Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy

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Chapter 154 of "[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice" begins the action: Chapter 154: Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy ~Zayn’s POV~ Minutes later, we were all walking down... Discover the next part!

Chapter 154: Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy ~Zayn’s POV~ Minutes later, we were all walking down the wooden pier that stretched into the glittering blue. At the end of it waited a sleek, modern boat white, polished steel gleaming beneath the sun. Mr. Karl was already there with Evric’s driver, making sure everything was perfect. They both gave Evric a respectful nod, but Evric’s attention never wavered from me. His hand stayed firmly at the small of my back as he guided me on board first, steady, protective as if I might stumble without him. My friends followed... Dean, Nicki, Nantam, and the others, buzzing with excitement. I caught snippets of their whispers, little murmurs about how lucky I was, how no one had ever seen a birthday surprise like this. Their words made my face heat, but deep inside, I couldn’t help the swell of pride. The engine hummed to life, a low purr that vibrated through the deck as the boat slid gracefully away from the dock. The sea stretched endlessly ahead. The breeze rushed past, warm and salty, tugging at my hair. I drifted toward the railing, bracing my hands on the cool steel, letting the wind wrap around me. For a moment, I just closed my eyes and breathed in the freedom of it, the waves, the horizon, the sense of escape. But before I could sink too far into that moment, familiar arms wrapped around my waist. Strong. Unmistakable. Evric. His chest pressed against my back, his chin settling on my shoulder. My lips curved into a smile before I even turned my head. No matter how many eyes were on us, he always made it feel like it was just him and me. Everyone could see us, there was no hiding on a boat this size but Evric didn’t care. If anything, I felt like he wanted them to see. His lips brushed my forehead, soft and lingering, before trailing to my cheek. His arms locked around me as though I was something he could never let slip away. Heat rushed through me, not just from his closeness, but from knowing we had an audience. My friends, sitting only a few feet away, were watching every single move. "Damn, Evric," Dean called out, laughing from across the deck. "Some of us are single, you know. Do you really have to rub it in?" Their laughter rolled across the boat, but Evric didn’t even glance at them. His focus stayed glued to me. And then, without hesitation, he tilted my chin and kissed me slowly, deliberately, claiming me in front of everyone. One thing I know I’ll eventually have to correct Evric on is the way he acts around my friends. At least when they crack jokes, he could smile back, even just a little. I know it’s not pride, Evric isn’t arrogant that way, it’s just that he doesn’t really relate to young people. He doesn’t even have friends of his own, and maybe that’s why he seems distant sometimes. But still, I wish he’d at least smile at them. A simple gesture like that would make things easier. My chest pulled taut, my heart racing. I could hear the shuffle of phones being pulled out, the telltale clicks of pictures being taken. Some of them would save it for fun, others for memories, and maybe... some just for envy. From the corner of my eye, I caught Nicki. His arms were crossed, his expression sharp as he rolled his eyes so hard it almost looked painful. His jaw flexed, tight with irritation, and I didn’t need to guess why. The more Evric kissed me, the more Nicki’s envy burned and somehow, that only made Evric hold me tighter, kiss me deeper, like he was silently daring anyone to challenge him. And me? I just let myself melt into him, because right then, I didn’t care about anyone else either. Later the group scattered around the boat, some stretched out on the upper deck, others leaned lazily against the railing with drinks in hand. Laughter mingled with the crash of waves, warm and easy, but through it all Evric never drifted far from me. It was like no matter where I moved, he was already there. I pulled out my phone, wanting just one simple selfie with the ocean behind me. But before I could press the button, Evric leaned in and stole a kiss. The shutter clicked at that exact moment. I froze for half a second, then felt the heat rush straight to my cheeks. The picture had caught everything his lips on mine, my wide eyes, and the helpless little smile tugging at myself. "Send me that," he murmured against my ear, his smirk making it impossible to say no. I laughed, shaking my head, but I saved it right away. "Of course, I’ll send it." Then Mr. Karl, standing near the edge, lifted a hand. "How about a group photo?" Everyone agreed instantly, gathering together with messy, uncoordinated energy. Dean slung an arm around Nantam, someone else pulled another friend in closer, and laughter kept breaking out before the picture was even taken. I was about to find a spot on the side when Evric tugged me down onto his lap instead. His arms slid around me, firm, caging me in like he didn’t trust the ocean breeze or maybe the world itself, not to take me away. The camera clicked. And just like that, the moment was sealed forever: me sitting on him, his arms wrapped tight, a silent message to everyone watching that I was his, completely. And for once, instead of fighting it, I let myself lean back into him. The boat drifted farther and farther from shore until the resort was nothing more than a faint dot on the horizon. The sea stretched endlessly around us, the sunlight scattering across the waves like glittering diamonds. Music played softly in the background, weaving with the rhythm of the water. I turned to Evric, unable to hold back the awe bubbling inside me. "This is beautiful." He reached up, brushing a stray strand of hair from my face. And then, without a second thought, he kissed my forehead. "Not as beautiful as you," he said. My breath caught. The words sank deep, warm and steady, but before I could respond, a chorus of groans and whistles erupted. Dean’s voice rang out above the rest. "God, stop! You’re making me want to cry. Somebody find me an Evric too!" Laughter rippled across the deck. My face burned, and I buried it in Evric’s chest, hiding my smile against him. Normally, I would have pushed him away, embarrassed by all the eyes on us, but instead I found myself leaning closer, letting his boldness wrap around me like sunlight. Shameless. Fierce. His. Out of the corner of my ear, I caught a mutter. Nicki’s voice, low and bitter: "Let’s see how long this fairytale lasts." But it slipped into the air and disappeared just as quickly, swallowed by the waves and laughter. No one cared. No one noticed. Because in that moment, all eyes were on us and all of Evric’s love was on me. After the cruise, Nantam invited me over for dinner at their apartment. I nodded, saying I’d tell Evric first. Deep down, I also saw it as an opportunity, to finally tell Nantam and Dean that I’d be leaving tomorrow morning. When I got to where Evric was waiting, I told him Nantam had invited us for dinner. He stood there with his arms folded, his face indistinct. Then, in a flat voice, he said, "I’m not going to your friends’ place. I’ll be in the room." I tried to reason with him, but he cut me short. "I said I’m not going." Frustration clawed at me. "Why are you so mean, Evric? Dean was joking with you on the boat earlier, and you didn’t even smile. Can’t you at least try to be nice to my friends?" He didn’t reply. His eyes were hard. Finally, he said, "I won’t follow you. That’s all." "Fine. Don’t go. But I will." "No problem. Since you’re so fond of your friends, go ahead." I froze, hurt flashing through me. "What do you mean, ’so fond of friends’?" "You see how some of them are jealous of you, and yet you..." He didn’t finish. "Enough, Evric," I cut him off, my voice rising. He paused, then said coldly, "Fine. Go. I’ll be in the room. But I’m giving you only one hour." I didn’t even answer him. I turned and walked away, his driver and Mr. Karl falling into step behind him as he left in the opposite direction. Dinner started lighthearted, the table covered with platters of grilled prawns, buttered lobster tails, fried calamari, creamy seafood pasta, alongside bowls of spaghetti bolognese, roasted chicken, and fresh vegetable salad. The rich aroma filled the apartment, laughter blending with the clinking of cutlery. Nantam, knowing about my allergy, made sure my plate was different, spaghetti with chicken, a little salad, and some garlic bread. He even shifted the seafood dishes farther from where I sat. I smiled gratefully at him, touched by his thoughtfulness, and ate a little before excusing myself to the restroom. When I came back, I took a bite, then another, then a third, before I realized something was wrong. My throat tightened instantly. Breathing became a battle, my chest seizing as panic surged. I coughed, choked, the taste of shellfish lingering where it should never have been. My vision blurred, and before I could even call out, my body hit the ground. "Zayn!" Nantam’s voice was the first to pierce the chaos. "Zayn, talk to us!" Dean shouted, dropping to his knees beside me. Hands shook me, panicked voices overlapped and chairs scraped against the floor. Everyone was shouting my name, terror thick in the air. In the middle of the chaos, my phone rang on the table. The screen lit up: Evric. Nantam snatched it up, his voice breaking as he answered. "Evric! It’s Zayn, he’s... he’s not breathing properly, he collapsed, come quickly!"

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[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice
[BL] CRAVING HIM: Addicted to His Voice Author:GoldWinwar
Chapter 1: Let My Voice Ruin You Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Voice That Undressed Me Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 3: Cornered By Temptation Sep 9th, 2025
Chapter 4: The Price of One Mistake Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 5: The Sound Of Surrender Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 6: The Silence After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Pleasure Trap Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 8: When Distractions Bloom Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 9: Where My Heart Betrays Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 10: Hate Me, But Don’t Leave Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 11: The Soft After the Storm Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 12: Before the Fall Evric’s Flashback Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 13: Crashed and Broken Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 14: Even at the Edge of Death Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 15: When the Truth Hurts More Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 16: Chained by Memories Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 17: The Night Fate Led Me to Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 18: The First Time It Wasn’t Nicki Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 19: Aftertaste of Fire Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fate Won’t Let Us Go Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 21: From Pain to Passion Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 22: The Beginning of Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 23: Heat Between the Lines Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 24: Unspoken Jealousy Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 25: The Past Returns Before I Could Move On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 26: At the Edge of Silence, I Chose You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 27: To Feel Him, To Keep Him Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 28: Just When I Thought I Moved On Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 29: Clingy Mornings and Careful Lies Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 30: Old Names, New Emotions Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 31: Whispers in His Arms Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 32: A Kiss to Recharge Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Price of Loving You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 34: Too Late for Us Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 35: Horny Texts and Unfinished Business Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 36: My Ex Still Knows My Body Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 37: I Couldn’t Touch Nicki, But Zayn Touched Her Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 38: The Ache I Couldn’t Hide with Zayn Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 39: The Way You Moan My Name, Evric Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 40: Everything Feels Good With You Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 41: Secrets Over Breakfast Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 42: Nicki’s Past Unwrapped Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 43: The Kiss Interrupted Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 44: An Invitation for the Weekend Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 45: The Entrance No One Expected Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 46: Words That Cut Deeper Than Silence Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 47: Owned in Anger, Held in Love Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 48:Wild in the Middle of Nowhere Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 49: Pounded Under Moonlight Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 50: The Hardest You’ve Ever Had Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 51: Burns, Breakfast, and Belonging Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 52: All of You, My Way Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 53: The Way You Call Me Sep 10th, 2025
Chapter 54: Tensions and Threats Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 55: Promises and Tension Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 56: The Hunger Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 57: Tempers and Temptation Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 58: Between Love and Satisfaction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 59: Enjoy, Every Inch of You Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 60: When Morning Breaks Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 61: Unwanted Seduction Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 62: Caught in the Moment Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 63: The Moment Everything Changed Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 64: A Distance Between Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 65: A Promise to Stay Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 66: Falling Against All Odds Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 67: Claim What’s Yours Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 68: Jealousy in His Eyes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 69: The Fight That Healed Us Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 70: The Voice That Owned Me Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 71: Between Fear and Love Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 72: Crossed Lines and Apologies Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 73: Words He Never Said Before Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 74: When Rogan Spoke His Name Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 75: Never Let Go, Zayn Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 76: Grinding Out the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 77: The One Who Won’t Be Let Go Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 78: A Worry That Won’t Rest Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 79: When Old Flames Resurface Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 80: Seeing Through the Truth Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 81: Between Regret and Relief Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 82: Suck Daddy First Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 83: When Desire Turns Painful and Passion Explodes Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 84: Fragile Forgiveness and the Weight of Desire Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 85: The Weight of Trust Sep 12th, 2025
Chapter 86: Safe in My Arms Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 87: One Bite, One Kiss: Feeding Desire Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 88: Secret Choices and Quiet Laughter Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 89: The Fear of Disappointment Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 90: A Promise in Every Touch Oct 16th, 2025
Chapter 91: Trust and Intimacy Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 92: You Are My Everything Oct 17th, 2025
Chapter 93: A Cautious Warning Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 94: Meeting Zayn’s Mom Oct 19th, 2025
Chapter 95: A Friend or Something More Oct 20th, 2025
Chapter 96: What We Mean to Each Other Oct 21st, 2025
Chapter 97: Who is Zayn to you Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 98: Zayn’s Mother’s Approval Oct 22nd, 2025
Chapter 99: Going Back Together Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 100: A Day in My World Oct 24th, 2025
Chapter 101: Will You Be My Boyfriend Oct 25th, 2025
Chapter 102: Always Yes to You Oct 26th, 2025
Chapter 103: Take the Pain, Take the Pleasure Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 104: Thrust, Until the Last Moan Oct 27th, 2025
Chapter 105: Begging for More Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 106: Until He Was Satisfied Oct 29th, 2025
Chapter 107: A Voice That Calms Me Oct 30th, 2025
Chapter 108: Tied by Love, Teased by Desire Oct 31st, 2025
Chapter 109: Caught in His Eyes Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 110: 72 Hours With Zayn Nov 1st, 2025
Chapter 111: Marked and Claimed Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 112: Clinging to the Last Moments Nov 3rd, 2025
Chapter 113: The First Temptation in Dubai Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 114: Closer Than Distance Nov 5th, 2025
Chapter 115: Echoes of Pain and Laughter Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 116: Eyes of the Media Nov 7th, 2025
Chapter 117: Secrets and Staying Close Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 118: 7 days with you, Zayn Nov 9th, 2025
Chapter 119: The Weight of Secrets Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 120: Unfinished Promises Nov 11th, 2025
Chapter 121: Evric’s Rule. Boundaries of Love Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 122: Every Drop Belongs to Him Nov 13th, 2025
Chapter 123: Annoying Sweetness Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 124: Hot and Hard Online Nov 15th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Cheesiest Apology Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 126: Learning to Calm My Husband Nov 17th, 2025
Chapter 127: Love and the Things We Don’t Say Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 128: Miles Can’t Keep Us Apart Nov 19th, 2025
Chapter 129: Temptation I Refuse Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 130: Teasing the Heart Nov 21st, 2025
Chapter 131: Unwanted Guest Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 132: The Ride That Almost Wasn’t Nov 23rd, 2025
Chapter 133: The Threat Behind the Smile Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Only for My Man Nov 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Secrets Behind the Screen Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 136: When Silence Cuts Deeper Nov 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: The Distance Hurts More Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 138: Between Laughter and Silence Nov 29th, 2025
Chapter 139: The Surprise That Stole My Breath Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 140: Surprises and Unspoken Fears Dec 1st, 2025
Chapter 141: The Surprise by the Shore Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 142: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE Dec 3rd, 2025
Chapter 143: The Night of Truth and Surprises Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 144: A War Waiting to Begin Dec 5th, 2025
Chapter 145: Baby, Cheers to Forever Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 146: Claiming What’s Mine Dec 7th, 2025
Chapter 147: Evric’s Power Over My Body & Heart Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 148: Where Desire Finds Voice Dec 9th, 2025
Chapter 149: Shaking Under My Touch Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 150: In the Middle of Everything Dec 11th, 2025
Chapter 151: Impossible, But Still Yours Dec 12th, 2025
Chapter 152: The Weight of True Friendship Dec 13th, 2025
Chapter 153: When Love Sets Sail Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 154: A Bitter Taste Jealousy Dec 14th, 2025
Chapter 155: Don’t You Dare Scare Me Again Dec 16th, 2025
Chapter 156: Through Every Fear, With You Dec 16th, 2025
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