Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go

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Chapter 77: Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go What did he and my dad talk about...? The question kept echoing in my head. After a while, he stood up, and we both cleaned up together. He said he was going back home, but I insisted he wait so we could leave together. I even told him to spend the night at my place, but he refused. He said he had work tomorrow, and it was easier to get things done from his place than mine. When I suggested maybe I should just spend the night at his house instead, he shook his head and told me his friend was around. It wasn’t the right time for me to come over. So, in the end, we agreed to sleep separately, he at his house, me at mine. Still, my mind felt uneasy, fear pressing at the edges of my thoughts, like Zayn might just disappear if I let him go. But I kept telling myself maybe none of that was going to happen. I asked him to rest on the couch while I finished rounding up the day’s work. He lay down and soon drifted off to sleep, his breathing soft and steady. As I worked, I couldn’t help sneaking glances at him. He looked so fine, even in sleep, maybe even more so. When I was finally done for the day, I leaned closer, kneeling by the couch where Zayn lay. Gently, I called, "Babe..." It took a moment, but his eyes fluttered open. "You’re done?" he asked, his voice still thick with sleep. I nodded. "Yes." He sat up slowly and said, "Then let’s go." I studied him carefully, worried. "Are you sure? You don’t need to go to the hospital?" Zayn chuckled softly, shaking his head. "No, I haven’t had proper rest yet. Once your cousin’s wedding is over tomorrow, I’ll finally take some time to rest properly." "You should come to my house and rest," I urged. That made him laugh out loud. "Your house? Evric, cut it out. We both know there’s no such thing as resting if I stay at your place. I’ll be better off at home. I really need the rest." "Then let me come and take care of you," I pressed. He softened a little, listening, but then shook his head. "Don’t worry." Something inside me twisted. "You’re not taking a break from work to rest, are you? You’re taking a break from me." He laughed again, playful but half-serious. "Both." I held his gaze, steady. "Zayn, I already promised I won’t have sex with you. I won’t penetrate you until we’re truly together. I mean that." He smirked faintly. "But can you promise you won’t smooch me or use your voice to play mind games with me?" I fell silent, unable to answer. That was enough for him. He sighed. "Then let me just take a rest at home, alone." In the end, I had no choice but to accept. I helped him up from the couch, and together we headed downstairs. My driver was already waiting by the car. Zayn didn’t drive today; he admitted he couldn’t, so he took a taxi to my office. The good thing was, I would be the one to drive him back home. Inside the car, silence settled between us, broken only by the hum of the engine. Zayn leaned against me, his head finding a place on my shoulder as though it belonged there. His breathing slowed, the weight of his exhaustion pulling him under. I turned my face slightly, catching the faint scent of his cologne mixed with the warmth of his skin. My heart clenched. The drive felt painfully short. I wanted the road to stretch forever, to let me hold onto this small piece of him for just a little longer. But before I was ready, the car was already slowing in front of his house. "Babe," I whispered, nudging him gently. "We’re here." Zayn stirred, his lashes fluttering open. For a moment, he simply stared at me, as though caught between sleep and waking. Then, without a word, he leaned forward and pressed his lips against mine. The kiss was brief but lingering, a goodnight spoken in silence. "Goodnight, Evric," he murmured when he pulled back. My chest tightened. It wasn’t enough. "Babe," I called softly before he reached for the door. He paused, glancing back. "Yes?" I swallowed, my voice low, almost shy. "I’m sleeping alone tonight. Give me a proper goodnight. Some sweet words, just for me." For a moment, he said nothing. His lips curved into a faint smile, and his eyes softened. Then, after a long, silent breath, he whispered, "Goodnight, baby." The words wrapped around me like a promise. I couldn’t help the smile that broke across my face. "Goodnight, love," I whispered back. I sat in the car and waited until his front door opened. A figure appeared in the entryway, pulling it wider for him. My eyes narrowed. The man reached out casually, ruffling Zayn’s hair the way close friends sometimes do. Zayn didn’t protest. That must be the friend he mentioned, I reminded myself. Still, something about the figure made unease curl in my gut. He was the same man I had seen at Zayn’s restaurant the other day. In the dim light, the outline of his face and the shape of his jaw looked uncannily familiar, so much like Nicki that my heart gave an involuntary jolt. I shook the thought off quickly. People often resembled one another. That didn’t mean anything. Even so, as my driver pulled away and I watched Zayn disappear inside, the unease refused to fade. The drive home was so dull I didn’t even realize we’d arrived until my driver cleared his throat and said softly, "We’re home, sir," and I blinked back into reality. I stepped out of the car, but my thoughts were still spinning with everything that had happened today. The weight of it pressed on my chest, refusing to let me breathe easily. I needed to know what was going on. Inside, I told one of the maids to call Nuala. She always seemed to know things before I did. It didn’t take long before Nuala appeared. She didn’t even let me speak first. "Brother," she said quickly, her eyes wide, "I heard Daddy caught you with Zayn... that you two were... kissing." I exhaled sharply. Of course, the News always runs to her first. "So if you know that much," I said, fixing my gaze on her, "then you should also know Daddy went to see Zayn." Nuala nodded without hesitation. I stared at her in disbelief. "And you didn’t tell me?" She crossed her arms, unfazed. "Because there’s nothing to tell." "I shook my head in disbelief. Nothing to tell? How can you say that, Nuala, when my entire world feels at stake? Didn’t you say you liked Zayn? So why aren’t you worried about him?" "I’m really worried, and because I have no answers, that’s why I didn’t say anything to you," Nuala admitted. She added, "When I asked more questions from Mr. Sam about it, he said Daddy went to Zayn’s house alone. He went in by himself, so whatever was said between them... only the two of them know." Her words made my stomach churn. My father and Zayn... face to face. What did they talk about? I lifted my eyes to her again, the question heavy in my voice. "Do you think I should be preparing myself for another heartbreak?" Nuala gave a little smirk. "Maybe." "But Nua... I love Zayn. I don’t think you understand. He’s the one who made me realize what loving someone truly feels like." My voice softened, almost a whisper. "He’s finally coming around. He’s finally trying to open up to me." Nuala raised an eyebrow, a teasing smile on her lips. "Are you for real?" "Yes, I’m serious. But... what if... what he promised Dad somehow changes him? What if it makes him shut me out again? Nuala, I’m scared." "You shouldn’t be, bro," she said gently, shaking her head. She hesitated a moment, then added quietly, "Mr. Sam also mentioned something else." My curiosity sharpened. "What?" "He said... when Daddy came back outside, he didn’t explain anything. He just muttered one thing." I leaned forward, my pulse quickening. "And what was that?" She drew in a shaky breath, her voice low. "He said... ’This one won’t be easy to get rid of.’" Her words lingered between us, colder than the night outside.

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
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