[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice

[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice

Author: GoldWinwar

Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You

Words : 1534 Updated : Sep 9th, 2025
Who would’ve thought that the night I was about to surrender to nothing but a voice... it would belong to Evric Draeven? Not just anyone but him. The billionaire’s son. The one whose father preaches purity, tradition, and the sanctity of the family name. The one no one would ever dare suspect. And now... the one I can’t get out of my system. SLEEK PEEK The room swallowed me. The lights. Clean sheets. Velvet walls. And him, already shrugging off his jacket, revealing a toned, lean frame in a black silk shirt, unbuttoned just enough to show skin I wanted to taste without understanding why. But before I could step closer, he said something that made my body stiffen. "I won’t touch you. But my voice will." ZAYN’S POV THE BEGINNING: The bass pounded. Bodies moved like shadows under flickering red lights. Sweat, perfume, and the bitter edge of vodka clung to the air. I sat back against the leather booth, bored out of my fucking mind. Another drink. Another night. Another pretty girl giggling against my shoulder, fingers tracing lazy circles on my thigh. I didn’t even bother to look at her face. My eyes drifted to the dance floor, watching couples grind against each other like they were starving. But to me, it all felt... empty. Like watching a movie on mute. Is this it? Is this all sex is ever going to be? I’d slept with enough women to know how it went. The pattern, the routine, kiss, touch, moan... but nothing ever satisfied me. I wanted to feel something. Wanted to lose control. Wanted to scream, not out of pain, but from release. Then I heard... "Hello?" I looked up. A tall man stood by the edge of my booth. Sharp suit, cold eyes, polite smile. Too old to be a clubgoer. "I’m not buying anything," I muttered. He shook his head. "I was sent by someone. He’s interested in you." I blinked. "He?" "He’ll pay you well. Discreet, private room. No expectations. Just your time." I scoffed. "You think I need money?" "No," he said calmly. "He thinks you need satisfaction." That shut me up. Satisfaction. The word burned. I leaned forward, voice low. "What exactly does he want?" The man smiled slightly. "To show you a different kind of release. One you’ve never had." Something about the way he said it made my skin crawl, but not in a bad way. "...He’s a man," I said flatly. "Yes." I stared into the distance for a moment, pulse tapping in my throat. I didn’t know how to feel. Not fear. Not disgust. Just... curiosity. I looked at the girl next to me. Still smiling, touching. I felt nothing. I stood up. "Take me to him." The hallway of the hotel was silent, carpeted, and cold. The air smelled expensive like white lilies and secrets. The man stopped in front of a black door. "Before you go in... understand this." I raised a brow. "You don’t kiss and tell. Ever. If anything leaks, it won’t end well for you." I smirked. "Relax. I’m not a gossip." I reached for the door, heart strangely calm. It wasn’t about being gay or not. It wasn’t about identity. I just wanted to feel something real. Even if it was only for a night. The door clicked open. Soft lighting. Shadows. A faint scent of leather and spice in the air. And there he was. Seated in an armchair, legs crossed, watching me. He was beautiful in a dangerous way. Pretty, gentle, and sharp jaw. Loose black shirt, sleeves rolled just enough to expose veined forearms. Eyes that didn’t blink. I stepped in. The door clicked shut behind me. He didn’t stand. He only said one thing. "I won’t touch you." I blinked. "Then what the hell am I doing here?" "I won’t touch you," he repeated, his voice walking past me slowly, like smoke trailing behind. "But my voice will." I scoffed. "Your voice?" I turned to leave. "You’ve got to be kidding me." "Give it one try," he said, standing behind me, close but not touching. "If you don’t finish before I even lay a hand on you... You can walk out. But I promise you, once you hear me... you’ll spill harder than you ever have. You’ll cry. Shake. Beg." I turned my head, half-laughing. "I’ve had hundreds of orgasms." "But none that ever satisfied you." He was right again. My throat tightened. I swallowed. I stared. Then let out a half-laugh. "No offense, but that sounds funny." "Don’t speak," he said, tone calm but commanding. And just like that, my mouth closed. His voice wasn’t loud. It wasn’t deep in the usual sense. But it vibrated through my chest like a secret. Smooth. Dark. Like warm silk against bare skin. He leaned forward, slowly. Still not touching. "Sit down. Breathe slowly. Let go of what you think you know about pleasure." My knees bent without meaning to. I sat. He smiled. "Good. Now... listen." That voice... It didn’t echo. It resonated. It settled, like it had weight, sinking through my skin and dragging across nerves that had never felt alive before. "You came here because you’ve been chasing pleasure with your body," he said, voice low, steady. "But I’m going to give it to you through your mind. Through your breath. Through sound." My fingers tensed on the armrest. "Close your eyes." I obeyed. "Breathe in for four seconds." I drew a shaky breath. "Hold it." My lungs ached slightly. "Now out... slowly. Let your shoulders fall. Let your muscles melt. That’s it." I exhaled. My body relaxed inch by inch. "Again." I did. "Now imagine my hand brushing the side of your face. Just fingertips. Dragging down... down... to your throat. My palm is hovering above your chest. Not touching. Just close enough that your skin burns from absence." My hips jerked subtly. "Undo your top button." My fingers fumbled. "Slower. I want to hear the fabric shift. Let me hear how hungry your skin is." The button popped open with a soft click. My shirt loosened, air kissing my collarbones. "Touch your chest. One hand only. Let your fingers tease your nipple. Barely a graze. Just enough to make it throb." I obeyed. My head tipped back. A quiet gasp escaped my lips. "Let it linger. Let your breath follow your hand." I inhaled sharply, then whimpered as sensation curled across my skin like static. "Don’t touch yourself yet. Keep your thighs still. Let that tension build in your hips until it begs to be released." "I can’t..." I gasped. "Yes, you can. I haven’t permitted you yet." My cock strained painfully beneath my pants. I ached, every muscle tight with restraint. He shifted slightly. Not closer. Not touching. But I felt it. "Now undo your zipper. Let me hear it." Zzzz-kkk... the sound made me moan. "Breathe. Let your hands rest beside you. No touch. Just feel the air. The heat. Me in your mind." I clenched the chair. Sweat beaded at my brow. His voice dropped into something darker. "I want you to imagine my mouth at your ear. Whispering filth you’ve never let yourself want. Imagine my breath skating down your neck. My tongue is licking the edge of your sanity." My back arched. My chest lifted like I needed more air, but couldn’t find it. "Feel my voice where it counts. There. Right where you’re twitching. Right where you’re soaked. I know you are. Say it." "I’m... soaked," I exhaled, trembling. "Say what you need." "I need to... to spill it out." "No." I whimpered. "Not yet. Not until your whole body begs. Until your soul forgets everything but me." "Please..." He stood. Slowly. His steps made no sound. But I felt the movement in the air. The closeness. His voice was suddenly behind me. "I could press my lips to the back of your neck right now. But I won’t. I want you to fall apart without it." I shook. "I want you to know I own you. Without one finger lifted." I cried out. A breath. A broken whimper. My head tipped back. "Touch yourself." I gasped. "One hand. Slow. Stroke. I want to hear every breath. Every moan. Don’t rush. I want the ache to build so hard it burns." My fingers obeyed. My hips lifted. My breath grew ragged. My legs tensed. "Feel my voice inside you. Like heat. Like sin. Like you’re being touched everywhere all at once." My breath hitched. The room blurred. He leaned forward slightly, voice low like thunder rolling over skin. "You’ve never been touched by a real man’s desire. But tonight, you’ll feel it without touch. And when you spill, you’ll remember my voice inside your soul." I gasped. My hips twitched. My body began to shake. "Now say my name." I didn’t know his name. I didn’t care. I screamed instead. Loud. Raw. Orgasm hit me like a damn wave, ripping through my body in shameful, violent, delicious tremors. I sobbed. I shook. My release stained everything. He never touched me. But his voice... his voice destroyed me. Comment "stop" or "continue"...

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
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