Chapter 162: Pain and Passion ( 162 )

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Chapter 162: Pain and Passion ( 162 ) As the elevator doors slid shut behind them, the quiet of the hallway wrapped around Kyouko and Haruki like a veil. They walked side by side, the only sound their soft footsteps on the carpet. Kyouko held the keycard gently, her thoughts drifting. Why now...? Why did my period come early? They were here. Alone. Together. If not for this... We would’ve had a real honeymoon. No guilt. No rushing. Just the two of them, all night, in each other’s arms. She swallowed softly. He would’ve kissed every inch of me. Held me. Devoured me. We would’ve made love until sunrise—again, and again. Just imagining his touch made her skin feel warm. We could’ve enjoyed each other’s bodies... completely. Her hand trembled slightly as she reached for the door. She glanced at Haruki—he hadn’t said a word. But she knew. He was thinking the same thing. The keycard beeped. With a soft click, the door unlocked and slowly swung open. The room was spacious and quiet, filled with natural light pouring in through a wide window overlooking the distant ocean. Inside, two elegant beds stood side by side, separated by a polished wooden nightstand. Neutral tones, a soft rug, and the quiet hum of the air conditioning made the space feel calm. Kyouko stepped in first, pulling her small suitcase behind her. She looked at the beds... then turned to Haruki, eyes gently amused. "So..." she asked softly, "Do you want the left bed?" A beat. She smiled faintly. "Or the right?" Her voice was light,teasing. Haruki raised an eyebrow, stepping in behind her and letting the door close with a soft thunk. "Which one are you choosing?" he asked quietly. Haruki smiled. He stepped closer, brushing a stray strand of hair behind her ear, then leaned in and kissed her—deeply, warmly, completely. His hands found her waist. One slid higher, cupping the soft curve of her breast through the fabric. Kyouko melted into him, her fingers gently threading through his hair as she kissed him back, just as deeply. When they finally parted, their foreheads remained close. "Sorry, darling..." she whispered breathlessly, a touch of regret in her voice. "I’m on my period right now... I’m really sorry." He looked at her—calm, affectionate—and smiled again. "Don’t worry about it." But Kyouko searched his eyes. She knew. His desire for her wasn’t small. It never had been. "Really?" she asked again, more softly this time. "Really. You’re here. That’s enough." A pause. She believed him. But inside her heart, something stirred. How can I satisfy him... Even when I can’t give him everything? She wanted to please him. To show her love in more than just words. But Haruki... he never asked. Never pressured. Inside Kyouko’s mind, as she unpacked beside him, her fingers trembling slightly. Maybe... Maybe just tonight... She glanced at Haruki, who had already begun sorting his things quietly, his body relaxed, his expression calm—but she knew the hunger he always carried for her, just beneath the surface. Maybe I should let him take me from behind... It wouldn’t be the first time. They’d done it before. She remembered the way he gripped her waist. The way his body trembled. The way his voice dropped into that low, broken groan when he came. That sound... It stayed in her. But she also remembered the friction. The sting. Her body still wasn’t used to it. It hurt. And yet— She loved him. So much. Loved how he looked at her when he was buried deep. Loved how he whispered her name like it was sacred. Loved knowing she was the only one who ever made him feel that way. If it means I can see that smile again... That satisfied face after he holds back all day just for me... Kyouko smiled quietly to herself. Maybe just once. But there’s still one problem... My period. She sighed softly. Even if she allowed Haruki to take her from behind again... If he saw the blood. He wouldn’t be able to enjoy it fully if he knew I was still bleeding. She glanced at the side table, her fingers gently brushing the zipper of her cosmetic pouch. If I use a pad... it might still show. But then— A quiet thought surfaced. Tampon... She’d rarely used them. But it made sense. If I use one properly... Then no blood would come out. Haruki wouldn’t see anything. Wouldn’t hesitate. Wouldn’t hold back. He could just take her—freely. And she could give herself to him... completely. Her cheeks grew warm. She smiled quietly to herself. She closed the bathroom door behind her, her reflection soft in the mirror. Her fingers touched her cheek, flushed faintly with warmth. I can already imagine it... Haruki’s face when he’s above her—eyes hazy, breath uneven, biting his lip as he moves inside her with aching hunger. That face... that sound... that trembling groan when he tries to hold back— She could see it all. And she wanted it again. Even if it hurt. Even if her body wasn’t ready. "I’ll endure it," she whispered to herself. "If it means I can see him satisfied... feel him melt against me... just once more." For Haruki— She would endure the sting. She would endure the pressure. She would give him everything. Because his pleasure... was now her greatest weakness. And her greatest joy. Kyouko stepped out of the bathroom, the soft click of the door muffled by the plush carpet beneath her bare feet. She was wrapped in a single white towel. Her damp hair framed her cheeks, and a faint blush lingered along her collarbone. "Haruki~" she called softly. He turned his head from where he sat on the bed, halfway through opening his suitcase. The moment he saw her, he paused. His breath caught. She crossed the room slowly and sat down beside him—her towel shifting slightly as she moved, revealing the gentle curve of her thigh. She tilted her head and smiled. Eyes soft. Voice low. "Wanna do something... before eating~?" Kyouko leaned forward onto the bed, her towel slipping, as she shifted onto her elbows, her back arching with natural grace. The soft bedding rustled beneath her. She glanced back at him—her cheeks faintly pink, her voice barely above a whisper. "Be gentle, okay...?" A pause. Then, with a hint of playful warning and unmistakable tenderness, she added: "...And don’t shove into the wrong place." Haruki said nothing at first. But his eyes darkened with restrained hunger as he watched her—bent forward, towel barely clinging to her hips, her soft skin glowing under the room’s warm light. His fingers reached for his shirt. He pulled it over his head, slow and quiet. Then the belt. The zipper. The rustle of fabric falling to the floor. She could feel the air shift behind her—heat coming off his skin. Then— A pause. She felt something. The tip. It brushed against her. Testing. Hovering. Her breath caught. She gripped the sheet gently. Bit down on her lower lip. Then, slowly... painfully slowly, she felt him start to push in. Her body tensed. Her thighs quivered. She felt it—inch by inch, that stretching ache. Her lips parted, breath trembling. Haruki placed one hand on her waist, the other caressing her back. And when he leaned forward, she heard his voice—low, tight, trying not to lose control: "Kyouko..." She nodded, eyes closed. "It’s okay..." she whispered. ( End Of Chapter )

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Contents
A Love I Shouldn't Feel
A Love I Shouldn't Feel Author:Celine_Cheng
Chapter 1: Meeting the Family ( 1 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Distance Between Us ( 2 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 3: Fading Bonds ( 3 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 4: Lingering Glances ( 4 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 5: Silent Cravings ( 5 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 6: Forbidden Glance ( 6 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Comfort Zone ( 7 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 8: Fitness and Fluster ( 8 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 9: Complicated Desires ( 9 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 10: A Simple Trip ( 10 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 11: A Casual Outing ( 11 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 12: Caught in the Rain ( 12 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 13: Reflections of Insecurity ( 13 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 14: Lingering Feelings ( 14 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 15: Fevered Hearts ( 15 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 16: Holding On ( 16 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 17: Awakening Feelings ( 17 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 18: Moments of Comfort ( 18 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 19: Accidental Moments ( 19 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fitness and Tension ( 20 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 21: Innocent Embrace ( 21 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 22: Side by Side ( 22 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 23: Just You and Me ( 23 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 24: Late-Night Longings ( 24 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 25: Between Want and Need ( 25 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 26: Treading on Tenderness ( 26 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 27: The Subtle Shift ( 27 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 28: Fading Lines ( 28 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 29: Hidden Sparks ( 29 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 30: Descent into Need ( 30 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 31: Morning Light, Hidden Fires ( 31 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 32: The Forbidden Kiss ( 32 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Slow Collapse ( 33 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 34: The Subtle Push ( 34 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 35: Behind the Smile ( 35 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 36: More Than Pretend ( 36 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 37: Crossing the Line ( 37 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 38: Lost in the Moment ( 38 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 39: Morning After ( 39 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 40: The Forbidden Moment ( 40 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 41: Faded Innocence, Steady Desire ( 41 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 42: A Gentle Disguise ( 42 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 43: Silent Currents ( 43 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 44: Behind the Facade ( 44 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 45: Controlled Temptations ( 45 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 46: Silent Surrender ( 46 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 47: Lured by Desire ( 47 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 48: Fevered Moans ( 48 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 49: Ultimate Release ( 49 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 50: Behind a Smile ( 50 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 51: Colors of Deception ( 51 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 52: Another Day, Another Smile ( 52 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 53: Little Moments of Love ( 53 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 54: A Moment of Tension ( 54 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 55: Hidden Fires ( 55 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 56: Lust and Love ( 56 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 57: Consumed by Passion ( 57 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 60: Overwhelmed by You ( 60 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 61: Lost in Bliss ( 61 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 62: In Their Own World ( 62 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 63: Playful Temptation ( 63 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 64: Risk and Desire ( 64 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 65: Secrets Behind a Smile ( 65 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 66: Secrets in the Darkness ( 66 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 67: Trust in the Silence ( 67 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 68: Emptiness and Longing ( 68 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 69: With Every Breath ( 69 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 70: Hearts Apart ( 70 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 71: Quiet Desperation ( 71 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 72: A Farewell Without Words ( 72 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 73: Leaving with Resolve ( 73 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 74: Old Streets, New Stories ( 74 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 75: Home’s Hidden Tears ( 75 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 76: Family Bonds ( 76 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 77: The Distance Between Us ( 77 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 78: Stars and Longing ( 78 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 80: Familiar Shadows ( 80 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 81: Lost in the Crowd ( 81 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 82: Voice of the Heart ( 82 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 83: Masks and Moments ( 83 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 84: Chatter and Cheers ( 84 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 85: Quiet Surprises ( 85 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 86: Sudden Surprises ( 86 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 87: Soft Whispers ( 87 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 88: First Light Feelings ( 88 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 89: Silent Affection ( 89 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 90: Casual Confessions ( 90 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 91: Fever of Desire ( 91 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 92: Obsession’s Edge ( 92 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 93: Claimed and Conquered ( 93 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 94: The Look That Reveals All ( 94 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 95: Hold Me Close ( 95 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 96: Yours and Mine ( 96 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 97: The Taste of Us ( 97 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 98: Closer Than Words ( 98 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 99: Moments of Us ( 99 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 100: Traditions and Toasts ( 100 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 101: The Song She Keeps Inside ( 101 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 102: Under Cover of Darkness ( 102 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 103: The Beauty of Innocence ( 103 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 104: Soft Whispers and Stealing Touches ( 104 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 105: Seaside Secrets ( 105 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 106: Wild and Free ( 106 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 107: Rush of Desire ( 107 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 108: Lost in the Moment ( 108 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 109: Hold My Hand ( 109 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 110: Home and Heart ( 110 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 111: Family Shadows ( 111 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 112: A Day Just for Us ( 112 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 113: Bonds on the Breeze ( 113 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 114: Broken Threads ( 114 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 115: Grace in the Storm ( 115 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 116: The Peacekeeper ( 116 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 117: Fading Light, Hidden Feelings ( 117 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 118: Distance in the Dark ( 118 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 119: Sunrise and Secrets ( 119 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 120: Soft Dawn, Strong Love ( 120 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 121: Silent Witness ( 121 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 122: Quiet Conflicts ( 122 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 123: The Wall She Keeps Up ( 123 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 124: The Last Wall Falling ( 124 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Final Fault Line ( 125 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 126: Leaving Shadows Behind ( 126 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 127: The Master’s Hidden Hand ( 127 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 128: Swept Away in Passion ( 128 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 129: Fury of Pleasure ( 129 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 130: Perfection in Passion ( 130 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 131: Between Love and Fear ( 131 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 132: Love’s Gentle Rhythm ( 132 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 133: Where Words Fall Short ( 133 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Silent Vow ( 134 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Between Business and Heartbeats ( 135 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 136: Soft Words, Strong Heart ( 136 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: Eyes that Hide the Truth ( 137 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 138: Masks of Grace ( 138 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 139: Beyond the Smile ( 139 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 140: Behind Closed Doors ( 140 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 141: Bonds of Affection ( 141 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 142: More Than Words ( 142 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 143: Hidden Currents ( 143 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 144: Chains of Silent Guilt ( 144 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 145: Price of Feeling ( 145 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 146: Playing the Long Game ( 146 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 147: Silent Deceptions ( 147 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 148: Complete Submission ( 148 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 149: Claimed and Owned ( 149 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 150: A Dangerous Game ( 150 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 151: Ambitions in Motion ( 151 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 152: Power Behind Closed Doors ( 152 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 153: Family and Influence ( 153 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 154: Love and Restraint ( 154 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 155: Breaking Pretenses ( 155 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 156: Laughter, Love, and Tomorrow ( 156 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 157: Sweet Night in the Home ( 157 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 158: Mischief and Memories ( 158 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 159: A Place to Belong ( 159 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 161: Gestures and Glances ( 161 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 162: Pain and Passion ( 162 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 163: Passion and Restraint ( 163 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 164: Choosing What Matters ( 164 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 165: Family and Secrets ( 165 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 166: Secrets and Lies ( 166 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 167: Too Precious to Lose ( 167 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 168: Framed in Love ( 168 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 169: Surrounded by Love ( 169 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 170: Silent Support ( 170 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 171: The Final Night ( 171 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 172: Final Night Together ( 172 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 173: Fleeting Bliss ( 173 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 174: Between Caution and Desire ( 174 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 175: Secret Moments ( 175 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 176: Inside Her Secret World ( 176 ) Sep 29th, 2025
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