Chapter 185: The Wound I Didn’t See Coming

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Chapter 185 of "[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice" introduces new challenges: Chapter 185: Chapter 185: The Wound I Didn’t See Coming ~Evric’s POV~ Zayn smiled sweetly, leaning back... Keep following!

Chapter 185: Chapter 185: The Wound I Didn’t See Coming ~Evric’s POV~ Zayn smiled sweetly, leaning back in his seat. "Blame my man for that." "Excuse me, Zayn?" Nicki challenged, his voice sharp. "What is that supposed to mean?" Zayn just met Nicki’s gaze, completely unbothered, and shrugged slightly. "It means exactly what it sounds like. We’re not all desperate enough to need a headcount to validate our night, Nicki." Nicki’s face tightened instantly. "Zayn, are you actually trying to insult me right now?" "Oh, please, Nicki," Zayn countered, his voice dripping with theatrical boredom. "Don’t even dare act like I said something wrong, because you started it first. If you don’t want me to speak this way to you, then keep your mouth shut." Nicki looked ready to launch himself off the couch, but Dean, sensing the escalating drama, quickly cut in to diffuse the tension. "Alright, alright, guys, cool it. We just got here, save the testosterone for later. Zayn, congratulations on surviving your man." He shot me a wry grin. "Evric, did you at least bring a receipt for the damage?" I smiled back, finally recovering my composure from the shock of Zayn’s brazenness. "The damage was intentional," I said smoothly, "and the payment was already rendered in cuddles and a lot of kisses." Zayn beamed, leaning into my side. "You hear that, Dean? My man can have me and ruin me anyhow he wants, because he owns me and he doesn’t need anyone else." Zayn paused, his eyes flicking pointedly toward Nicki. "Especially someone who is disloyal and only offers sex." Nantam and Dean let out a stunned, audible "Huh?" The surprise of hearing Zayn speak so sharply and so possessively, was clear on their faces. Nicki, who clearly knew the words were a direct hit, stiffened and looked away from Zayn, his gaze shifting to me. I quickly averted my eyes; even I didn’t know the full extent of the dramatic war Zayn was playing, and his words were definitely landing hard on me, too. I decided to retreat. "Babe, I’m going to head into the room," I said quietly. Zayn gripped my arm immediately, his need for me visible. "No, baby, don’t go inside. What if I need something?" I cupped his face, my thumb brushing his cheek. "What do you want me to do?" "Sit at the dining table," he instructed. "Just don’t stay too far away." "Okay, baby. I’ll go grab my laptop and work then," I conceded. I started to move away when he caught my attention with a soft, "Babe." "Yes, love?" He tilted his head and whispered, "Kiss me." I smiled, shaking my head slightly at his cuteness. "You’re being too cute, you know." I leaned down and kissed him deeply, lingering for a moment, and added, "I love you, Zayn." He replied, loud and clear for everyone in the room to hear: "I love you, Evric." Dean immediately collapsed back into the sofa with an exaggerated groan. "God, I think we’ve come on the wrong day. Look at this sweet couple! Aww, so cute..." Dean then turned to Nantam and said, "I love you, Nantam!" Nantam dramatically pushed him away. "Please, Dean, find your own Evric, because I do not love you!" The moment was genuinely funny, and even I smirked. But Nicki remained stiff and didn’t crack a smile. I gave Zayn one last squeeze, then left them. I walked into the bedroom, picked up my laptop and some headphones, and headed back out to settle at the dining table, positioning myself perfectly within Zayn’s view, just as he’d ordered. I settled at the dining table, opened my laptop, and tried to look busy, but my attention kept snapping back to the couch. I could hear their muffled conversation, a low, easy rumble of four men catching up. But every few minutes, Zayn would interrupt, his voice raised just enough to ensure I heard him, usually to ask for something small a glass of water, the TV remote, or just to ask, "Babe, are you still working?" He wasn’t actually checking on me; he was making sure his friends knew I was still there and available. I smiled faintly, playing my part perfectly by pausing my "work" and giving him exactly what he wanted a gentle, attentive answer. Nicki, meanwhile, was mostly silent, arms crossed, throwing side glances at Zayn who was comfortably curled up against the armrest, making no effort to move or join the rest of them. The tension around Nicki was palpable, a tight, uncomfortable energy that Dean and Nantam were doing their best to ignore. About fifteen minutes later, Dean clapped his hands together, effectively ending the small talk. "Alright, guys, enough catching up. Zayn, we’re here now. What’s the plan? Are we watching the game? Where are the snacks?" Zayn didn’t move an inch from my chest. He simply waved a dismissive hand toward the kitchen. "Feel at home," he told them easily. "My man can only serve me right now, and I can’t move on my own. So if you need anything, you know where to find it." Dean shook his head, a wry grin spreading across his face. "My man is your best song now, Zayn." He stood up, shaking his head slightly, and headed toward the kitchen to fetch whatever they needed to entertain themselves. After Dean returned and settled back down, placing the tray of drinks and snacks he had gone to fetch on the table, Zayn said, "Alright, gentlemen," his voice carrying clearly, "I have three pieces of excellent news you should all know." Dean leaned forward, eyes bright. "We’re all ears." "First," Zayn began, holding up one finger, "my restaurant’s new menu officially launches next week. The critics already love the pre-reviews, so we’re celebrating early." Nantam let out a genuinely loud cheer. "Hell yeah! That’s awesome, man! Congratulations!" "Second," Zayn continued, holding up a second finger, "You might have suspected it, but you should hear it directly from me: Evans is Evric’s older brother." Nantam and Dean exchanged a quick, knowing look. "I knew it!" Nantam exclaimed. "Wow, really?" Zayn nodded, confirming it with a slight smile. "And now, the third, the biggest and the best news ever," Zayn said, his voice ringing with triumph. "My relationship with Evric isn’t just between us anymore. His father and mother have accepted me and welcomed me as part of their family." Nantam’s eyes widened. "You mean Evric’s father accepts you to be with Evric?" "Yes," he confirmed, his voice thick with pride. Dean threw his hands up in delight. "Oh, man, congratulations! Oh, God, Zayn, you are just too lucky!" "You can say you have a wedding to plan next," Zayn added, a triumphant grin on his face. "Your friend is officially taken by Evric Draeven. There is no going back, and no other man could take him from me." He looked at me for confirmation. "Am I right, baby?" "Yes, baby, you are absolutely right," I agreed, completely immersed in the moment. "Babe," he called out. I stood up, closed my laptop, and walked toward him. "Let’s plan to visit your mother next weekend." "Okay, my love," I answered immediately. "Kiss me," he requested softly. I leaned down and kissed him. It was the final display. Nicki, who had been simmering in silent rage, snapped. He pushed himself off the sofa, hissed under his breath, and walked out without a word, slamming the front door behind him. Shortly after, Nantam and Dean both stood, murmuring their goodbyes. "Zayn, it’s time for us to go." Once his friends were gone, I helped Zayn up. As we walked toward the bedroom, the way he was moving, the exaggerated limp, the theatrical wince, was so overdone that I couldn’t help but tease him. "Babe, you know you don’t have to be quite this dramatic," I said, a playful smile touching my lips. He looked at me in disbelief but remained silent, allowing me to continue digging my own grave. "People manage to go for hours and not get sore," I continued, stepping into dangerous territory. "Be manly; you’re not a woman. If you’re this bruised, I’ll have to wait a week before I can touch you again." I laughed lightly. "It’s time you realize that having sex with me is your duty, and it has to be done often. So be strong, baby." That’s where he broke. He pushed away and stood up straight beside the bed, his previous stiffness gone. "Did you just say all that to me?" I quickly walked closer to him. "Calm down, babe," I said. He stepped back, his chest heaving. He shouted. "You just told me to be manly and strong, and now you ask me to calm down?" "Babe, I was just joking," I tried to assure him. "Joking?" he yelled, his voice snapping with fury. "Don’t you ever joke with me like that again!" I instinctively tried to hold his waist, but he violently pushed me away. "Good thing your ’horse’ just left," he sneered, his eyes filled with contempt. "You both have the same high energy and talk the same way. You can still chase him back." "What?" I said, utterly confused. Then he laughed a cold, humorless sound. "Your ’horse’ that you both used to ride each other with drugs just left. I’m talking about Nicki." The playfulness vanished instantly. My shoulders slumped, and a wave of dread washed over me. "Babe, how do you—" "Shh," he commanded, pressing a silencing hand over my mouth. "Shut up." He leaned closer, his eyes sharp. "You’re surprised I found out Nicki is your Ex, and not only that... I also found out that he almost killed me."

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 131: Unwanted Guest Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 132: The Ride That Almost Wasn’t Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 133: The Threat Behind the Smile Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Only for My Man Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Secrets Behind the Screen Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 136: When Silence Cuts Deeper Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: The Distance Hurts More Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 139: The Surprise That Stole My Breath Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 140: Surprises and Unspoken Fears Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 141: The Surprise by the Shore Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 143: The Night of Truth and Surprises Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 144: A War Waiting to Begin Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 145: Baby, Cheers to Forever Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 146: Claiming What’s Mine Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 147: Evric’s Power Over My Body & Heart Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 148: Where Desire Finds Voice Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 149: Shaking Under My Touch Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 150: In the Middle of Everything Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 151: Impossible, But Still Yours Dec 12th, 2025
Chapter 152: The Weight of True Friendship Dec 13th, 2025
Chapter 153: When Love Sets Sail Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 155: Don’t You Dare Scare Me Again Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 156: Through Every Fear, With You Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 157: Love Between Breaths Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 158: Hold Me Like Before Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 159: Equal Love Between Us Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 160: A Choice I Refuse to Make Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 161: The Agreement Between Us Dec 21st, 2025
Chapter 162: Love Under Their Eyes Dec 22nd, 2025
Chapter 163: Serve Me My Punishment Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 164: Bound by Truth, Broken by Desire Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 165: One Month Without You Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 166: The Weight of Choices Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 167: One Month Under the Same Roof Dec 26th, 2025
Chapter 168: Home Is Where You Are Dec 27th, 2025
Chapter 169: My Morning Begins with You Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 170: Love in the Details Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 171: Silent Nights, Hidden Tears Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 172: Demanding Answers Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 173: Trust the Process Dec 31st, 2025
Chapter 174: Do You Regret It Jan 1st, 2026
Chapter 175: What I Never Saw Coming Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 176: Please, Don’t Shut Me Out Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 177: Loyalty Test On You Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 178: A Little Tease, A Lot of Love Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 179: A Father’s Approval Jan 5th, 2026
Chapter 180: A Father’s Blessing and an Unexpected Night Jan 6th, 2026
Chapter 181: Between Control and Surrender Jan 7th, 2026
Chapter 182: The Third Round Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 183: Daddy’s Responsibility Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 184: I’m Not a Horse Like You, Nicki Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 185: The Wound I Didn’t See Coming Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 186: In the Fire of Love and Lies Jan 11th, 2026
Chapter 187: You Were My First Real Love Jan 12th, 2026
Chapter 188: Stripped by His Hands Jan 13th, 2026
Chapter 189: Shameless for You Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 190: After Everything, Still Him Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 191: The Claiming, Command, Control Jan 16th, 2026
Chapter 192: Claming Her Body Jan 16th, 2026
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