Chapter 163: Serve Me My Punishment

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Chapter 163 of "[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice" kicks off with thrilling moments: Chapter 163: Chapter 163: Serve Me My Punishment ~Zayn’s POV~ The knock at the door came right... Read more!

Chapter 163: Chapter 163: Serve Me My Punishment ~Zayn’s POV~ The knock at the door came right in the middle of conversation with my friends. I didn’t need to check, I already knew it was Evric. Something about him was always easy to sense, like a pull I couldn’t ignore. I stood and opened the door, but he pulled me into his arms before I could even greet him. His mouth crashed against mine, hungry and demanding, his hands clutching me as if he had been starving for days. He didn’t even notice my friends in the background. He must have thought I was alone I could smell the alcohol on him, faint but undeniable. He must have been drinking, and it made his need for me stronger, more overbold. I understood. Since his return, Evric and I hadn’t shared much time together, not in the way he craved. For someone like him, who loved touch and closeness, he had tried to restrain himself. But tonight, his control was gone. Tonight, he needed me. I didn’t want to deny his need, but I had to remind him softly, "Evric... my friends are still here." He froze at my words, pausing for only a moment, but I could feel the storm in him. His voice came rough, "I need you." He took my hand and pulled me further inside, his eyes burning with impatience. Once we reached the room, I cupped his face and tried to reason with him. "Listen... let me excuse my friends first. Then I’ll come back to you, and you’ll have all of me." I begged him gently, hoping he would understand. But he shook his head stubbornly. "Don’t go. I need you now." I pressed my forehead against his, speaking quietly, "I know, baby. I know you need me. But just give me a few minutes. Let me talk to them real quick, and once they leave, I’m yours. Completely." He stared at me for a long, heavy moment, his silence making the air between us thick. Finally, with a reluctant breath, he whispered, "Okay." When I went back to the living room, my friends were already on their feet, ready to leave. Nantam glanced at me and said, "Go attend to Evric first. We’ll talk on the phone later." Dean, of course, couldn’t leave quietly. He leaned in, close enough for only me to hear. "I should’ve stayed back just to hear your moans," he teased. "But I’m too single... no one to hold afterward. I’m afraid to fill myself with your sound, with no one to hold after." I shot him a sharp look that clearly said keep your mouth shut. But instead of backing off, he pushed further, laughing as he added, "I really need a partner to run to." Then, bold as ever, he kissed me on the cheek by the door and laughed. "Tell Evric he’s my mentor. I’m learning from him every time." I shook my head, exhaling in disbelief. "Dean, it’s not funny." Dean smirked, leaning back with exaggerated drama. "It’s so funny," he teased, puckering his lips and mimicking Evric’s earlier kisses. "Muah, muah, just the way he started kissing you the moment he walked in." He laughed, shaking his head before adding, "You guys are way too cute." With a flourish, he hopped into his car, tossing his words over his shoulder. "I’m going to the club tonight, time to find my own Evric." I shook my head, speechless... The only one who hadn’t said a word since they arrived was Nicki. He was unusually quiet, his silence heavy in the room. It wasn’t like him at all. Concern tugged at me until I finally leaned toward Nantam and asked softly, "Is Nicki okay?" Nantam looked at me, calm as always, and nodded. "He’s fine. Why do you ask?" "Because Nicki’s never this quiet. Anyone who knows him knows that’s not the real him," I said, still unsettled. Nantam smiled faintly. "It’s nothing, Zayn. You can go back inside. We’ll take our leave from here." I nodded reluctantly. Nantam guided Nicki into his car, while Dean was inside his own, still grinning like an idiot. I stood at the doorway, watching them drive off into the night before finally heading back inside. I hurried straight to the bedroom, eager to get back to Evric. But when I stepped in, my heart sank. He had already showered, changed into fresh clothes, and fallen asleep. The way he lay flat on the bed, his face turned deliberately away, told me everything, he’d gone to sleep angry. I climbed on the bed and leaned closer, tapping him gently. "Baby... baby..." Evric stirred, his lashes fluttering before he turned his head to look at me. "You’re already sleeping?" I whispered. "Yes," he murmured flatly, rolling onto his back. I inched closer, trying to kiss him, but he stopped me with a firm hand on my chest. Instead, he pressed a soft kiss to my forehead. "We should sleep," he said quietly. "I..." I started to explain, but he cut me off again, his voice still calm but distant. "Sleep, babe." "Are you hungry?" I asked, trying to find a crack in his wall. "I’m fine," he replied without looking at me, turning his face to the other side. But I knew him. I knew he hadn’t eaten. He’d come back drunk, needing me, and I’d left him in that heat. Guilt sat heavy on my chest. So I stood, walked to the kitchen, and prepared something light. When it was ready, I went back and crouched beside him. "Baby, I cooked for you," I said softly. "Stand up. Come and eat." I knew he wouldn’t ignore me completely. He got up, wordless, and followed me to the dining table. He sat and ate, but never once met my eyes. When he finished, he muttered a quiet "Thank you... baby" and started to rise, but I caught his hand. "Evric..." I said, my voice breaking a little. "Listen, babe...You are the most important person in my life. I know you well, I know what you’re thinking. When you came back, I wasn’t trying to deny you, I was just finishing up with my friends. I didn’t want them to feel pushed aside. I know I should have attended to you first but..." My voice trembled as I paused. "Please forgive me. Don’t be angry. There’s nothing more important to me than you. I mean it." He looked at me in silence for a long moment before he spoke. "I was damn horny when I came back," he admitted, voice low. "I know I was wrong too, for taking you inside the room while your friends were still here. But I need you, I could not help it." I reached for his hand. "Can we... make love now?" I asked. "No," he said quietly. "I’m not in the mood anymore." "Are you sure?" "Yes." He sighed, rubbing his face. "It’s okay, baby. Let’s just go to sleep now." He stood up reached out his hand for me, but instead of taking it, I guided him to the couch and gently pushed him down onto it. My heart thudded as I stripped myself bare, every movement deliberate. "Zayn, you don’t have to..." he started. I straddled his lap, pressing my palms to his chest, leaning in until my lips brushed his ear. "Serve me my punishment, Daddy," I whispered, my breath warm against his skin. "Make me scream for forgiveness."

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 131: Unwanted Guest Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 132: The Ride That Almost Wasn’t Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 133: The Threat Behind the Smile Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Only for My Man Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Secrets Behind the Screen Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 136: When Silence Cuts Deeper Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: The Distance Hurts More Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 139: The Surprise That Stole My Breath Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 140: Surprises and Unspoken Fears Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 141: The Surprise by the Shore Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 143: The Night of Truth and Surprises Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 144: A War Waiting to Begin Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 145: Baby, Cheers to Forever Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 146: Claiming What’s Mine Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 147: Evric’s Power Over My Body & Heart Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 148: Where Desire Finds Voice Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 149: Shaking Under My Touch Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 150: In the Middle of Everything Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 151: Impossible, But Still Yours Dec 12th, 2025
Chapter 152: The Weight of True Friendship Dec 13th, 2025
Chapter 153: When Love Sets Sail Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 155: Don’t You Dare Scare Me Again Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 156: Through Every Fear, With You Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 157: Love Between Breaths Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 158: Hold Me Like Before Dec 18th, 2025
Chapter 159: Equal Love Between Us Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 160: A Choice I Refuse to Make Dec 20th, 2025
Chapter 161: The Agreement Between Us Dec 21st, 2025
Chapter 162: Love Under Their Eyes Dec 22nd, 2025
Chapter 163: Serve Me My Punishment Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 164: Bound by Truth, Broken by Desire Dec 23rd, 2025
Chapter 165: One Month Without You Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 166: The Weight of Choices Dec 25th, 2025
Chapter 167: One Month Under the Same Roof Dec 26th, 2025
Chapter 168: Home Is Where You Are Dec 27th, 2025
Chapter 169: My Morning Begins with You Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 170: Love in the Details Dec 28th, 2025
Chapter 171: Silent Nights, Hidden Tears Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 172: Demanding Answers Dec 30th, 2025
Chapter 173: Trust the Process Dec 31st, 2025
Chapter 174: Do You Regret It Jan 1st, 2026
Chapter 175: What I Never Saw Coming Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 176: Please, Don’t Shut Me Out Jan 2nd, 2026
Chapter 177: Loyalty Test On You Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 178: A Little Tease, A Lot of Love Jan 4th, 2026
Chapter 179: A Father’s Approval Jan 5th, 2026
Chapter 180: A Father’s Blessing and an Unexpected Night Jan 6th, 2026
Chapter 181: Between Control and Surrender Jan 7th, 2026
Chapter 182: The Third Round Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 183: Daddy’s Responsibility Jan 8th, 2026
Chapter 184: I’m Not a Horse Like You, Nicki Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 185: The Wound I Didn’t See Coming Jan 10th, 2026
Chapter 186: In the Fire of Love and Lies Jan 11th, 2026
Chapter 187: You Were My First Real Love Jan 12th, 2026
Chapter 188: Stripped by His Hands Jan 13th, 2026
Chapter 189: Shameless for You Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 190: After Everything, Still Him Jan 14th, 2026
Chapter 191: The Claiming, Command, Control Jan 16th, 2026
Chapter 192: Claming Her Body Jan 16th, 2026
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