Chapter 144: Chains of Silent Guilt ( 144 )

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Chapter 144: Chains of Silent Guilt ( 144 ) Hanako offered one last soft smile, her hand brushing lightly along Kyouko’s shoulder as she passed. Then together, she and her husband exited the restaurant—graceful, composed, and unaware of the storm quietly hidden beneath the surface of their daughter’s heart. The door shut gently behind them. Leaving Haruki and Kyouko alone once more... in silence. The cool evening breeze met them as they stepped out of the restaurant. The soft crash of distant waves echoed from beyond the coastal road. Kitayama walked with measured steps, one hand in his pocket, the other resting at his side. Hanako followed closely, her shawl draped neatly over her arms. They reached their car in silence. Once seated inside, the soft click of the doors closing seemed to seal the space into something private—quiet, enclosed. Hanako fastened her seatbelt, then glanced sideways at her husband. "Dear?" Her voice was soft. "Hmm?" Kitayama responded, his eyes still forward. Hanako hesitated. "Any information... from Junichi?" There was a pause. Then Kitayama spoke, voice low and certain. "Yes." He started the engine, but made no move to drive just yet. "Looks like what we feared... is true." Hanako stayed still, listening. "Satoshi... really does neglect our daughter. Leaves for work early, comes back late—every night. Even now, after becoming the owner of Harusawa Corporation." Hanako’s lips pressed together. "So what next?" Kitayama’s hands gripped the steering wheel. His eyes were fixed forward, unblinking. "We wait. Until the full investigation is done." "According to Junichi... it seems Satoshi is having an affair. With a younger woman." Kitayama’s voice settled heavily into the car, firm and grounded. Hanako exhaled slowly, her hands folded neatly on her lap. Her gaze drifted out the window, where the coastline lights blurred gently in the distance. "Hmm... so our daughter really did try her best," she murmured, her voice tinged with quiet sorrow. "She held onto her marriage, even when she was the only one trying." Kitayama nodded once, his tone still calm but heavier now. "Yeah... our poor daughter. She’s a good woman. Faithful to her vows. Kept her dignity." Hanako gave a small, wistful smile. "Just look where she got that from~" Kitayama finally glanced at her. A rare, proud glint in his eyes. Then—a small grin. "I know." As the road gently curved along the coast, the lights from the restaurant disappeared behind them. Inside the car, the atmosphere was calm—just the quiet hum of the engine and the distant sound of the sea. "Dear?" Hanako’s voice broke the silence softly again. "Hmm?" Kitayama responded without looking, his eyes still on the road. "You know..." she said gently, "our granddaughter’s husband... Haruki-kun... he really seems like a good person. Not just polite, but..." She trailed off, letting the warmth in her voice speak the rest. Kitayama gave a small nod, a faint smile forming at the corner of his lips. "Yeah. I agree." There was a brief pause. Then Hanako added, almost to herself, "I saw how happy Kyouko looked tonight." She looked out the passenger window, her expression calm but thoughtful. "Even though she doesn’t show it directly... I could see it. Just the little things. Her voice. Her posture. That look in her eyes." Kitayama said nothing, but his silence was full of agreement. "Maybe..." Hanako continued, her voice barely above a whisper, "maybe she just wants to cook for someone again. To care for someone. That’s always been her way." Another quiet pause passed between them. Hanako spoke again, softer this time. "Her eyes... and her smile... they aren’t the same as before." Kitayama glanced at her but said nothing. "When she first arrived here... she looked tired. Her eyes were dim. There was always something weighing on her," Hanako’s voice was steady and thoughtful. "But tonight..." she exhaled slowly, "she seemed more energetic. I could see it in her face." Her gaze turned back to the window, a faint warmth in her expression. "Like she feels... alive again. Like something inside her has quietly lit up." Kitayama didn’t respond immediately. But the corner of his mouth lifted slightly—just a small, knowing smile. "That’s good." Hanako nodded softly, her tone filled with tenderness. "Yes. It is." Neither of them spoke further. And although they didn’t quite understand what had truly awakened their eldest daughter again—what had changed inside her—they were content, for now, simply to see her smiling. Meanwhile, back in the restaurant... Kyouko sat still, her posture flawless, her hands folded neatly in her lap. But beneath that calm exterior, her chest was trembling. She released a soft sigh and lowered her eyes to the half-empty teacup before her. The echoes of her parents’ footsteps had faded, and the door had closed softly behind them... but their presence still lingered in her heart like a shadow. Inside her mind, a storm swirled. If only they had seen it... If only they had arrived just a little earlier... If they saw her hand in Haruki’s. Fingers intertwined. That quiet, gentle touch they both couldn’t resist. They would have known. They would have looked at her with those sharp, questioning eyes and asked— "What are you doing?" "Why are you with him, Kyouko?" And then the real questions would follow. "Why were you holding hands with him?" "How far have you gone with your own son-in-law?" Her throat tightened. Her hands, resting in her lap, curled inward slightly. Inside her heart, she could hear the unspoken accusations. "You already crossed the line, didn’t you?" "You had sex with him." "You’re having an affair with your daughter’s husband!" Her eyes stung, but she didn’t cry. She didn’t move. She only sat there, trembling silently in the golden evening light, wearing her composure like a shield. Because the truth was... Yes. She had crossed the line. She had surrendered everything. She belonged to Haruki now—body, soul, heart. And if anyone found out... everything would fall apart. Her mother would shout at her. Not just in anger—but with bitter disappointment. "What about responsibility, Kyouko?" "What about your vows?" "You were supposed to be loyal!" Even if her marriage was cold. Even if Satoshi never looked at her, never touched her, never cared. She should have endured. That’s what they would say. A wife was supposed to be patient. Supposed to stay dignified. Supposed to manage loneliness with grace, not with sin. Even if she cried alone at night. Even if no one ever asked if she was still alive inside. She should have found peace in silence. Should have poured her energy into tea, cooking, tradition. She should have smiled in public, wept in private, and never once considered an affair—much less with her own son-in-law. She should have been stronger. Colder. Better. That’s what her mother would say. That’s what everyone would say. ( End Of Chapter )

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A Love I Shouldn't Feel
A Love I Shouldn't Feel Author:Celine_Cheng
Chapter 1: Meeting the Family ( 1 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Distance Between Us ( 2 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 3: Fading Bonds ( 3 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 4: Lingering Glances ( 4 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 5: Silent Cravings ( 5 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 6: Forbidden Glance ( 6 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Comfort Zone ( 7 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 8: Fitness and Fluster ( 8 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 9: Complicated Desires ( 9 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 10: A Simple Trip ( 10 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 11: A Casual Outing ( 11 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 12: Caught in the Rain ( 12 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 13: Reflections of Insecurity ( 13 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 14: Lingering Feelings ( 14 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 15: Fevered Hearts ( 15 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 16: Holding On ( 16 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 17: Awakening Feelings ( 17 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 18: Moments of Comfort ( 18 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 19: Accidental Moments ( 19 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fitness and Tension ( 20 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 21: Innocent Embrace ( 21 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 22: Side by Side ( 22 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 23: Just You and Me ( 23 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 24: Late-Night Longings ( 24 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 25: Between Want and Need ( 25 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 26: Treading on Tenderness ( 26 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 27: The Subtle Shift ( 27 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 28: Fading Lines ( 28 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 29: Hidden Sparks ( 29 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 30: Descent into Need ( 30 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 31: Morning Light, Hidden Fires ( 31 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 32: The Forbidden Kiss ( 32 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Slow Collapse ( 33 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 34: The Subtle Push ( 34 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 35: Behind the Smile ( 35 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 36: More Than Pretend ( 36 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 37: Crossing the Line ( 37 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 38: Lost in the Moment ( 38 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 39: Morning After ( 39 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 40: The Forbidden Moment ( 40 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 41: Faded Innocence, Steady Desire ( 41 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 42: A Gentle Disguise ( 42 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 43: Silent Currents ( 43 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 44: Behind the Facade ( 44 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 45: Controlled Temptations ( 45 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 46: Silent Surrender ( 46 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 47: Lured by Desire ( 47 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 48: Fevered Moans ( 48 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 49: Ultimate Release ( 49 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 50: Behind a Smile ( 50 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 51: Colors of Deception ( 51 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 52: Another Day, Another Smile ( 52 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 53: Little Moments of Love ( 53 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 54: A Moment of Tension ( 54 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 55: Hidden Fires ( 55 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 56: Lust and Love ( 56 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 57: Consumed by Passion ( 57 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 60: Overwhelmed by You ( 60 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 61: Lost in Bliss ( 61 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 62: In Their Own World ( 62 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 63: Playful Temptation ( 63 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 64: Risk and Desire ( 64 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 65: Secrets Behind a Smile ( 65 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 66: Secrets in the Darkness ( 66 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 67: Trust in the Silence ( 67 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 68: Emptiness and Longing ( 68 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 69: With Every Breath ( 69 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 70: Hearts Apart ( 70 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 71: Quiet Desperation ( 71 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 72: A Farewell Without Words ( 72 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 73: Leaving with Resolve ( 73 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 74: Old Streets, New Stories ( 74 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 75: Home’s Hidden Tears ( 75 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 76: Family Bonds ( 76 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 77: The Distance Between Us ( 77 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 78: Stars and Longing ( 78 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 80: Familiar Shadows ( 80 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 81: Lost in the Crowd ( 81 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 82: Voice of the Heart ( 82 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 83: Masks and Moments ( 83 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 84: Chatter and Cheers ( 84 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 85: Quiet Surprises ( 85 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 86: Sudden Surprises ( 86 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 87: Soft Whispers ( 87 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 88: First Light Feelings ( 88 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 89: Silent Affection ( 89 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 90: Casual Confessions ( 90 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 91: Fever of Desire ( 91 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 92: Obsession’s Edge ( 92 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 93: Claimed and Conquered ( 93 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 94: The Look That Reveals All ( 94 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 95: Hold Me Close ( 95 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 96: Yours and Mine ( 96 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 97: The Taste of Us ( 97 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 98: Closer Than Words ( 98 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 99: Moments of Us ( 99 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 100: Traditions and Toasts ( 100 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 101: The Song She Keeps Inside ( 101 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 102: Under Cover of Darkness ( 102 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 103: The Beauty of Innocence ( 103 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 104: Soft Whispers and Stealing Touches ( 104 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 105: Seaside Secrets ( 105 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 106: Wild and Free ( 106 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 107: Rush of Desire ( 107 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 108: Lost in the Moment ( 108 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 109: Hold My Hand ( 109 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 110: Home and Heart ( 110 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 111: Family Shadows ( 111 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 112: A Day Just for Us ( 112 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 113: Bonds on the Breeze ( 113 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 114: Broken Threads ( 114 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 115: Grace in the Storm ( 115 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 116: The Peacekeeper ( 116 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 117: Fading Light, Hidden Feelings ( 117 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 118: Distance in the Dark ( 118 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 119: Sunrise and Secrets ( 119 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 120: Soft Dawn, Strong Love ( 120 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 121: Silent Witness ( 121 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 122: Quiet Conflicts ( 122 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 123: The Wall She Keeps Up ( 123 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 124: The Last Wall Falling ( 124 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Final Fault Line ( 125 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 126: Leaving Shadows Behind ( 126 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 127: The Master’s Hidden Hand ( 127 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 128: Swept Away in Passion ( 128 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 129: Fury of Pleasure ( 129 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 130: Perfection in Passion ( 130 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 131: Between Love and Fear ( 131 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 132: Love’s Gentle Rhythm ( 132 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 133: Where Words Fall Short ( 133 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Silent Vow ( 134 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Between Business and Heartbeats ( 135 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 136: Soft Words, Strong Heart ( 136 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: Eyes that Hide the Truth ( 137 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 138: Masks of Grace ( 138 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 139: Beyond the Smile ( 139 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 140: Behind Closed Doors ( 140 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 141: Bonds of Affection ( 141 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 142: More Than Words ( 142 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 143: Hidden Currents ( 143 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 144: Chains of Silent Guilt ( 144 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 145: Price of Feeling ( 145 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 146: Playing the Long Game ( 146 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 147: Silent Deceptions ( 147 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 148: Complete Submission ( 148 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 149: Claimed and Owned ( 149 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 150: A Dangerous Game ( 150 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 151: Ambitions in Motion ( 151 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 152: Power Behind Closed Doors ( 152 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 153: Family and Influence ( 153 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 154: Love and Restraint ( 154 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 155: Breaking Pretenses ( 155 ) Sep 27th, 2025
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