. So, unless Seo-Jun was asking me to put a leech around his neck, in other words, treat him the same way I treated the others because he wanted and craved my attention, then this was all an act. "Master," I called. "You’re right. I didn’t do anything for my masters to like me this much. They simply saw the me on the surface and realized I was the kind of person they wanted to protect. The kind that they had been looking for. Someone who wouldn’t judge them for their flaws. Someone whom they could be their selves around. That’s the reason my masters like me and not because of some grand plan. Now..." I looked at the steak that had soaked a great deal and began to cut it. "...if you don’t think I can be that kind of person in your life; someone you can lean your shoulder on and say everything to, then this will never work. You... Will always be the villain, no matter what you do." Seo-Jun stared at me in shock and then I put a piece of the soaked steak in my mouth. "Hmm," I moaned in satisfaction. It was delicious. Who knew it would have an exquisite taste soaked in wine like this? "So, the key is to see you as someone I can confide in?" He asked and I opened my eyes. Was he still thinking about it? I was sure he would give up there if all this was a part of his scheme but since he wasn’t giving up, I guess there was a bit of sincerity in his conviction. I still wasn’t convinced, though. No way was I letting my guard down around this man. He was dangerous. ’Gosh, the steak is even more delicious now. I think I’ll ask for seconds.’ I thought and turned to call on June, who stood at the side, waiting to be called upon, but then I caught sight of Seo-Jun’s face. He was troubled. But what was he troubled about? He looked very reluctant to say another word. If he was tired, he could stop here. I didn’t want to get into another drama with him. Once I had eaten my fill, I planned to go look for my masters and surprise them. That is, if they were in the mansion. I glanced at Seo-Jun again. Was I too hard on him? I mean, everything I said was the truth but it looked like it was hard on him. How long did it take me to convince the others to confide in me again? Oh, right, it took a week and two weeks of me being in a coma to get them to completely fall for me. I also didn’t trust them easily and was cautious at all times so Seo-Jun’s situation was not that different. Only, his difficulty level was higher since he had been such an ass, making things difficult for me for so long. As much as I didn’t want to be biased and wished for all my masters to be on my side, I couldn’t afford to put a ticking time bomb among the numbers. You know what they said, better safe than sorry. So, Seo-Jun unless I can trust you completely, I won’t be letting my guard down around you. "Jo-Pil," he called and I looked up at him. "Is it too late to apologize?" He asked and I blinked. Huh? "Like I said before, I’m not saying I’ll change or suddenly become a better person. I don’t have that on my to-do list in the slightest but for you..." He raised his gaze and looked me in the eye. He had finally gotten his resolve. He was determined, staring at me with a smile on his lips and a spark in his eyes. "I will do whatever I can do so that you don’t get hurt due to the kind of person I am. And I..." He bent his head, feeling witty as he brought himself to apologize. "I’m sorry for all the trouble I caused you." The fork fell from my hand and I stared in disbelief. My throat felt dry and I could feel sweat rolling down the corner of my face. Seriously, what had happened to this man while I was in my room for so long? He felt like a completely different person. And the words he was saying were so foreign that I might’ve mistaken him to be Jin-Yeok in disguise. Was he being serious? Was he really planning to... Change? I gulped and picked up the fork. "Since you said so, master." Whatever it was, it was worth the shot, right? I’ll just keep my guard up. "Then, I’ll be in your care. Please, do take care of me." Let’s just see how this goes. If it’s an act, I’ll catch on soon enough, and if it’s not... If he’s genuine, then I wish him success in winning my trust. Because... I’m not that easy to buy, even though you’re one hell of a handsome devil. (Was that last part necessary, Jo-Pil? You’re just announcing that you’re a sucker for handsome faces.)

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Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas
Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas Author:Byul\_Byre
Chapter 1: Dreaming... Sep 26th, 2025
Chapter 2: I must be seeing things Sep 26th, 2025
Chapter 3: Oh no, I think I made a mistake Sep 26th, 2025
Chapter 4: What a brute?! Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 5: In fact, he hated everything Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 6: I’m feeling fine right now Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 7: He’s so pretty Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 8: We’ll be seeing each other regularly Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 9: Um, did I do something wrong? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 10: The doctors told me my brain took a lot of damage Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 11: He must’ve been exhausted Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 12: Ah, I had grown 4 years younger Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 13: Don’t you have to go to work? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 14: Then, should we try it out together sometime? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 15: Why are you trembling, Hyung? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 16: As for the answer to your question Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 17: It’s a big deal if you don’t know how to control your Pheromones Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 18: Do you want a hug, Hyung? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 19: That was why I treasured my weekends Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 20: I’ll let you know if I find anything Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 21: Who carried me? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 22: While running away from my debtors... Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 23: I’ll get you something to make you feel better Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 24: He ran to the police station as fast as he could Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 25: Seriously man, who are you? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 26: This was my chance Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 27: My God, had his feelings for me rekindled to this extent? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 28: Master, I... I cannot hate you Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 29: Do you work overtime? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 30: I hope he asks me that question again Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 31: The argument during dinner Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 32: Can’t sleep? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 33: Did I overdo it? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 34: I know why I was bought Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 35: Wait, no. I can’t go out like this Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 36: Rather, I felt his eyes intently on me Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 37: I felt like he was still testing me Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 38: Do whatever you see fit, master Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 39: Hwang Jo-Pil... do I still scare you? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 40: You can count on me Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 41: I remember eating instant ramen a lot Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 42: Forgive me if I’m rude Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 43: I may not look it but it’s true Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 44: And if I don’t despise it? Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 45: The life of running and hiding... Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 46: Please, don’t go back to how you were Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 47: Yes, Daddy Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 48: Why a riddle all of a sudden? Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 49: I thought you told me instant ramyeon was junk food? Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 50: Uh, that’s new Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 51: You know, the past is gone Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 52: Of course. I’d like that Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 53: Man, give it a rest Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 54: Was he a ghost? Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 55: As for the matter of giving birth to an heir... Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 56: Alright, I’m ready to spend the night with my Hyung Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 57: Okay, now that sounds interesting Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 58: Dummy, my eyes aren’t even fully gold Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 59: Right after I brush my teeth Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 60: Because Hyung looked so pretty when he laughed Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 61: Don’t put your hair on the meal Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 62: As I said, it sucks a lot Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 63: He got me my account Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 64: Want to create a group chat Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 65: Don’t think too highly of yourself Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 66: I fell into his arms Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 67: I feel fine now, master Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 68: Of course it’s alright Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 69: So, do you want it or not? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 70: I can’t say no when you’re being so honest Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 71: He was teasing me Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 72: I promise I won’t cross the line Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 73: Just bear with me, okay? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 74: Was this jealousy I was seeing? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 75: Shut up, you homewrecker! Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 76: A crack in his feelings Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 77: What are you honestly worried about? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 78: The feeling of death Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 79: I heard bells Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 80: Do not hesitate to come find me Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 81: Memories of the world Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 82: Why couldn’t I remember any of my memories growing up? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 83: Don’t you think he really ran mad? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 84: My roots? Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 85: Jo-Pil’s ending Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 86: Was this the key, then? Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 87: You look like a bunny Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 88: How can you say that when he’s not waking up? Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 89: ...means the world Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 90: I won’t forgive them so easily Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 91: Well, maybe it was similar Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 92: Your eyes don’t sparkle like they used to Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 93: Even the smallest warmth could save a life Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 94: Since I was unconscious... Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 95: ...there are more ways to get a cure besides drugs Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 96: Where did I stop? Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 97: Seeing you cry hurts my heart but makes me glad Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 98: I’ll get back the eyes you like so much Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 99: I woke up but didn’t find anyone Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 100: I missed that feeling of sleeping late and waking up several hours later Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 101: I slept well and I have you to thank Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 102: Breakfast should be ready by now Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 103: Beating up the fourth master Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 104: He’s a person? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 105: As if I’d care Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 106: Can you please pass me the honey? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 107: I just hate that man’s guts, that’s all Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 108: Guess he wasn’t a successful dom for no reason Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 109: That’s actually a good idea Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 110: Ah, it’s so author-like Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 111: Where are your lovely masters now? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 112: I already apologized Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 113: ...did you think you could get rid of me that easily? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 114: You hit me one more time Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 115: So pretentious Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: If something like this were to happen one more time... Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: But was this okay, though? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 118: I’ll come back as soon as I can Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 119: My legs have gone numb Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 120: What are you scheming, old man? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 121: You get hurt the moment you don’t expect to be hurt Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 122: I’ll keep that in mind Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 123: Maybe I should look at the content with someone Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 124: H-hyung, there’s a video call going on Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 125: ... can’t I just get a new memory card for the camera? Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 126: The laptop exploded Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 127: This technology was top-notch Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 128: I didn’t beg Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 129: I still have my common sense Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 130: Your reactions are gold Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 131: Gosh, this was killing me Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 132: I can’t believe you’re shamelessly asking for my number - Call me Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 133: Because he’s also my master Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 134: Master looks good in everything Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 135: Every Sunday. Let’s play at least one sport Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 136: My heart was racing Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 137: He was a good man Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 138: My body... felt hot Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 139: I moaned Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 140: You were just making out, I got it Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 141: I’ll go with you Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 142: Or maybe he just didn’t know how to cry Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 143: Jin-Yeok looked exhausted Oct 9th, 2025
Chapter 144: I could feel your sincerity in it, so why wouldn’t I like it? Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 145: Oh, fancy meeting you here Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 146: Then, shall we go in? Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 147: It had everything to do with now Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 148: I took my gloves off Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 149: I’ll take that as a no Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 150: Stop saying I’m hungry and need to eat Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 151: Why did it get hotter? Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 152: With this, they won’t notice anything Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 153: Hyung, did you get hurt? Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 154: Dang it, he read my mind Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 155: He was such a menace Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 156: It looked like I had finally convinced him Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 157: This body was too beautiful for that Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 158: The kind of person I am... Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 159: My back hurts a lot Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 160: I felt proud of myself Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 161: Hah, a pipe dream Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 162: Like I said, I wasn’t even paralyzed Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 163: I’m suddenly feeling dizzy Oct 11th, 2025
Chapter 164: What would you like me to say, master? Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 165: In the first place, people don’t change Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 166: It creeped me out Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 167: Call me next time Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 168: How... did your glass fall? Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 169: He wanted to feed me Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 170: How it made him seem so noble Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 171: Mind you, I’m great with alcohol Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 172: Ki-hoon leaned in and finally kissed me Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 173: You’ve been moving your hips and I... Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 174: And I won’t be doing anything I don’t want to do Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 175: It’s because I like Hyung’s touch Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 176: Do you not want me to touch you? Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 177: I found myself giving in to pleasure Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 178: So, Ki-hoon is already feeling that way Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 179: I’ll do whatever Jo-Pil wants Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 180: Why Min-Cheol hates Seo-Jun so much Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 181: I’ll also make Hyung feel good when I do it Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 182: He was tied up and gagged Oct 13th, 2025
Chapter 183: My brother was cruel Oct 13th, 2025
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