Chapter 164: Choosing What Matters ( 164 )

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Chapter 164: Choosing What Matters ( 164 ) They arrived at the dining area shortly after the rest of the family had gathered. The soft hum of conversation, clinking tableware, and the scent of grilled seafood filled the air. Haruki walked calmly, freshly dressed, casual but tidy. Kyouko followed beside him, looking as elegant as ever in a soft, long-sleeved blouse and flowing skirt. But her steps were just a little slower. A little more careful. Hanako looked up from the table. "Kyouko?" she called gently. "Hmm?" Kyouko turned with a composed smile. "What’s wrong?" Hanako asked, frowning slightly. "You’re walking... a bit oddly." Kyouko’s cheeks warmed, but she didn’t flinch. She gave the softest laugh, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. "Ah... it’s nothing, Mom." A pause. Then she added quickly, in the most polite tone possible— "I just finished... using the bathroom." Hanako blinked. Then nodded slowly. "Ah... I see." Kyouko quietly took her seat beside Haruki, folding her hands delicately in her lap. Only Haruki caught the tiniest twitch of her lips as she sat. Everyone had taken their seats. The server arrived, offering menus with a polite bow, and the family began placing their orders one by one. Kitayama was already deep in discussion with Kazuma and Kenji. Haruki sat quietly, relaxed, as he glanced toward the other end of the table. Kyouko, Keiko, Hitomi, and Hanako were seated together—looking around the restaurant, softly chatting about the decor, the presentation, and what desserts might be good later. Haruki smiled. Because right now— Sitting with this family. Listening to the comfortable rhythm of parents and siblings, laughter and old stories— He really felt it. This is what a real family feels like. Haruki glanced down the table, where Riko and Daichi sat side by side, their heads tilted toward their phones, fingers tapping rapidly in their game. They laughed softly together—sometimes teasing, sometimes focused. Haruki’s gaze lingered on them, his smile faltering slightly. Inside his mind— I hope one day... I’ll have children like that. Someone to talk to. To share quiet dinners with. To watch fall asleep on the couch after playing too much. He wanted that life. He’d always wanted it. And he tried. He tried so many times. He had asked Satomi. Gently. Earnestly. He’d invited the conversation. "Maybe we should start thinking about a family." "Don’t you want kids someday?" "We don’t have to rush. I just... I want to plan for something real." But her answers were always the same. "I’m tired." "Not ready." "Too busy." "We’re still young." He respected her. Respected her body, her pace, her timing. But deep down... He felt it. She didn’t want that life with me. And now— Sitting here, watching two bright, happy children laugh across the table— He knew. He had stopped asking long ago. Long before he agreed to move into her parents’ house. At first... he’d hesitated. When Satomi suggested they move into her parents’ home, it caught him off guard. It felt awkward. Strange. It wasn’t just the house. It was her world. A father he barely knew. A mother who barely showed her face. And Satomi... slowly slipping further into her career, her ambition, her distance. But she’d insisted. Said it would be easier. That they wouldn’t be alone. That her mother could keep him company when she was busy. He had agreed, because she seemed happy. He didn’t want to get in her way. He wanted to believe that maybe, just maybe, things would get better. But from the moment they moved in, his life began to change. Not because of Satomi. But because of her mother. Kyouko. The first time he saw her, he was stunned. She looked younger than Satomi. More radiant. More elegant. More beautiful than Satomi. More graceful. More composed. More feminine. She didn’t wear flashy makeup. She didn’t dress to impress. She didn’t speak loudly or demand attention. She just... existed. And every part of her radiated something Haruki hadn’t known he was missing. They became close, slowly. Little conversations over coffee. Quiet glances, soft laughter over shared silences. She noticed him. Listened to him. Cooked for him when Satomi didn’t. Spoke to him when no one else did. They started spending more time together. They crossed the line. He didn’t plan it. Neither did she. But once it happened— Everything changed. Not just because she was tight. Not just because her body was perfect—curvy, smooth, so soft that he sometimes lost his breath just pressing against her. It was because he finally felt alive. After years of cold silence... Years of sleeping beside someone who barely touched him... Years of hearing "I’m tired," "Not now," "Tomorrow"... Kyouko welcomed him. With her eyes. With her body. With her heart. And now, as he sat at the dining table, surrounded by this family— Warmth. Laughter. Plates of food and soft chatter— Haruki looked at her. Kyouko quietly chatting with her sister and mother across the table, smiling despite the ache she was probably still feeling from earlier— He knew one thing for sure: He could never go back to that cold, quiet life again. Just as he was about to take another sip of tea, Haruki’s phone vibrated in his pocket. He reached down casually, not wanting to draw attention. The screen lit up. Satomi. He stared at the name. For a moment, he didn’t move. He didn’t feel like answering. Didn’t want to hear that same flat voice. That emotionless tone. The way she always sounded distant... distracted. Before he ever moved into her parents’ house— she never called. Not even to ask how his day was. Not to check if he’d eaten. Not even to say goodnight. And now? Now, after everything? He looked across the table. Kyouko was smiling gently, brushing her hair behind her ear as she spoke to Keiko and Hanako. There was a lightness in her face. A softness that Satomi never wore. He glanced down at the phone again. Still vibrating. Still ringing. Still her. Haruki pressed the side button. Silenced it. And placed the phone face-down on the table. He didn’t need her voice breaking this moment. Not now. Not when he finally felt like he belonged somewhere. Not when the woman who truly cared about him was sitting just a few feet away. ( End Of Chapter )

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Contents
A Love I Shouldn't Feel
A Love I Shouldn't Feel Author:Celine_Cheng
Chapter 1: Meeting the Family ( 1 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Distance Between Us ( 2 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 3: Fading Bonds ( 3 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 4: Lingering Glances ( 4 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 5: Silent Cravings ( 5 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 6: Forbidden Glance ( 6 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Comfort Zone ( 7 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 8: Fitness and Fluster ( 8 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 9: Complicated Desires ( 9 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 10: A Simple Trip ( 10 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 11: A Casual Outing ( 11 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 12: Caught in the Rain ( 12 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 13: Reflections of Insecurity ( 13 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 14: Lingering Feelings ( 14 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 15: Fevered Hearts ( 15 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 16: Holding On ( 16 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 17: Awakening Feelings ( 17 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 18: Moments of Comfort ( 18 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 19: Accidental Moments ( 19 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fitness and Tension ( 20 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 21: Innocent Embrace ( 21 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 22: Side by Side ( 22 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 23: Just You and Me ( 23 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 24: Late-Night Longings ( 24 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 25: Between Want and Need ( 25 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 26: Treading on Tenderness ( 26 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 27: The Subtle Shift ( 27 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 28: Fading Lines ( 28 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 29: Hidden Sparks ( 29 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 30: Descent into Need ( 30 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 31: Morning Light, Hidden Fires ( 31 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 32: The Forbidden Kiss ( 32 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Slow Collapse ( 33 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 34: The Subtle Push ( 34 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 35: Behind the Smile ( 35 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 36: More Than Pretend ( 36 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 37: Crossing the Line ( 37 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 38: Lost in the Moment ( 38 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 39: Morning After ( 39 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 40: The Forbidden Moment ( 40 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 41: Faded Innocence, Steady Desire ( 41 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 42: A Gentle Disguise ( 42 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 43: Silent Currents ( 43 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 44: Behind the Facade ( 44 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 45: Controlled Temptations ( 45 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 46: Silent Surrender ( 46 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 47: Lured by Desire ( 47 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 48: Fevered Moans ( 48 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 49: Ultimate Release ( 49 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 50: Behind a Smile ( 50 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 51: Colors of Deception ( 51 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 52: Another Day, Another Smile ( 52 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 53: Little Moments of Love ( 53 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 54: A Moment of Tension ( 54 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 55: Hidden Fires ( 55 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 56: Lust and Love ( 56 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 57: Consumed by Passion ( 57 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 60: Overwhelmed by You ( 60 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 61: Lost in Bliss ( 61 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 62: In Their Own World ( 62 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 63: Playful Temptation ( 63 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 64: Risk and Desire ( 64 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 65: Secrets Behind a Smile ( 65 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 66: Secrets in the Darkness ( 66 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 67: Trust in the Silence ( 67 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 68: Emptiness and Longing ( 68 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 69: With Every Breath ( 69 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 70: Hearts Apart ( 70 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 71: Quiet Desperation ( 71 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 72: A Farewell Without Words ( 72 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 73: Leaving with Resolve ( 73 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 74: Old Streets, New Stories ( 74 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 75: Home’s Hidden Tears ( 75 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 76: Family Bonds ( 76 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 77: The Distance Between Us ( 77 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 78: Stars and Longing ( 78 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 80: Familiar Shadows ( 80 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 81: Lost in the Crowd ( 81 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 82: Voice of the Heart ( 82 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 83: Masks and Moments ( 83 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 84: Chatter and Cheers ( 84 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 85: Quiet Surprises ( 85 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 86: Sudden Surprises ( 86 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 87: Soft Whispers ( 87 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 88: First Light Feelings ( 88 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 89: Silent Affection ( 89 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 90: Casual Confessions ( 90 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 91: Fever of Desire ( 91 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 92: Obsession’s Edge ( 92 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 93: Claimed and Conquered ( 93 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 94: The Look That Reveals All ( 94 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 95: Hold Me Close ( 95 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 96: Yours and Mine ( 96 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 97: The Taste of Us ( 97 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 98: Closer Than Words ( 98 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 99: Moments of Us ( 99 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 100: Traditions and Toasts ( 100 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 101: The Song She Keeps Inside ( 101 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 102: Under Cover of Darkness ( 102 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 103: The Beauty of Innocence ( 103 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 104: Soft Whispers and Stealing Touches ( 104 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 105: Seaside Secrets ( 105 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 106: Wild and Free ( 106 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 107: Rush of Desire ( 107 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 108: Lost in the Moment ( 108 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 109: Hold My Hand ( 109 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 110: Home and Heart ( 110 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 111: Family Shadows ( 111 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 112: A Day Just for Us ( 112 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 113: Bonds on the Breeze ( 113 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 114: Broken Threads ( 114 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 115: Grace in the Storm ( 115 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 116: The Peacekeeper ( 116 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 117: Fading Light, Hidden Feelings ( 117 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 118: Distance in the Dark ( 118 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 119: Sunrise and Secrets ( 119 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 120: Soft Dawn, Strong Love ( 120 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 121: Silent Witness ( 121 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 122: Quiet Conflicts ( 122 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 123: The Wall She Keeps Up ( 123 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 124: The Last Wall Falling ( 124 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Final Fault Line ( 125 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 126: Leaving Shadows Behind ( 126 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 127: The Master’s Hidden Hand ( 127 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 128: Swept Away in Passion ( 128 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 129: Fury of Pleasure ( 129 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 130: Perfection in Passion ( 130 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 131: Between Love and Fear ( 131 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 132: Love’s Gentle Rhythm ( 132 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 133: Where Words Fall Short ( 133 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Silent Vow ( 134 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Between Business and Heartbeats ( 135 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 136: Soft Words, Strong Heart ( 136 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: Eyes that Hide the Truth ( 137 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 138: Masks of Grace ( 138 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 139: Beyond the Smile ( 139 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 140: Behind Closed Doors ( 140 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 141: Bonds of Affection ( 141 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 142: More Than Words ( 142 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 143: Hidden Currents ( 143 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 144: Chains of Silent Guilt ( 144 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 145: Price of Feeling ( 145 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 146: Playing the Long Game ( 146 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 147: Silent Deceptions ( 147 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 148: Complete Submission ( 148 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 149: Claimed and Owned ( 149 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 150: A Dangerous Game ( 150 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 151: Ambitions in Motion ( 151 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 152: Power Behind Closed Doors ( 152 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 153: Family and Influence ( 153 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 154: Love and Restraint ( 154 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 155: Breaking Pretenses ( 155 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 156: Laughter, Love, and Tomorrow ( 156 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 157: Sweet Night in the Home ( 157 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 158: Mischief and Memories ( 158 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 159: A Place to Belong ( 159 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 161: Gestures and Glances ( 161 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 162: Pain and Passion ( 162 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 163: Passion and Restraint ( 163 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 164: Choosing What Matters ( 164 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 165: Family and Secrets ( 165 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 166: Secrets and Lies ( 166 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 167: Too Precious to Lose ( 167 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 168: Framed in Love ( 168 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 169: Surrounded by Love ( 169 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 170: Silent Support ( 170 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 171: The Final Night ( 171 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 172: Final Night Together ( 172 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 173: Fleeting Bliss ( 173 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 174: Between Caution and Desire ( 174 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 175: Secret Moments ( 175 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 176: Inside Her Secret World ( 176 ) Sep 29th, 2025
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