Chapter 190: After Everything, Still Him

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Chapter 190 of "[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice" begins unfolding events: Chapter 190: Chapter 190: After Everything, Still Him ~Evric’s POV~ "Babe," I said, turning to Zayn, my... Continue reading!

Chapter 190: Chapter 190: After Everything, Still Him ~Evric’s POV~ "Babe," I said, turning to Zayn, my voice barely a whisper. "Did I just see Vanya kiss Nuala?" Zayn looked at me, his gaze avoiding a direct confirmation, though his expression said it all. "Yes, I guess it just happened." I covered my mouth with my hand, struggling to process the image. I turned back to him, the surprise overriding my filter. "Is Nuala... a lesbian?" Zayn didn’t answer directly, throwing my own question back at me. "Is Evric gay?" I sighed, shaking my head. "Babe, I’m not trying to judge her, but I am utterly surprised." "I understand you are," he replied calmly. "But what are you going to do now? Are you getting out of the car to question Vanya and Nuala, or..." I quickly cut in, already formulating a plan. "No. I can’t let her know I found out about them now. I need to pretend I didn’t see anything. Nuala must have her reasons for keeping this quiet, and if I let her know I found out, she won’t be able to sleep tonight, even if I tell her it’s okay." "Alright," Zayn said simply. I waited until Vanya’s car pulled away, leaving the entrance clear. After a long moment of stunned silence, I drove inside the gate and parked. We stayed in the car for a short while longer, allowing the shock to subside, before finally stepping outside. My workers, sensing our arrival, quickly materialized. Those who were still awake came running, efficiently taking our bags and carrying them inside. As we entered the living room, Nuala was halfway to the hallway leading to her room. She stopped, turning back, and spotted me. She instantly rushed toward me. "Evric! You’re back!" "Yes," I confirmed, bracing myself. "I’m back." She hugged me tightly, then greeted Zayn, before immediately pouting at me. "Bro, you just left me alone in this huge house! I was so bored, I went to Chrisly’s, then we argued and fought, so I left his place, and then you made me go to the wrong place." I laughed and walked her to the sofa. We both sat, and Zayn took a seat nearby. "Where is this ’wrong place’ you went?" I prompted, though I already had a terrible feeling I knew the answer. She threw her hands up dramatically. "Evric, I went to the worst place of my life!" "You went to Evans’ house," I stated, cutting to the chase. "Yes," she confirmed, her tone shifting to one of genuine outrage. "And that man is too strict! Evric, can you believe Evans lectured me for four hours? And when he asked me a question about what he had been saying, I couldn’t answer, so he gave me punishment: I had to feed the horses." I burst out laughing, unable to control myself. She glared at me. "Evric, it’s not funny!" Even Zayn was chuckling softly under his breath. "Okay, okay," I said, calming down. "I’m listening. So, you have to feed the horses?" "Feed the horses before he gets back from work," she emphasized. She gave me a small, devilish smile. "But do you know what I did, Evric?" "What did you do?" I asked, leaning in. "I ran away instead!" she announced, dissolving into laughter. "I packed my bags and ran away before he could come back from work!" "You did well," I complimented her. She quickly wiped her smile away, suddenly acting as if she were about to cry. "But do you know what Evans said now? He said I’m ’wanted,’ and wherever he finds me, I will serve the punishment! Evric, I just need you to know, Evans is after my life!" "It’s okay," I assured her, stroking her hair. "Evans can’t do anything. He’s just trying to scare you so you’ll learn." "Are you sure?" she asked, her eyes still wide. "Yes," I confirmed. Zayn rose to his feet, brushing his hand over my shoulder. "I’ll head inside first." "Okay, baby," I told him, giving him a quick, grateful smile. "I’ll join you shortly." Nuala didn’t pause for a breath. Sensing she had a captive audience, she launched into a detailed, dramatic monologue covering everything I had missed. She spoke with wild gestures and theatrical sighs, occasionally leaning in to ensure I appreciated the full gravity of her boredom and subsequent adventures. I listened patiently, occasionally throwing in a necessary nod or laugh, letting the sound of her voice wash over me. I glanced at the clock on the mantelpiece. It was late, much later than I realized, and I needed to wake up very early for my client. I gently cut into her monologue. "Nuala, I’ve loved hearing all of this, but I have to stop you there." I pressed a quick kiss to her forehead. "I have a big client meeting first thing in the morning, and I need to get some sleep now." She accepted the dismissal with a final, exaggerated sigh. "Fine. But we’re continuing this tomorrow!" "Absolutely," I promised. I stood up and quickly climbed the stairs. When I entered the bedroom, the lamp was dimmed. Zayn had already showered and was curled up under the duvet, his back facing the door. I took a quick, hot shower, the water washing away the remaining tension of the day. Then I climbed into the enormous bed and slid under the duvet, pulling it up to my chin. "Baby," I whispered, reaching out to him. "Baby." He answered with a low, sleepy "Hmm." "Turn here," I instructed gently. I helped him roll over until he was facing me and comfortably resting his head on my arm. I pulled him close, spooning him securely against my body. I held him, cuddling him tightly until, finally, exhaustion claimed us both, and we fell fast asleep. I woke up first, the early morning light barely filtering through the thick curtains. The immediate urgency of my appointment yanked me out of the peaceful stillness. Just then, my phone buzzed: a text from James, my assistant, confirming he was downstairs and ready. I quickly leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to Zayn’s temple. "Good morning, baby," I murmured. I entered the bathroom, took a lightning-fast shower, and was dressed minutes later. Zayn was still deep in sleep, curled into the warm spot I’d left. I didn’t disturb him, only pausing beside the bed to press another kiss to his cheek and whisper, "I love you," before slipping quietly out of the room. Downstairs, I had a quick breakfast. I offered James a plate, but he politely declined, stating he was fine. Soon after, we left the house to meet the client. ***************** The meeting was sharp and brief; the client was, as expected. I was technically still "attending to my client" by wrapping up final details, my thoughts immediately snapped back to Zayn. I texted him, eager to check on him. He didn’t reply immediately. I waited, and after a few unanswered minutes, I was just about to text Nuala to check on him for me when his reply finally came through. "Babe, I’ve been texting you," I messaged back instantly, worried by the delay. His reply was brief: he was sorry, but his body felt weak. A familiar rush of guilt and concern washed over me, the intense night had taken its toll. I typed quickly. I’m almost done here. In a moment, I will be there to take you for a massage, I offered. His reply was simple: "Yes, please, baby. That sounds perfect." I quickly rounded up the final details of the meeting, ensuring James had all the necessary documents and files secured. I allowed the client the courtesy of departing first, then followed. We headed straight to the parking lot where my driver was waiting patiently. Just as I reached the door of the car, my name was called out sharply. "Evric!" I turned. Standing a few yards away, looking professional and slightly frazzled, was Thorley.

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 131: Unwanted Guest Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 132: The Ride That Almost Wasn’t Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 133: The Threat Behind the Smile Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Only for My Man Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Secrets Behind the Screen Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 136: When Silence Cuts Deeper Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: The Distance Hurts More Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 139: The Surprise That Stole My Breath Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 140: Surprises and Unspoken Fears Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 141: The Surprise by the Shore Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 143: The Night of Truth and Surprises Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 144: A War Waiting to Begin Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 145: Baby, Cheers to Forever Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 146: Claiming What’s Mine Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 147: Evric’s Power Over My Body & Heart Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 148: Where Desire Finds Voice Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 149: Shaking Under My Touch Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 150: In the Middle of Everything Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 151: Impossible, But Still Yours Dec 12th, 2025
Chapter 152: The Weight of True Friendship Dec 13th, 2025
Chapter 153: When Love Sets Sail Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 155: Don’t You Dare Scare Me Again Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 156: Through Every Fear, With You Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 157: Love Between Breaths Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 158: Hold Me Like Before Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 159: Equal Love Between Us Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 160: A Choice I Refuse to Make Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 161: The Agreement Between Us Dec 21st, 2025
Chapter 162: Love Under Their Eyes Dec 22nd, 2025
Chapter 163: Serve Me My Punishment Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 164: Bound by Truth, Broken by Desire Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 165: One Month Without You Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 166: The Weight of Choices Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 167: One Month Under the Same Roof Dec 26th, 2025
Chapter 168: Home Is Where You Are Dec 27th, 2025
Chapter 169: My Morning Begins with You Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 170: Love in the Details Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 171: Silent Nights, Hidden Tears Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 172: Demanding Answers Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 173: Trust the Process Dec 31st, 2025
Chapter 174: Do You Regret It Jan 1st, 2026
Chapter 175: What I Never Saw Coming Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 176: Please, Don’t Shut Me Out Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 177: Loyalty Test On You Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 178: A Little Tease, A Lot of Love Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 179: A Father’s Approval Jan 5th, 2026
Chapter 180: A Father’s Blessing and an Unexpected Night Jan 6th, 2026
Chapter 181: Between Control and Surrender Jan 7th, 2026
Chapter 182: The Third Round Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 183: Daddy’s Responsibility Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 184: I’m Not a Horse Like You, Nicki Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 185: The Wound I Didn’t See Coming Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 186: In the Fire of Love and Lies Jan 11th, 2026
Chapter 187: You Were My First Real Love Jan 12th, 2026
Chapter 188: Stripped by His Hands Jan 13th, 2026
Chapter 189: Shameless for You Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 190: After Everything, Still Him Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 191: The Claiming, Command, Control Jan 16th, 2026
Chapter 192: Claming Her Body Jan 16th, 2026
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