Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE

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The story starts in Chapter 142 of "[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice": Chapter 142: Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE ~ Zayn’s POV~ It wasn’t just a surprise. It... Don’t miss it!

Chapter 142: Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE ~ Zayn’s POV~ It wasn’t just a surprise. It was the surprise. A sight so stunning that not only I, but every single person standing there, froze with their mouths open, unable to close them. Dean’s voice pulled me back. "Zayn... look." I turned, and my breath caught in my throat. Spread across the sand was a path lined with glowing candles, leading straight to a breathtaking setup. A canopy draped in white swayed gently in the evening breeze. Lanterns glimmered like fallen stars, their warm light kissing the shoreline. And there, carved into the sand with delicate rose petals and framed with candles, were the words: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE. I LOVE YOU. Beside it, a giant heart had been drawn, its edges traced with red and white petals, flickering flames encircling it like a vow that would never burn out. Everyone around me gasped, their voices hushed as if they had stepped into a dream too fragile to disturb. Some clapped, some whispered, but all I could hear was the frantic beating of my own heart. For a moment, the world fell away, the ocean’s rhythm, the crowd’s chatter, even Dean’s wide-eyed grin. All I saw was the love poured into this scene. Evric’s love. His anger, his silence... it all blurred against the undeniable truth that stood in front of me. This wasn’t just a surprise. It was breathtaking. It was Evric’s heart laid out on the sand for me to see. But even with the breathtaking view before me, my chest felt heavy. I wanted to feel pure joy, to let myself sink into the magic of what Evric had created, but I couldn’t. I appreciated it, I truly did. Yet all I could think was... he planned this when he was still in love with me. Now, I don’t even know where I stand in his heart. Dean leaned closer, his voice low as he watched the glowing setup ahead. "He’s a lover boy, Zayn. Maybe one day, I’ll also love someone this much and go the extra mile for them. Wow, Evric... he’s that man." "Dean," I called softly. "Yes?" he answered, turning toward me. I shook my head slowly. "You might think I’m ungrateful, but none of this really reaches me." Dean frowned. "Why? Do you expect something even bigger, like a surprise boat on the water?" I sighed. "It’s not about the surprise, Dean. I don’t care about all this. I care about the man behind it. And right now, I can’t even smile, because it doesn’t add up. He planned all of this... and yet suddenly, he’s angry with me. Why? It doesn’t make sense." Dean fell silent, his gaze softening with sympathy. Just then, Nantam started moving closer, his face written with concern. I braced myself for his questions, but thankfully Nuala cut in, her cheerful voice slicing through the tension. "Alright, everyone!" she announced brightly. "Let’s give our birthday man the honor he deserves. Zayn, walk along the candlelit path, your next step is waiting." Her timing saved me. I exhaled slowly, grateful for the distraction, and forced my feet to move. I walked slowly through the path of glowing candles, their flickering flames guiding me forward. Each step felt heavy, like my heart was carrying too many emotions at once. As I passed Nicki and her friends, their whispers cut through the night air. "What kind of woman goes this far for his partner?" one of them murmured, awe lacing her voice. Their words stung and warmed me at the same time. I could feel everyone’s curiosity rising, every pair of eyes burning to see the one behind this breathtaking surprise. But me? My chest constricted with a painful mix of emotions, happy, yet hurt, grateful, yet afraid. Because as beautiful as this was, I still didn’t know if things between us could ever truly be okay again. I slowed, my feet halting mid-step. The crowd hushed. My pulse hammered. Then Nuala stepped forward, a letter in her hand. She gave me a short smile, her voice carrying gently through the silence. "This," she said, holding the envelope carefully, "is from your partner. Your lovers wanted it to be read aloud, imagining it was his/her own voice, whispering straight to you. Feel it in your body, feel it in your soul." She unfolded the paper with reverence. My breath caught, the world holding still around me. "Now," she continued, her tone tender, "I will read it to you." Nuala held the letter gently, her voice soft but steady. "This letter has two parts. The first is simply to wish you, Zayn, a Happy Birthday. And the second... is called Respect." She looked at me once before lowering her gaze to the paper and began to read: Part One: Happy Birthday "My Zayn, Happy Birthday, my love. I know right now I’m not beside you the way you wish I was, but I want you to close your eyes for a moment... and imagine me there. Imagine my arms around you, imagine my breath against your ear, imagine me holding you the way I always do when I don’t want to let you go. If you turn your head, I’m there, smiling, watching you, whispering how much I love you. Every year of your life has been precious, Zayn, but this year is different, because it’s another year I get to call you mine. You’ve been my calm when I was restless, my laughter when the world felt heavy, and my home when everywhere else felt like nowhere. These surprises, these gifts, they’re only pieces of what I wish I could give you. What I truly want to give you is a forever where you never doubt me, never doubt my love. A forever where every birthday, every moment, every sunrise and sunset, I’m there, walking through it with you. I know we fight, I know sometimes my silence hurts you, but don’t let that make you question where you stand in my heart. You are my heart, Zayn. Without you, none of this, no success, no future, means anything. So tonight, as you walk through the candles, I want you to feel me in every flame. I want you to hear my voice in every word Nuala reads. I want you to know that no matter how far apart we are, my soul never leaves your side. Happy Birthday, my love. This is your night, but you... You are my everyday." —E As Nuala read the first letter, the crowd grew silent. Some guests wiped at their eyes, others exchanged soft whispers about how heartfelt it was. I kept my head low, biting my lip to hold back tears. My chest ached, but I forced myself not to break, at least not yet. Then Nuala lifted the second page. Last Part: Respect Nuala lifted the second letter with a knowing smile. "This one," she said softly, "is called Respect. But before I begin, I want everyone here to do something. Please, close your eyes. Imagine this moment with Zayn. Let him feel it the way it was meant to be felt." One by one, the guests obeyed. The chatter quieted, replaced by the hush of waves brushing against the shore. The evening air grew heavy with anticipation. Nuala’s voice rang clear as she began to read: "I respect you from the very moment I met you, and I still do now. I know I can be rude, difficult, annoying, and even too much sometimes, but still, you carry it all with calmness. I know there are moments when you want to lose your patience, yet you hold it in... for me. And that means more than you’ll ever know. Zayn, I want you to remember this: there’s no such thing as me being too busy for you. My time, my presence, my love, they belong to you. And I’ve missed you more than words can say." As her words sank in, something strange happened. I felt it. A touch. Warm, firm, sliding from my stomach up to my chest, lingering as if to ground me in the moment. My breath caught. My heart stuttered. Was I imagining this? Then came the scent. Familiar. Intoxicating. Him. And a voice, low and near my ear, whispered one word that shattered me... "Baby..." Tears filled my eyes instantly, spilling before I could stop them. My mind screamed that it couldn’t be real, that it was only my imagination, but my body knew better. The heat, the closeness, the voice, I felt him. Nuala’s voice continued, weaving seamlessly with the illusion: "Feel me in your body, Zayn. Inhale my scent. Hear my voice. Because when you turn... You will find only me, meant for you." My whole body trembled. I turn slowly, heart pounding so loud it drowns the surf. A tall figure stands just behind me, hands wrapped around an impossible bouquet, a mountain of roses, a thousand of them it seems, petals spilling like a red tide. Even before I see his face, I feel him: the heat of him at my back, the familiar perfume of his skin threaded through the roses. For a second I refuse to believe it, then the flowers tilt. He lowers them, and the world collapses into that single, perfect moment. When his face comes into view I lose the last of whatever composure I had left. All the tears I’ve been holding in for days, for fear, for worry, for longing, break free all at once. He stepped closer, his eyes locked only on me, the world falling away until it was just the two of us. Then, with the faintest smile tugging at his lips, he leaned down and whispered, "Did I get you big?" And in that moment, I couldn’t even answer, my heart was too full, my chest too tense.

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 131: Unwanted Guest Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 132: The Ride That Almost Wasn’t Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 133: The Threat Behind the Smile Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Only for My Man Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Secrets Behind the Screen Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 136: When Silence Cuts Deeper Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: The Distance Hurts More Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 139: The Surprise That Stole My Breath Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 140: Surprises and Unspoken Fears Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 141: The Surprise by the Shore Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 143: The Night of Truth and Surprises Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 144: A War Waiting to Begin Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 145: Baby, Cheers to Forever Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 146: Claiming What’s Mine Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 147: Evric’s Power Over My Body & Heart Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 148: Where Desire Finds Voice Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 149: Shaking Under My Touch Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 150: In the Middle of Everything Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 151: Impossible, But Still Yours Dec 12th, 2025
Chapter 152: The Weight of True Friendship Dec 13th, 2025
Chapter 153: When Love Sets Sail Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 155: Don’t You Dare Scare Me Again Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 156: Through Every Fear, With You Dec 16th, 2025
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