Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On

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Chapter 25 of "[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice" opens presenting key developments: Chapter 25: Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Evric’s POV Zayn was right,... Read on!

Chapter 25: Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Evric’s POV Zayn was right, he’s straight. And I’ve always known that. Even before I ever approached him, I understood what I was getting into. Yes, we might have slept together, but if he still sees himself as straight, then who am I to define him otherwise? I can’t call him gay. But maybe... I can make him believe he could be something else, something more, for me. Maybe he can be straight to the world, but bent only for me. Because everything I feel for him now is different. It’s not just lust anymore. I don’t want this to be a temporary thrill or a one-time high. I want more. I need more. Something real. Something that goes beyond the body and sinks deep into the soul. You think I’m just a fix? Just someone to scratch an itch? No. I’m going to prove to you that I’m not just someone you spend the night with and forget in the morning. I’m not your habit. I’m not your escape. If you’re addicted to my voice, if you crave my body, then let your heart crave me too. Let me be the one you fall for. With that thought weighing on my chest like a promise, I gave my driver a nod. "Take me to Draeven Holdings." There was a meeting. One I had no choice but to attend. Rogan and I already discussed this. I didn’t want a fight with him, not today. I’d rather handle it calmly and do things the way he asked. Even if it meant burying some parts of myself for a while longer. The drive to Draeven Holdings was smooth, almost too smooth, giving me just enough time to steady my thoughts and mentally prepare. As soon as the car rolled to a stop, I stepped out with purpose. No hesitation. No time to waste. I headed straight for the boardroom, the main reason I was here. Rogan had made it clear this meeting was important, and I had every intention of handling it with the poise and precision I was known for. James was already waiting by the door. He didn’t speak much, just handed over a slim folder filled with key talking points, market analysis, and a few sensitive updates. I took it from him with a brief nod and pushed the doors open. The room quieted instantly. As I walked in, every executive, department head, and partner around the long table rose to their feet in a show of respect. I didn’t need it, but I expected it. "Good morning," I said, my voice even and composed. They returned the greeting in unison as they slowly sat down. I took my place at the head of the table, adjusted my cuffs, and opened the folder. My gaze swept the room once. "Let’s begin." The meeting was focused on quarterly projections, investment reports, and a new acquisition we were eyeing in Southeast Asia. I broke down each segment efficiently, outlining profits, risks, and strategic growth. When questions came, I answered them with calm authority, backing every statement with figures and future-proof plans. One of the older board members tried to challenge the expansion strategy. I didn’t flinch. I leaned forward, offered him a calculated smile, and dismantled his doubt with sharp facts and clearer foresight than he expected. He leaned back after that, silently conceding. Halfway through, someone from marketing presented a proposal on rebranding. I listened carefully, offered corrections, and gave my approval where necessary, but only after making it clear that I expected nothing short of brilliance in the execution. By the time the meeting ended, I had full attention and full control. That’s how I operated. As everyone began gathering their files and tablets, several came to thank me personally. I nodded politely, keeping things formal. Once the last person exited the boardroom, I exhaled and leaned back in my seat. Handled. But no matter how smooth the meeting had gone, my mind wasn’t entirely here. Part of it... still wandered back to Zayn. I stood up, straightened my jacket, and made my way out. There was still more to be done, and not just in business. As we stepped out of Draeven Holdings, Karl was already waiting by the car, phone in hand, briefing someone through his earpiece. He ended the call the moment he saw me and quickly fell in step beside me. "I already had the inspection team prepare the site. We’ll head there first," he said, holding the door open for me. I nodded, slipping into the back seat. "Good. After that, we’ll head to Chrisly." Mr. Karl nodded, his expression unreadable. Earlier today, Chrisly called me. His voice sounded normal, but I could tell something was bothering him. "It’s important," he said. "But I want us to talk about it in person." He didn’t say much more than that, and I didn’t press him. Knowing my brother, if it was something urgent or personal, he wouldn’t speak about it over the phone. And the way he sounded, slightly hesitant, a little distant, it left me thinking about it more than I should’ve. I reached the site and did a quick inspection of the property. It didn’t take long since I already had someone handling the technical side. I just needed to see it for myself, confirm a few things, and move on. After that, Mr. Karl and I headed straight to Chrisly’s house. When we got there, I knocked on the door and he opened almost immediately. We hugged briefly, exchanged greetings, and walked inside. We talked a little about my meeting at Draeven Holdings. He said, "Daddy called me. He said he was impressed. Said everyone at the meeting appreciated your presence and professionalism." Then he smiled and added, "I’m proud of you, bro." That meant a lot coming from him. After a short silence, I brought up my conversation with Zayn. I explained everything what I said, how I felt and as I spoke, I could see Chrisly’s expression shift. He looked at me carefully and asked, "Do you really want something serious with Zayn? Or are you just trying to use him to replace Nicki?" His question hit deep. I stayed quiet for a moment, thinking, then gave him my honest answer. "What I feel for Zayn is different, Chrisly. I..." But before I could finish, he cut in. "Before you continue... let me break this to you." I blinked. "What?" Then he looked me dead in the eyes and said, "Nicki is back."

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
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