Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 )

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Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 ) Haruki may be my daughter’s husband... But Satomi never cared for him. Not truly. She was always busy. Always away. Always chasing something beyond her home. And somewhere along the way... she forgot to look at the man who waited for her. So if Satomi doesn’t want him... Then I will. I’ll be the one who listens. The one who notices when he comes home tired. The one who pours his coffee. The one who gives him a place to rest his head, and his heart. Don’t worry, Satomi. Mother will take care of him. Just like you asked me to. To "keep an eye on him." To make sure he wouldn’t be tempted by some woman outside. And I will. I promise. I’ll keep him close. I’ll protect him from that. But I can’t guarantee... That he won’t fall for someone inside the house. Because... I fell for him. Harder than I should have. Deeper than I ever expected. And I don’t think... I could ever let him go. He’s too kind. Too warm. Too gentle with my heart, even when he’s rough with my body. He makes me feel seen. Desired. Alive. Maybe it’s wrong. But it doesn’t feel that way... when he holds me. I wonder where Haruki is right now... Is he eating well? Did he get enough sleep? Is work keeping him too busy again? Is he tired...? Then her thoughts twisted. Three whole months. What if... What if, in that new office... There was a beautiful, young, confident woman, who liked the way Haruki smiled? Who liked his voice, his quiet confidence? What if she leaned on his desk with flirtatious eyes? What if she touched his arm and laughed too loudly? Kyouko’s heart tightened. She remembered it clearly. That one time she’d gone with Haruki to his office. He’d gone upstairs for a meeting, and she waited in the café nearby, sipping quietly on her coffee. She looked through the window... and saw it. Haruki, surrounded by three young women from the office. All smiling too brightly. All standing too close. They’re all staring at him... she remembered thinking. Of course they are... He was handsome. Quiet. Charming. He could seduce any woman if he wanted. "Mou... Haruki..." Kyouko muttered under her breath, puffing her cheeks. Kyouko hugged her knees to her chest as she sat in the corner of her room. She closed her eyes. But that only made the thoughts worse. What if... What if, one evening, after finishing his work... Haruki went out for a casual drink with his coworkers. Maybe he was tired. A little vulnerable. And maybe someone noticed that in his eyes. A woman. Younger, bold, the kind who knew how to read a man’s loneliness. She sits beside him. Smiles too easily. Orders another round. Laughs at his jokes. And when he says he should go home... She tilts her head, sweetly. "Just one more drink? At my place? I live nearby..." Kyouko’s fingers tightened around her knees. What if Haruki was too polite to refuse? Too distracted? Too drunk? What if she poured his drink just right, maybe even slipped something in it? Something stimulating. Just enough to make him dizzy. Fuzzy. Needy. And what if she leaned in close on the couch? Brushed her lips against his neck? And Haruki, half-aware, aching, reached for her... Clothes on the floor. Breathless sounds. Her legs spreading under him. His body moving,his hips pressing forward, his mouth against a stranger’s skin. Kyouko’s breath hitched. "No..." she whispered. She shook her head, hard. No. Haruki wouldn’t. He wouldn’t do that. He’s not that kind of man. But the image still burned behind her eyelids. His hands on someone else. His voice groaning for someone else. Another woman making him climax. Kyouko covered her mouth. What if someone else makes him feel good? What if he forgets how much he needs me...? Knock, knock. "Kyouko?" "Hmm? Ah... Mom." Her mother opened the sliding door slightly, peeking in with a gentle smile. "Still not sleeping?" Kyouko sat upright on the futon, her long hair falling loosely over her shoulders. "Can’t sleep." Her mother stepped in quietly. "Thinking about Satoshi and Satomi?" Kyouko hesitated. Her gaze dropped to her lap. "Y-yeah..." she whispered. Her mother sighed softly. "Don’t overthink too much. You’ll wear yourself down." "...Mm. Okay," Kyouko nodded, managing a small smile. There was a brief pause. Just the sound of night insects chirping outside. "Tomorrow," her mother continued, "we’re going to town to buy supplies for your father’s birthday." Kyouko tilted her head. "Hmm? Are we making a huge celebration?" "Not too big," her mother chuckled. "Just enough to invite his old friends, the neighbors... his cousin, and your uncle, the youngest one. He’s coming too." "Oh..." Kyouko sat in the dim light of her room. Her thumb hovered over her phone screen for a moment before she opened the social media app. Maybe... just maybe... She began typing slowly. Nakagawa Haruki. Haruki Nakagawa. She tried every variation she could think of. Nothing. No account. No profile. No public post. No trace of him. Kyouko sighed, her chest tightening. Then... an idea. She tapped into Satomi’s profile. It was public. Of course it was. The top row of posts was filled with filtered smiles and tidy captions. "Client lunch." "Team outing." "Late night grind." Kyouko scrolled down. Photo after photo. Satomi smiling at a café, Satomi in a blazer, Satomi next to her father... Satomi laughing beside Satoshi in a car. And then... Satomi posing with a new necklace. Kyouko blinked. The caption read: "Gift from Dad ♥︎" Satoshi. Her husband. So he still gives her gifts... Kyouko continued scrolling, her finger gliding slowly across the screen. Another photo. Satomi, smiling brightly in a soft pink dress, her hand resting gently on Satoshi’s arm. The caption read: "Best lunch date. Dad always knows the best spots~" Kyouko blinked, thumb pausing for a second before she swiped to the next. Another. Satomi hugging Satoshi from behind, her chin resting on his shoulder as they stood on a hotel balcony. "Late check-in, early memories." Swipe. Satomi beside Satoshi in the back seat of a car. Her head resting lightly on his shoulder. "Road trip with my favorite person~" Kyouko continued scrolling, the light from her phone screen casting a soft glow across her face in the dark. Another photo. Satomi in a cozy café booth, holding a steaming mug with both hands. Across from her, Satoshi was mid-laugh, one eye squinting, one hand holding a menu. "Lunch with my forever favorite person. He knows how to make me smile, always." Swipe. Satomi’s hand linked with Satoshi’s, their fingers interlaced on a glass table. Two wine glasses half-full. "Little celebration after his pitch won. So proud of you, Dad." Swipe. Satomi resting against Satoshi’s shoulder on a train. He was reading something, glasses sliding down his nose. She snapped the photo at an angle, smiling. "Can’t believe I caught this quiet moment. He looks good even when distracted." Swipe. Satomi and Satoshi in yukata, standing together during a summer festival. She leaned into him, her eyes closed, his arm resting casually around her waist. "Festival memories with the man who’s always been there for me." Kyouko’s thumb slowed. Her breathing was quiet, steady. Sweet... loving... affectionate... Satomi’s smile in each photo was warm.Her captions were soft. Her gestures subtle. Kyouko smiled faintly, her thumb brushing slowly across the edge of the screen as another photo of Satomi and Satoshi loaded. Satomi holding a takeaway bag, Satoshi standing beside her with a coffee in each hand. They looked comfortable. Familiar. At ease. A family. At least... he’s taking good care of our daughter. Even if he didn’t care about me. Kyouko’s smile lingered, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes. She wasn’t bitter. She was grateful, in a way. If Satomi could smile like that... laugh like that... be taken care of by her father so thoughtfully...Then maybe that was enough. Maybe her role had always been to support quietly, to fade politely. ( End Of Chapter )

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Contents
A Love I Shouldn't Feel
A Love I Shouldn't Feel Author:Celine_Cheng
Chapter 1: Meeting the Family ( 1 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Distance Between Us ( 2 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 3: Fading Bonds ( 3 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 4: Lingering Glances ( 4 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 5: Silent Cravings ( 5 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 6: Forbidden Glance ( 6 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Comfort Zone ( 7 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 8: Fitness and Fluster ( 8 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 9: Complicated Desires ( 9 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 10: A Simple Trip ( 10 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 11: A Casual Outing ( 11 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 12: Caught in the Rain ( 12 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 13: Reflections of Insecurity ( 13 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 14: Lingering Feelings ( 14 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 15: Fevered Hearts ( 15 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 16: Holding On ( 16 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 17: Awakening Feelings ( 17 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 18: Moments of Comfort ( 18 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 19: Accidental Moments ( 19 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fitness and Tension ( 20 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 21: Innocent Embrace ( 21 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 22: Side by Side ( 22 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 23: Just You and Me ( 23 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 24: Late-Night Longings ( 24 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 25: Between Want and Need ( 25 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 26: Treading on Tenderness ( 26 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 27: The Subtle Shift ( 27 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 28: Fading Lines ( 28 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 29: Hidden Sparks ( 29 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 30: Descent into Need ( 30 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 31: Morning Light, Hidden Fires ( 31 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 32: The Forbidden Kiss ( 32 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Slow Collapse ( 33 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 34: The Subtle Push ( 34 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 35: Behind the Smile ( 35 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 36: More Than Pretend ( 36 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 37: Crossing the Line ( 37 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 38: Lost in the Moment ( 38 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 39: Morning After ( 39 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 40: The Forbidden Moment ( 40 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 41: Faded Innocence, Steady Desire ( 41 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 42: A Gentle Disguise ( 42 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 43: Silent Currents ( 43 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 44: Behind the Facade ( 44 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 45: Controlled Temptations ( 45 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 46: Silent Surrender ( 46 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 47: Lured by Desire ( 47 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 48: Fevered Moans ( 48 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 49: Ultimate Release ( 49 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 50: Behind a Smile ( 50 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 51: Colors of Deception ( 51 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 52: Another Day, Another Smile ( 52 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 53: Little Moments of Love ( 53 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 54: A Moment of Tension ( 54 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 55: Hidden Fires ( 55 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 56: Lust and Love ( 56 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 57: Consumed by Passion ( 57 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 60: Overwhelmed by You ( 60 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 61: Lost in Bliss ( 61 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 62: In Their Own World ( 62 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 63: Playful Temptation ( 63 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 64: Risk and Desire ( 64 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 65: Secrets Behind a Smile ( 65 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 66: Secrets in the Darkness ( 66 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 67: Trust in the Silence ( 67 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 68: Emptiness and Longing ( 68 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 69: With Every Breath ( 69 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 70: Hearts Apart ( 70 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 71: Quiet Desperation ( 71 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 72: A Farewell Without Words ( 72 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 73: Leaving with Resolve ( 73 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 74: Old Streets, New Stories ( 74 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 75: Home’s Hidden Tears ( 75 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 76: Family Bonds ( 76 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 77: The Distance Between Us ( 77 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 78: Stars and Longing ( 78 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 80: Familiar Shadows ( 80 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 81: Lost in the Crowd ( 81 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 82: Voice of the Heart ( 82 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 83: Masks and Moments ( 83 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 84: Chatter and Cheers ( 84 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 85: Quiet Surprises ( 85 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 86: Sudden Surprises ( 86 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 87: Soft Whispers ( 87 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 88: First Light Feelings ( 88 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 89: Silent Affection ( 89 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 90: Casual Confessions ( 90 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 91: Fever of Desire ( 91 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 92: Obsession’s Edge ( 92 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 93: Claimed and Conquered ( 93 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 94: The Look That Reveals All ( 94 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 95: Hold Me Close ( 95 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 96: Yours and Mine ( 96 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 97: The Taste of Us ( 97 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 98: Closer Than Words ( 98 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 99: Moments of Us ( 99 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 100: Traditions and Toasts ( 100 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 101: The Song She Keeps Inside ( 101 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 102: Under Cover of Darkness ( 102 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 103: The Beauty of Innocence ( 103 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 104: Soft Whispers and Stealing Touches ( 104 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 105: Seaside Secrets ( 105 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 106: Wild and Free ( 106 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 107: Rush of Desire ( 107 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 108: Lost in the Moment ( 108 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 109: Hold My Hand ( 109 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 110: Home and Heart ( 110 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 111: Family Shadows ( 111 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 112: A Day Just for Us ( 112 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 113: Bonds on the Breeze ( 113 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 114: Broken Threads ( 114 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 115: Grace in the Storm ( 115 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 116: The Peacekeeper ( 116 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 117: Fading Light, Hidden Feelings ( 117 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 118: Distance in the Dark ( 118 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 119: Sunrise and Secrets ( 119 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 120: Soft Dawn, Strong Love ( 120 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 121: Silent Witness ( 121 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 122: Quiet Conflicts ( 122 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 123: The Wall She Keeps Up ( 123 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 124: The Last Wall Falling ( 124 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Final Fault Line ( 125 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 126: Leaving Shadows Behind ( 126 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 127: The Master’s Hidden Hand ( 127 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 128: Swept Away in Passion ( 128 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 129: Fury of Pleasure ( 129 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 130: Perfection in Passion ( 130 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 131: Between Love and Fear ( 131 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 132: Love’s Gentle Rhythm ( 132 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 133: Where Words Fall Short ( 133 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Silent Vow ( 134 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Between Business and Heartbeats ( 135 ) Sep 25th, 2025
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