Chapter 176: Please, Don’t Shut Me Out

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Chapter 176 of "[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice" introduces the scene: Chapter 176: Chapter 176: Please, Don’t Shut Me Out ~Zayn’s POV~ He nodded once, steady, and said,... Keep going!

Chapter 176: Chapter 176: Please, Don’t Shut Me Out ~Zayn’s POV~ He nodded once, steady, and said, "Yes, baby. He’s the first son of Rogan." The world tilted under me. "What?" My knees weakened. The noise of the park, the murmur of my friends, everything blurred into a distant hum. Evric and Evans... connected? "Evans is your brother?" I finally asked, my voice trembling. Evric nodded slowly. "Yes. My blood brother. Same parents." I stared at him, completely lost. "So... you knew from the start? When Evans first approached me?" Evric opened his mouth, but I didn’t let him speak. "So you were acting," I continued, my voice rising. "Acting like you didn’t know him. Acting just enough so I wouldn’t get suspicious. So I wouldn’t realize I was the game, the one being played." "Babe, calm down," Evric said quickly. "I wasn’t..." "Don’t tell me to calm down!" I cut him off, my voice shaking. "I knew it. The real Evric I know would’ve lost control the second Evans got near me. But you didn’t. You just acted upset, just enough to make it look real. You were pretending all along, weren’t you?" Evric’s face fell. He reached for me, wrapping his arms around my waist. "Baby, listen, I didn’t..." I shoved his hands away. My heart was pounding so hard I could barely breathe. "Don’t," I said sharply. His voice trembled. "You know I love you, babe." I glared at him. "Don’t use that word, not now. Not when something like this just happened." My friends had gone quiet, their eyes darting between us, trying to understand what was happening. Evric tried again. "Babe, please, let me explain..." "Not a single word, Evric," I cut in. "Not one." Then Evans finally spoke, his voice calm, too calm for what had just happened. "First of all, Zayn... you can reopen your restaurant now." I nodded stiffly. "Okay." "And about me approaching you," Evans continued, "it had nothing to do with Evric." I looked at him and forced a dry laugh. "Maybe not directly, but he contributed to it. Which makes it the same thing, bro." Evans sighed. "Zayn, he’s not the one to blame." I nodded again, this time slower. "Okay." Then he added softly, "Zayn, it’s a good thing you’re the loyal one. You stayed true to him." But I wasn’t listening anymore. My ears felt blocked, like everything around me had gone underwater. Evans’s voice faded out. All I could think about was how hard he had hit on me, his words, his stares, his teasing. What if I had given in? What if I had made one wrong move? The thought made my heart raced. I wasn’t sure what hurt more, that Evric didn’t trust me enough... or that I’d actually passed a test I never knew I was taking. My friends couldn’t fully understand what was happening, but I could feel their eyes on us. They must have caught bits of the conversation, but not enough to piece everything together. My friends couldn’t fully understand what was happening, but I could feel their eyes on us. They must have caught bits of the conversation, but not enough to piece everything together. Evans sighed and looked at me. "Zayn, I’m sorry for approaching you that way. But I’ll say this, you’re an incredible person. You proved Father wrong. You showed him that you’re different, that you truly love Evric. I understand how you must feel right now, but please, don’t take it all out on him. Evric’s been scared since the beginning. He knew that if you found out, you’d blame him for everything." I looked at Evans, but I couldn’t bring myself to respond. I just stared, my chest heavy with confusion and hurt. He smiled faintly. "I’ll go now... Let’s meet again, brother-in-law." Then he glanced at Evric and said with a small smirk, "Good luck, bro." And just like that, he turned and walked toward his car, leaving silence and confusion behind him. As soon as he left, Evric reached out to touch me. "I’m going home now," I said quietly, stepping back. "I’ll come with you," he offered quickly. "I drove here," I reminded him flatly. "Then I’ll ride with you. My driver can bring my car later," he insisted. I didn’t argue. That wasn’t the right place for another scene. I just nodded slightly, turned to my friends, and forced a tiny smile. "We’ll talk later, okay?" They were still stunned, eyes wide with confusion, but they nodded silently. I got into my car, and Evric slid into the seat beside me. The silence between us was heavy and thick enough to choke on. I didn’t give him a chance to speak, though I could see he wanted to. His lips parted once, then closed again when he caught the look on my face. He knew better. So he stayed quiet... just watching me, his eyes searching for a softness that wasn’t there anymore. When we got home, he finally broke the silence. "Babe, please... I didn’t mean to hurt you. I just..." I raised a hand weakly. "Evric, please. Right now, everything’s too much. I just want to take a shower and sleep. We’ll talk later." His voice cracked slightly. "Why is it that every time my father does something wrong, I’m the one who ends up suffering for it?" I turned to him, meeting his eyes. "Who do you expect to suffer it, Evric?" I asked quietly. He had no answer, just guilt written all over his face. Then he finally spoke, voice low. "But I did nothing wrong, Zayn... you’re not even giving me the chance to explain." "My head hurts a lot right now," I said flatly. "All I want to do is shower and sleep." I turned away from him and walked straight to the living room. "Babe, wait... babe..." he called after me, but I didn’t stop. I went into the bedroom, stripped off my clothes. I knew he wouldn’t come in immediately, ever since I gave him that one-month punishment without sex, he’s been careful, avoiding even the sight of me naked. After a while, he came in. By then, I’d already showered and was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling. He showered too, changed, then climbed into the bed beside me. Slowly, he moved closer. "Babe, I’m very sorry..." he started, but I didn’t let him finish. I picked up my phone, grabbed a blanket, and walked out to the living room. Just as I was about to lie on the couch, Evans’ message came in: I forgot to add the condition father gave me... Tell your man to go and apologize for the way he spoke to him last time. You can go along with him. You’re welcome. I read it without replying. I lay on the couch, almost drifting off, when I felt someone climbing beside me. I already knew it was Evric, but I didn’t move. I was too tired. He shifted closer, his warmth brushing against me. He pressed a soft kiss to my shoulder, then wrapped his arm gently around my body as if afraid I’d push him away. His voice trembled as it brushed against my ear, low and raw. "You can add to my punishment," he whispered. "Whatever it is... I’ll take it all. Just please—don’t shut me out."

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 131: Unwanted Guest Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 132: The Ride That Almost Wasn’t Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 133: The Threat Behind the Smile Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Only for My Man Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Secrets Behind the Screen Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 136: When Silence Cuts Deeper Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: The Distance Hurts More Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 139: The Surprise That Stole My Breath Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 140: Surprises and Unspoken Fears Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 141: The Surprise by the Shore Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 143: The Night of Truth and Surprises Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 144: A War Waiting to Begin Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 145: Baby, Cheers to Forever Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 146: Claiming What’s Mine Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 147: Evric’s Power Over My Body & Heart Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 148: Where Desire Finds Voice Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 149: Shaking Under My Touch Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 150: In the Middle of Everything Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 151: Impossible, But Still Yours Dec 12th, 2025
Chapter 152: The Weight of True Friendship Dec 13th, 2025
Chapter 153: When Love Sets Sail Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 155: Don’t You Dare Scare Me Again Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 156: Through Every Fear, With You Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 157: Love Between Breaths Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 158: Hold Me Like Before Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 159: Equal Love Between Us Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 160: A Choice I Refuse to Make Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 161: The Agreement Between Us Dec 21st, 2025
Chapter 162: Love Under Their Eyes Dec 22nd, 2025
Chapter 163: Serve Me My Punishment Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 164: Bound by Truth, Broken by Desire Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 165: One Month Without You Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 166: The Weight of Choices Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 167: One Month Under the Same Roof Dec 26th, 2025
Chapter 168: Home Is Where You Are Dec 27th, 2025
Chapter 169: My Morning Begins with You Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 170: Love in the Details Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 171: Silent Nights, Hidden Tears Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 172: Demanding Answers Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 173: Trust the Process Dec 31st, 2025
Chapter 174: Do You Regret It Jan 1st, 2026
Chapter 175: What I Never Saw Coming Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 176: Please, Don’t Shut Me Out Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 177: Loyalty Test On You Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 178: A Little Tease, A Lot of Love Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 179: A Father’s Approval Jan 5th, 2026
Chapter 180: A Father’s Blessing and an Unexpected Night Jan 6th, 2026
Chapter 181: Between Control and Surrender Jan 7th, 2026
Chapter 182: The Third Round Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 183: Daddy’s Responsibility Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 184: I’m Not a Horse Like You, Nicki Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 185: The Wound I Didn’t See Coming Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 186: In the Fire of Love and Lies Jan 11th, 2026
Chapter 187: You Were My First Real Love Jan 12th, 2026
Chapter 188: Stripped by His Hands Jan 13th, 2026
Chapter 189: Shameless for You Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 190: After Everything, Still Him Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 191: The Claiming, Command, Control Jan 16th, 2026
Chapter 192: Claming Her Body Jan 16th, 2026
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