Chapter 166: The Weight of Choices

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Chapter 166 of "[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice" opens introducing the plot: Chapter 166: Chapter 166: The Weight of Choices ~Zayn’s POV~ Without hesitation, I said, "I won’t come... Continue exploring!

Chapter 166: Chapter 166: The Weight of Choices ~Zayn’s POV~ Without hesitation, I said, "I won’t come to your house for a whole month. And no sex for one month either. So this was our last time, until after a month." His eyes went wide. "What?!" Then he broke into a smile, shaking his head. "Babe, I know you can’t be serious, right...?" I met his eyes firmly. "Babe, I’m damn serious." He sighed dramatically. "Okay, fine. If it’s because you don’t want sex, I’ll endure it. But don’t say you won’t come to my house. Didn’t you promise to move in with me when I got back?" I narrowed my eyes, smirking. "Evric, you’re so smart." He grinned proudly. "I know. I’m a businessman." "Well," I said, leaning closer, "I’m smarter than you. I did promise to move in but I never mentioned when. So yes, after a month, I’ll move in." He groaned like a child denied his candy. "Please, Zayn, one month is too long." I shook my head. "It can only be one month." He stared at me, then finally gave in with a soft chuckle. "Alright... one month. That’s it?" "Yes. That’s it." "No extra punishment? No hidden rules?" "That’s all," I confirmed. "Fine." He sighed again, then leaned forward with a playful glint in his eyes. "But... can I at least get breakfast from you?" "Sure," I tried to get up, but winced immediately, my bottom was too sore. He quickly helped me to my feet, steadying me with gentle hands. As I shuffled toward the kitchen, he wrapped himself around me like a stubborn child. "I can still hug you, right?" "Just a little," I warned, trying not to laugh. "What about kisses?" he pressed, his lips already grazing my cheek. "A little kiss," I said, pretending to be strict. "Deal," he whispered, dropping a quick kiss on my lips before hugging me again. "I’ll survive on hugs and little kisses until the month is over." He helped me into the kitchen, insisting on doing the little he could to assist, though I knew he just wanted to linger around me. He leaned back slightly, a teasing smile playing on his lips. "You know," he began, "I should tell you a story you’ve never heard before. Back when I was in high school, I wasn’t just another guy, I was the guy. Tall, rich, sharp, and brilliant. I had that whole... aura. Classic looks, the kind of charm people turn their heads for. Every boy and girl in that school wanted me." I chuckled softly. "Who told you you were all that?" "My father," he grinned. "You see, I look like my dad." I smiled at the mention. "Aside from his bad side, Rogan is actually a very handsome man." " You’re right about that." He stepped closer, his arm sliding around my waist. His voice dropped, playful yet sure. "Even you, Zayn... if you hadn’t fallen for this handsome man standing behind you, you wouldn’t have come searching for me after our first night. You must have fallen for me the moment you walked in." I tilted my head at him but said nothing. "Was I lying?" he asked, eyes glinting. I dodged the question and threw it back at him. "What about you?" "You know I’m always honest," he said, his tone suddenly softer. "The moment you walked into that room, God, Zayn... you shifted something inside me. I knew right then, I wouldn’t let you go." "So," he continued, his thumb tracing circles at my waist, "did you fall in love with me the moment you walked in?" I smiled faintly. "What do you think?" His grin widened. "You must have fallen deeply. Wanted me so badly in your bed..." I rolled my eyes as he started laughing. "I can’t forget when I was still chasing you, God, Zayn. You’ve always been stubborn from the start." "Then why didn’t you back off?" I asked, though my lips curved at the edges. He hugged me tightly, his voice rough with feeling. "Because I’d already gone crazy for you, baby. By then, it was too late." I looked at him and couldn’t help but smile. I finally served him, and after he finished eating, he went inside the room to shower and change. Soon after, his driver arrived to pick him up, and he left my house with a smile that lingered in my mind long after the door closed behind him. Later, I dressed up and headed to the restaurant. The moment I stepped inside, the staff burst into teasing laughter. "Finally, our boss remembered he owns a restaurant. Welcome back, boss!" one of them joked. I shook my head, hiding my smile, and moved past them. Not long after, Doreen came to update me. He carefully went over everything that had happened while I was away, pointing out the important details. He also mentioned which supplies were running low in the store so I’d know what to restock soon. The day passed faster than I expected, and before I knew it, it was time to meet Evans at the location he had sent me. When I arrived, he wasn’t there yet, so I waited. A few minutes later, he joined me, apologizing that he had been busy. "It’s fine," I told him with a small nod. He looked at me closely. "How are you doing?" "I’m fine," I replied simply. "Order something," he suggested. I shook my head. "No, I’m fine. I don’t want anything." He raised a brow, but I continued before he could press me. "Let’s make this quick. I came here because I need your advice about something." "Shoot," Evans said, leaning back, waiting for me to explain. I took a breath, steadying my voice before I spoke. "Have you ever been in a situation where you had to choose between someone you love and something you’ve spent your whole life building?" Evans’s lips curved into a faint smile, but his eyes grew serious. "Yes, I have.’ I leaned in a little, my voice low. "Then... how did you handle it? What did you choose? And... what was the result later?" His smile faded completely, and his tone deepened. "The first thing I’ll tell you is this before you make any decision, for any kind of reason, you need to be sure that the decision is truly worth it. Because once it’s made, you can’t take it back." He leaned forward, lowering his voice. "I’ll tell you something real quick. I once loved someone so much I couldn’t breathe without them. Then one day, I was given a choice similar to yours. I chose love... and I regret it to this day. But I learned my lesson, not everyone is worth losing the life you’ve built." His jaw tightened, a shadow crossing his face. "If I could go back, I would’ve chosen differently. Because some people aren’t worth the sacrifices you make for them." I swallowed hard, his words pressing against my chest. "So," he continued, "if you’re being forced into that kind of choice, make sure the person you’re choosing is worth it. Every single piece of it." I lowered my gaze, my fingers tightening around the edge of the table. "Right now... I’m stuck. I don’t even know who to share this with." Evans studied me quietly. Then his tone softened. "This is about Evric, isn’t it?" I hesitated, but I couldn’t hide it any longer. I nodded slowly. "Yes." He leaned back, expression calm but searching. "Who’s putting you in this position? His father or his mother?" "His father," I admitted, my voice breaking slightly. "And I’ve been carrying this alone for so long." "Then why not tell Evric?" Evans asked, his brow furrowed. I shook my head quickly. "I was given strict instructions not to. I... I can’t just let him know." Evans tilted his head, eyes narrowing in quiet thought. "But what makes you think that telling me is any different from telling him?" My head snapped up. "What do you mean?" For a second, I thought he was being serious but then Evans chuckled softly, shaking his head. "Relax, I’m just joking."

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 131: Unwanted Guest Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 132: The Ride That Almost Wasn’t Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 133: The Threat Behind the Smile Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Only for My Man Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Secrets Behind the Screen Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 136: When Silence Cuts Deeper Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: The Distance Hurts More Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 139: The Surprise That Stole My Breath Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 140: Surprises and Unspoken Fears Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 141: The Surprise by the Shore Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 143: The Night of Truth and Surprises Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 144: A War Waiting to Begin Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 145: Baby, Cheers to Forever Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 146: Claiming What’s Mine Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 147: Evric’s Power Over My Body & Heart Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 148: Where Desire Finds Voice Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 149: Shaking Under My Touch Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 150: In the Middle of Everything Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 151: Impossible, But Still Yours Dec 12th, 2025
Chapter 152: The Weight of True Friendship Dec 13th, 2025
Chapter 153: When Love Sets Sail Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 155: Don’t You Dare Scare Me Again Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 156: Through Every Fear, With You Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 157: Love Between Breaths Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 158: Hold Me Like Before Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 159: Equal Love Between Us Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 160: A Choice I Refuse to Make Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 161: The Agreement Between Us Dec 21st, 2025
Chapter 162: Love Under Their Eyes Dec 22nd, 2025
Chapter 163: Serve Me My Punishment Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 164: Bound by Truth, Broken by Desire Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 165: One Month Without You Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 166: The Weight of Choices Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 167: One Month Under the Same Roof Dec 26th, 2025
Chapter 168: Home Is Where You Are Dec 27th, 2025
Chapter 169: My Morning Begins with You Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 170: Love in the Details Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 171: Silent Nights, Hidden Tears Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 172: Demanding Answers Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 173: Trust the Process Dec 31st, 2025
Chapter 174: Do You Regret It Jan 1st, 2026
Chapter 175: What I Never Saw Coming Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 176: Please, Don’t Shut Me Out Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 177: Loyalty Test On You Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 178: A Little Tease, A Lot of Love Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 179: A Father’s Approval Jan 5th, 2026
Chapter 180: A Father’s Blessing and an Unexpected Night Jan 6th, 2026
Chapter 181: Between Control and Surrender Jan 7th, 2026
Chapter 182: The Third Round Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 183: Daddy’s Responsibility Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 184: I’m Not a Horse Like You, Nicki Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 185: The Wound I Didn’t See Coming Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 186: In the Fire of Love and Lies Jan 11th, 2026
Chapter 187: You Were My First Real Love Jan 12th, 2026
Chapter 188: Stripped by His Hands Jan 13th, 2026
Chapter 189: Shameless for You Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 190: After Everything, Still Him Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 191: The Claiming, Command, Control Jan 16th, 2026
Chapter 192: Claming Her Body Jan 16th, 2026
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