Chapter 130: 130: I was There.

Words : 1291 Updated : Oct 7th, 2025
Utaha's face showed an expression of shock. Wait, what does this have to do with Aki? "This wasn't bought for Aki, I—" "Senpai, are you trying to say it was bought for me?" Takashi knew what Utaha was about to say. Before she could finish, he spoke the words she was about to say. "Senpai, do you remember what your first gift to me was last winter?" Last winter? Utaha frowned in thought. It wasn't that long ago, so recalling it should've been easy. But back then, she was overwhelmed by the sadness of being rejected by Aki Tomoya, and besides, she hadn't cared about Takashi at all, so she honestly couldn't remember what she had given him. Takashi waited a while, the corners of his mouth drooping: "Of course Senpai wouldn't remember." "Because that gift was never meant for me from the beginning." The boy's eyes were filled with loneliness, and his voice sounded especially sorrowful. Hearing this, Utaha's heart seized painfully. She frantically searched her memories, trying to find the gift she had given to Takashi. "Senpai, let me give you the answer. It was a scarf you knitted yourself." "You were planning to give it to Aki Tomoya, weren't you?" Takashi gave a bitter smile. His eyes were like broken strings of a koto—silent, yet conveying deep pain. Was he really hurt? Heh, he was just acting. "That scarf—I gave it to you." With Takashi's reminder, Utaha finally found that memory fragment and hurriedly tried to explain. That scarf had indeed been meant for Aki Tomoya. It was just that after the confession failed, she naturally couldn't give the scarf anymore. She ended up giving it to Watanabe Takashi because during one of their dates, she noticed he wasn't dressed warmly enough and, afraid he might catch a cold, she gave it to him. "At first, I thought it was for me too. It wasn't until I wore it for a while that I noticed the word 'Aki' stitched along the edge of the scarf." "Senpai, my surname is Watanabe, not Aki." In truth, he had never worn that scarf even once. Because it was ugly. If it had been made by his girlfriend, no matter how ugly, Takashi would have worn it proudly. But he and Utaha weren't in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. Plus, the very next day after he brought the scarf home, his young landlady had given him another scarf—one made of better material, warmer, and much cooler looking. He didn't know what material that scarf was made of, but it definitely felt better than the one Utaha gave him. As for Utaha's scarf, it was tossed aside somewhere after he got home. As for how he found out that the scarf was originally meant for Aki, it was because not long ago, Narii had somehow broken into his house and dug it up. When she saw the scarf, she exploded, thinking Takashi was secretly having an affair with some girl named Aki, and grilled him about it for a long time. "I..." Utaha tried to explain, but didn't know what to say. She deeply regretted it now—why had she embroidered the surname? Now no matter how she explained it, she couldn't explain why the scarf given to Watanabe Takashi had Aki Tomoya's name stitched onto it. "Senpai, do you remember the black-rimmed glasses you gave me for my birthday?" Takashi pointed at the glasses he was currently wearing. "Yeah." When Watanabe Takashi's birthday approached, she had gone to the mall a whole week in advance to pick out a present for him. She spent several days browsing, carefully choosing this pair of glasses. "These glasses..." Takashi paused deliberately, then lightly said, "Were bought when you were picking out a gift for Aki Tomoya, weren't they?" Utaha looked at him in shock. "Takashi, why would you think that?" "Aki wears the same glasses as me." Takashi's voice was flat, like ashes after a fire. "Those were bought by Kato Megumi for him, not me." Utaha's explanation sounded a bit rushed. 'I know. Kato told me. I just wanted to put the blame on you.' Takashi thought to himself but didn't say anything. He showed no expression. He simply pushed the phone toward Utaha and calmly looked at her. He said nothing, but his meaning was clear. He absolutely would not accept the phone. Utaha stared at him, her long lashes trembling slightly, and sadness flickered in her eyes. "Takashi, no matter what I say now... you won't believe me anymore, will you?" Takashi didn't look at her. His gaze shifted to the large tree nearby, his voice emotionless: "Because it was you, Senpai, who told me—I'm just a stand-in." Utaha's chest tightened. "You're just a stand-in." Those words she had always casually thrown at him, warning him not to have unrealistic hopes, that she would never like him. Before, when she said them, it had felt like nothing. But hearing Takashi say it himself today, for the first time, made an unsettling feeling rise in her heart. It felt like something big was about to happen. Mainly, Takashi was acting completely different today. In the past, he had always been obedient. Even if he was wronged, he would silently endure it and never say anything. Like a mild-mannered person—calm until truly angered, and once angered, terrifying. "Takashi, what's wrong with you today?" Utaha's voice was filled with unease. This was completely unlike her usual calm demeanor when facing Takashi. Takashi quietly watched Utaha. "Senpai, is there nothing you want to say to me today?" "Say what?" Takashi stared at her for a while, then said, "Senpai, since you're unwilling to say it, let me say it for you." He took a deep breath, closed his eyes, as if making a decision: "Let's end it here." "What are you talking about?" Utaha felt a jolt deep in her heart. She wasn't stupid. Of course she understood what Takashi meant by "let's end it here." She just didn't want to believe that one day Takashi would be the one to end things with her. Seeing her still pretending not to understand, Takashi said bluntly: "Senpai, I'm tired of being someone's substitute. Let's end our relationship." The overwhelming sadness rushed in like a tidal wave, making Utaha's stomach cramp with pain. What happened? Why does Takashi want to leave me? Utaha didn't understand. Why all of a sudden did Watanabe Takashi want to leave her? Was it because she had left him behind last time? Or were her words too hurtful? Why? She asked with a slight tremble in her voice: "Why...?" All along, Utaha had never imagined that Watanabe Takashi would leave her. After all, he liked her so much. Even though Machida Sonoko said today she wanted to end things with Takashi, Utaha had never seriously thought about ending her relationship with him. She had planned to just get through it as usual, like she always did. "Can you tell me why?" Utaha's voice was still soft, but without her usual condescending tone. Takashi was silent for a while, then spoke in a low voice—a voice that hit Utaha like a bolt from a clear sky. "Senpai, at the Tokyo Cat and Dog Exhibition... I was there." ___ 20 Advanced Chapters available on p@ tr eon (.) com/HalflingFics Also, please point out my mistakes in the comment, thank you! Don't forget to leave a review too~ Check out the other translations too ___

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Contents
Mash-Up: I'm Not A Substitute
Mash-Up: I'm Not A Substitute Author:Halflings
Chapter 1: Substitute Literature Sep 24th, 2025
Chapter 2: Don’t Force Us to Kneel Sep 24th, 2025
Chapter 3: Double the Fun! Sep 24th, 2025
Chapter 4: 4: What Camera Do You Use? Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 5: 5: The Stand-In Starts to Change Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 6: 6: Not Cute At All Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 7: 7: I Deserve Better Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 8: 8: Are You Looking for My Girlfriend? Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 9: 9: You don't want that either, do you~? Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 10: 10: What kind of whispering is that? Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 11: 11: Life is like a play, it all depends on your acting skills Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 12: 12: Have a Boyfriend, But Still Available for a Date??? Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 13: 13: Come on, you're so pretentious. Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 14: 14: Did you do that on purpose? Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 15: 15: Shijo Maki has sent you a date invitation. Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 16: 16: Fishing for Black Carp Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 17: 17: Oh no, I’ve become a strategist. Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 18: 18: You Haven’t Left Yet Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 19: 19: I Really Don’t Like Feet Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 20: 20: Another Fool Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 21: 21: Abandon the Impossible Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 22: 22: Abandon the Impossible (2) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 23: 23: Takashi Is Not Very Good At This Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 24: 24: System, please act like a human being. Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 25: 25: Hello Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 26: 26: Hello (2) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 27: 27: No Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 28: 28: No (2) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 29: 29: Landlord, your tenant is being bullied. Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 30: 30: Don’t Force Me to Kneel Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 31: 31: What are you doing? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 32: 32: Do you think I wouldn’t trust you? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 33: 33: Points Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 34: 34: The last person who did this was called.. Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 35: 35: Today, I Will Not Return Empty-Handed Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 36: 36: No way, why?! Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 37: 37: Innate Fishing Holy Body Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 38: 38: Just Think of It as an Investment Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 39: 39: She is mine Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 40: 40: Don't meet again in the future Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 41: 41: You Are Just A Substitute Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 42: 42: You Have a Senpai Too? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 43: 43: What Are You Wiping the Chopsticks For? Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 44: 44: It Will Stick Out Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 45: 45: Once Dependence Forms Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 46: 46: Yotsuba, This Looks Like You! Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 47: 47: Yotsuba, This Looks Like You! (2) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 48: 48: Crowded Train Scene Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 49: 49: The Train Ruined His Tokyo University Dream! Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 50: 50: It's a mistake Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 51: 51: It’s a mistake (2) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 52: 52: Another Day Played by Woman Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 53: 53: Another Day Played by Woman (2) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 54: 54: Only Cowardice Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 55: 55: Experiencing an Ordinary Life Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 56: 56: Boys? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 57: 57: Boys? (2) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 58: 58: Opportunity Favors the Prepared Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 59: 59: Date Change Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 60: 60: What Is He Doing? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 61: 61: So cute, right? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 62: 62: Why Are You Insulting Me? Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 63: 63: Kitahara-kun, You're Acting Strange Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 64: 64: I Want to Fully Experience High School Life Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 65: 65: She slept next to me Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 66: 66: Yotsuba Who Wants to Hide Him Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 68: 68: Public Execution! Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 69: 69: Not Strong Enough Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 71: 71: What Do You Want From Me? Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 72: 72: I Will Make a Fool of Myself Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 73: 73: [Lemon] Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 74: 74: Where is the security guard Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 75: 75: The Last Date Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 76: 76: The Last Date (2) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 77: 77: Are We About to Throw Down? Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 78: 78: What Do You Have to Beat Me? Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 79: 79: He Felt Like He Was Capable Again Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 80: 80: Be Careful Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 81: 81: I Don’t Believe It Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 82: 82: Opening in the Kabukicho District? Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 83: 83: I Have a Friend Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 84: 84: I Have a Friend (2) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 85: 85: Do Men Have Such a Short Prime? Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 86: 86: No way, sir, you’re carrying a gun? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 87: 87: Do I Look Like a Fool? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 88: 88: Do I Look Like a Fool? (2) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 89: 89: So how many people actually heard that night? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 90: 90: So how many people actually heard that night? (2) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 91: 91: The Disappearing Dog Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 92: 92: The Disappearing Dog (2) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 93: 93: It Really Stinks Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 94: 94: It Really Stinks (2) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 95: 95: He’s Really Amazing Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 96: 96: He’s Really Amazing (2) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 97: 97: Blond Punks, School Girl, Old Farts—Get It? Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 98: 98: Blond Punks, School Girl, Old Farts—Get It? (2) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 99: 99: I Long for His Approval Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 100: 100: I Long for His Approval (2) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 101: 101: If You Won’t Do It, Plenty of Others Will Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 102: 102: If You Won’t Do It, Plenty of Others Will (2) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 103: 103: At Least I Won’t Mistook the Wrong Person Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 104: 104: At Least I Won’t Mistook the Wrong Person (2) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 105: 105: Face-to-Face Conspiracy Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 106: 106: Face-to-Face Conspiracy (2) Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 107: 107: I Want You, So You’re Mine? Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 108: 108: I Want You, So You’re Mine? (2) Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 109: 109: I Want You, So You’re Mine? (3) Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 110: 110: Why Is It You Again? Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 111: 111: Why Is It You Again? (2) Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 112: 112: Not That Awkward Either Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 113: 113: Complete Madness Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: 114: Next Time There's an Event Like This, Call Me Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: 115: Next Time There's an Event Like This, Call Me (2) Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 116: 116: Instigation Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 117: 117: So Familiar Already? Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 118: 118: Likes Dominance, Likes Domestic Violence Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 119: 119: Money Is Hard to Earn Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 120: 120: The Show Begins Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 121: 121: Miku is the Best Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 122: 122: Do You Think You're Funny or Something? Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 123: 123: How Cute~ Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 124: 124: Narcissism Is a Disease Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 125: 125: Kitahara Takashi, What Kind of Man Are You? Oct 5th, 2025
Chapter 126: 126: Are you still in contact with that stand-in? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 127: 127: I thought you liked being stepped on? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 128: 128: Japanese-Style Inequality? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 129: 129: Could she really be your girlfriend? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 130: 130: I was There. Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 131: 131: Let Me Go Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 132: 132: How Wonderful, She Actually Blesses Us Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 133: 133: What did you say his name was? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 134: 134: Can liking be faked? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 135: 135: How did this handkerchief end up with you? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 136: 136: Hesitation leads to defeat. Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 137: 137: The One Playing Both Sides Is You. Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 138: 138: Eating Tofu Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 139: 139: Who Are You? Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 140: 140: Lifelong Enemy Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 141: 141: Because I've Always Been Watching You Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 142: 142: I Will Make You Like Me! Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 143: 143: I Don’t Have a Phone Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 144: 144: Feeling Good Oct 7th, 2025
Chapter 145: 145: Stammering Oct 7th, 2025
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