Chapter 136: My heart was racing

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Chapter 136: My heart was racing To the Alphas in my life... They all wanted to please me. Well, except Seo-Jun. And because of that, they would do anything for me. But that wasn’t all. They also wished that they had something on them that could attract my attention to them. Something that would raise my favorability of them and become my favorite. It’s just a hypothesis, but I believe it’s true. They crave my attention and affection. It was as if they were bound to me so they couldn’t force their feelings on me. They could only go slow. So, if they have even one thing that catches my eye, they would be willing to give it to me. For Ki-hoon, he had discovered that I liked his chest and abs. And because of that, he was willing to let me touch them for as long as I wanted, even at the expense of his comfort. Just look at him tremble. It was as if I was harassing him or something. ’Maybe I should just stop here. It felt so good to touch but seeing how he’s biting his lips as his body trembled lightly, it’s as if I’m forcing myself on him. It’s something I wouldn’t appreciate done to me.’ That was what I thought, but as I dropped my hand, my hand lightly felt something hard on his lower half and my eyes rolled down to see what it was. As soon as I saw what it was, I nearly had a heart attack and took several steps back in a flash, my back pressed to the door as I hissed like a cat on high alert. What the hell was that?! "I’m sorry," Ki-hoon immediately apologized and covered his mouth, looking away. His face was flushing heavily at this point. He was embarrassed. "I think my system isn’t completely clear of the aphrodisiac." He said and I raised an eyebrow. You think? You had a freaking bottle under your towel and you say you think? My heart was racing. Ah, I didn’t expect that. It was no wonder he looked like he was holding himself back. It was because he got hard as I groped him. ’Now I really feel like I harassed the poor guy.’ I thought, placing my hand on my chest to feel my raging heart. "I didn’t mean to, Jo-Pil. Please believe me." "It’s alright, hyung." I said and stood up straight, regaining my composure. "That’s the reason I came here." Ah, don’t misunderstand. I came here because of the topic, not because I came to help you take care of ’that’. Christ, how did I do it in my past life? How did that ’thing’ fit inside me? I definitely suffered, that’s for sure. "I’m sorry for what happened earlier," I said to him while keeping my distance. Sorry, dude, but I believe this safe distance was for the good of both of us. I might’ve put him in that situation, and I felt a little bit guilty, but there was nothing I could do about it. He’d probably calm down once I was gone. "It wasn’t your fault." Ki-hoon said, turning around to hide himself from me. "It was all Seo-Jun’s schemes." "But still, I should’ve been the one to suffer for it alone since it was a trick played on me," I said but he immediately turned his head. "No!" He said, his eyes dark in anger. "I’m glad you brought it to me. If you had been the one to be hit by that aphrodisiac..." He paused his words, simply clenching his fist. Yeah, it would’ve been bad. "Anyway, I’m sorry, and thank you, also." I said. "Thank you for taking care of it for me." "I’d do anything," Ki-hoon said, turning to back me again. "So long it ensures your safety." Ah, I believe you but there’s something I’m still unsure of. I know your favorability for me was high, but was it to the point that you could tell me your secret? It was something I wanted to confirm. And since we were biding time, hoping his erection died down, I felt this would be the right topic to dismiss the sensation he was feeling. "I’d do anything for you too, Hyung." I said, smiling and he glanced over his shoulder. He saw my smile and blushed before looking away. "As a thank you, do you want anything from me?" Alright, so maybe I was giving him too much leverage especially when we were in ’this’ situation. Where did my caution run to in just a few minutes? Was I too taken by the feeling of his abs that I got laxed? I glanced up at him. This was the first time I was giving him something like this anyway. Maybe it was a huge gamble, given he could simply decide on the desire that was overwhelming him, but I wanted to trust him. I hoped... I could trust him. ’Uh, maybe I should’ve started with asking him a question to know if he could tell me the truth no matter what it was but...’ I tilted my head aside. ’Well, I’ve already asked so "Jo-Pil," he called my name and my attention fell on him. "You seem like you had something else you wanted to say." He said and I paused. How did he...? "I’m sorry but I can’t tell you what I want from you right now." He said. "I’m afraid you’ll misunderstand." Hm, what was that about? What did he want to ask of me that I would end up misunderstanding in this situa--? Forget I asked. "If you have something else to say," he covered his mouth, his eyes darting away from me. "Anything at all, please tell me. I... I think it will help me take my mind off this." So, was he begging me to bring up another topic so he didn’t have to think about his erection? He could just tell me he didn’t need anything, and we would be on our way, but oh well. It seemed like he had something he wanted from me for sure. Well, I already had the thought of helping him take his mind off his erection but it seemed the order of my thoughts got disrupted after touching him. Hmm, that came out wrong. "Hyung," I called. "I do have something I want to ask but I..." I put my hands together and pursed my lips, looking away awkwardly. "I feel it’ll be too impudent of me." "No, nothing like that." He said, his eyes on me as he turned around, and my eyes fell on his lower half again, even if I didn’t want to look at it. Gosh, he was massive. Were the others like this as well? I couldn’t help but think so. After all, they were all dominant Alphas. "You can ask me anything, Jo-Pil, and I’ll answer you. I’ll be honest, I promise." Now, it seemed like he was desperate. My presence there made it hard for him to take his mind off his erection but he didn’t want to send me away either. He wanted to spend a little more time with me. "Then," I raised my head, looked him dead in the eye, and asked, "Can you tell me... why do people call you Castor?"

Chapter 136: My heart was racing

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