Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence

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Begin Chapter 138 of "[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice" with: Chapter 138: Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence ~Zayn’s POV~ After I had tried countless times, calling,... Find out more!

Chapter 138: Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence ~Zayn’s POV~ After I had tried countless times, calling, texting, and hoping, without a single reply from Evric, I gave up. I did nothing all day except sit in the room, stare blankly from the balcony, and drown myself in a few drinks. My mind kept circling the same questions: Why is he angry? What did I do wrong? Why won’t he just tell me? Just as I was lost in my thoughts, a knock came at the door. One of Evric’s workers stood there with a large box in his hands. "Sir, this is a package from Mr. Evric. He asked me to deliver it to you," he said politely. I opened the door wider and let him drop it inside. The box was huge, and for a moment, I didn’t want to touch it. Maybe he had sent it before all of this coldness started. Maybe it wasn’t even meant for me. But curiosity got the better of me, and I found myself cutting it open. Inside were neatly packed clothes, polished shoes, a wristwatch, and several accessories that whispered of luxury, belts, cufflinks, and ties crafted with impeccable detail. Every single item screamed exclusivity. At the very top, resting like the final touch, was a folded note in his handwriting. I don’t know which of these will be your favorite, but I’d love to see you in this one... He had circled one particular outfit. I picked it up and smiled, imagining the look on his face if he were here to see me wear it. But the smile didn’t last long. What good were these gifts if the man who sent them wouldn’t even speak to me? Still, I checked every piece. They were beautiful, and I loved them all. I grabbed my phone and typed quickly: Babe, thank you. I just received the package you sent me. I love everything. Minutes passed. Nothing. I tried again: I love the outfit you chose for me. I’ll wear it tomorrow and send you a picture. This time, a single reply came through. "Okay." Just that single word. No affection, no warmth, nothing that showed even a trace of romance My chest pulled taut. Questions crowded my head, but there was no one I could ask. So I stopped messaging, poured myself another glass, and drank until sleep claimed me. ********************** I must have slept early, because when I woke up, the sun was already bright through the curtains. My phone buzzed with missed calls and unread messages, but none were from Evric. The headache from last night’s drinking pounded behind my eyes. I thought of him instantly. If he were here, he’d already be fussing over me, making me hangover tea. The thought only deepened the ache in my chest. But I pushed it aside. Today is my birthday. I wasn’t sure whether to feel happy or sad, but I knew I couldn’t let myself break. Without replying to any of the other messages, I typed out a single one to Evric: Good morning, babe. I didn’t even wait for a reply. I pushed myself out of bed, showered, and dressed in something simple. When I finally went downstairs, Nuala and Liana were waiting. "Look who’s here!" they shouted in unison, their voices over-the-top dramatic. "It’s the birthday boy!" I forced a smile, playing along with their act. Maybe, I could pretend for a while that everything was fine. They pulled out a chair for me as though I were some kind of VIP. "What do you need, sir?" one of them asked dramatically. "We’ll both be the ones serving you today." I laughed under my breath. "Then I’ll need hangover tea." Liana immediately took charge of the kitchen, Nuala admitted she didn’t know how to cook, though she was eager to help with the little things. From the dining room, I could hear their voices drifting out. Liana’s patient tone carried through first. "You should learn the basics, Nuala. It’s important, especially if you get married." Nuala burst out laughing. "Married or not, I’ll just hire a chef." "And what if your husband doesn’t allow it?" Liana teased. "No way would I marry the kind of man who’d make me stress in the kitchen," Nuala shot back, still laughing. Their laughter echoed, light and bright, filling the house with a warmth I hadn’t felt in days. "Listen, Nuala," Liana went on, her tone softening, "in marriage, your husband usually takes the lead." Nuala wasn’t having it. "There’s no such thing. If he won’t listen to me, I’ll call my brothers on him." That earned another round of laughter. "Alright, alright," Liana said. "We’ll see when the time comes." "Sis, you’re not wishing a bad husband on me, right?" Nuala pouted playfully. "Never," Liana said warmly. "Our princess will marry the best man, someone who will cherish her, honor her, and treat her like the precious gem she is." Nuala’s smile softened. "And you too, Liana. You’ll find the best man, someone who will treasure you, protect you, and love you like the queen you are." I leaned back in my chair, just listening to the two of them exchange blessings for each other’s futures. It was a simple moment, but hearing them laugh and wish each other well eased something inside me. Soon enough, the smell of food filled the air. Liana brought out the breakfast, plates steaming and carefully arranged. She announced that she had cooked for everyone in the house herself, insisting the maids take the morning off. After we sat down to eat, I mostly listened as the girls talked, their laughter spilling across the table. Even with her mouth full, Nuala never stopped teasing or calling out to Liana. Their chatter filled the room, light and playful, and all I could do was smile quietly at their words. When breakfast was finished, I lingered at the table for a while before my phone buzzed. Dean’s name flashed across the screen. "Zayn, when are you guys coming?" he asked the moment I picked up. "We’ll be on our way soon," I replied. After the call ended, I turned to both Nuala and Liana. "Go get ready. We’ll be leaving shortly." They hurried off, and I went upstairs myself, packing a bag with the things I’d need for the next few days. My hand hovered over my phone, tempted to send Evric a message: We’re leaving home now. But I stopped. What was the point? He wouldn’t reply anyway. The thought alone tightened something in my chest, so I tossed the phone aside. Soon, the driver loaded our luggage into the car. The girls were ready, dressed and buzzing with excitement. We climbed in, and the long drive began. Hours dragged on, but eventually, we arrived at the resort. Nantam was already waiting. Liana greeted him warmly, but Nuala instinctively clung to my arm. Nantam leaned in with a smirk. "Who’s this? Your girlfriend?" I shot him a sharp look. "Cut the crap, Nantam." He opened his mouth to press further, but Dean appeared, stepping in smoothly. "Let’s help you guys settle first." Liana and Dean exchanged polite greetings, and the driver carried our bags to the rooms. Mine was neatly placed inside the suite I’d be staying in. Once he was done, the driver bowed. "Sir, I’ll take my leave now." "Alright," I nodded, and he left. The moment the door closed, Nantam was back at it. "Zayn, who was that driver? The one who dropped you off?" Dean exhaled heavily, cutting him short. "Nantam, can you just stop with the questions? Focus on the party first." Nantam threw up his hands. "Fine. You’re right. Celebration first." He clapped me on the shoulder with a grin. "Happy birthday, man." "Thank you," I said with a small smile. They reminded me the party would start in about three hours, toward the evening. I sat quietly in the corner, watching them move around, trying to make the day perfect. But my thoughts kept drifting. I’d tried to write to Evric countless times, yet each time my thumb hovered over the send button, I froze. My heart couldn’t take more of the cold silence he’d been giving me. As I sat there debating with myself, a familiar voice cut through the noise. When I lifted my head, it was Evans standing there.

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 131: Unwanted Guest Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 132: The Ride That Almost Wasn’t Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 133: The Threat Behind the Smile Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Only for My Man Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Secrets Behind the Screen Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 136: When Silence Cuts Deeper Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: The Distance Hurts More Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 139: The Surprise That Stole My Breath Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 140: Surprises and Unspoken Fears Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 141: The Surprise by the Shore Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 143: The Night of Truth and Surprises Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 144: A War Waiting to Begin Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 145: Baby, Cheers to Forever Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 146: Claiming What’s Mine Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 147: Evric’s Power Over My Body & Heart Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 148: Where Desire Finds Voice Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 149: Shaking Under My Touch Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 150: In the Middle of Everything Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 151: Impossible, But Still Yours Dec 12th, 2025
Chapter 152: The Weight of True Friendship Dec 13th, 2025
Chapter 153: When Love Sets Sail Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 155: Don’t You Dare Scare Me Again Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 156: Through Every Fear, With You Dec 16th, 2025
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