Chapter 155: Breaking Pretenses ( 155 )

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Chapter 155: Breaking Pretenses ( 155 ) Kyouko noticed his lingering gaze and the faint shadow in his expression. She smiled gently, reaching up and brushing a strand of hair away from his forehead. "What’s with that look?" Then, standing on her toes just slightly, she leaned in and kissed him—soft, slow, and full of unspoken warmth. Haruki closed his eyes for a moment, letting the kiss settle into him. When they parted, he smiled—but didn’t say anything. Kyouko reached up and cupped his cheek, still smiling. "Don’t overthink it." Her voice was quiet, but firm. "We both still have spouses." "And for now... I’m happy with our relationship just the way it is." She leaned her head briefly against his shoulder, her voice dropping. "Don’t make Satomi sad, okay? She’s still my daughter~" Haruki stayed silent, arms tightening just slightly around her waist. He understood. Kyouko wasn’t rejecting him. She was protecting what they had. Haruki’s gaze lingered on her—soft, steady, almost vulnerable. Then, quietly... he spoke. "What if... one day... things change?" "What if life gives us a moment—a chance to choose freely, without guilt or hiding?" He paused, searching her eyes. "If that day ever comes... if there’s a path where we don’t have to keep this love hidden... would you take it?" Kyouko looked up at him, her eyes calm but shimmering with something deeper. She reached out and laced her fingers with his, holding his hand with gentle strength. Then she whispered, "When that day you’re hoping for comes..." "I’ll be here." Her thumb brushed over his knuckles. "And I’ll give you my answer then." Kyouko gave his hand a light squeeze, then tilted her head with a playful smile tugging at her lips. "Are you really sure... you’re going serious for this old lady?" Haruki blinked, and she giggled softly. "What will people say, hmm?" She leaned in just a little, eyes gleaming with mischief. "A young man—handsome, tall, charming..." "You could have any girl you want. Even those fresh out of high school~" She made a dramatic sigh, feigning mock despair. "Ahn~ what a waste~" Haruki stared at her for a moment, lips twitching into a smirk. Then he stepped in closer, cupped her cheek, and said low and steady. "They are not you." Haruki leaned in and kissed her forehead gently. "They can’t compare to the woman who makes me want to come home every day." Kyouko tilted her head, her smile deepening with that soft, teasing glint in her eyes. "Are you sure? Hee~" She let her fingers trail up his arm slowly, voice lilting with mock innocence. "Those girls out there are fresh... young... tight~" She leaned in closer, her whisper brushing his ear. "They have that sweet, sweet scent of youth, hmm?" She giggled softly, pulling back just enough to look into his eyes. "Isn’t that more tempting? So easy to touch. So easy to... break." He stared at her, his hands found her waist again, and he drew her in close, his voice low and certain. "They may be sweet." "But they’re not you." "They don’t know how to look at me like this." "They don’t know how to touch me like you do." Kyouko lightly tapped his chest with her fingertips, her lips curved in a playful pout. "Dummy~" she whispered. "Don’t tease this old lady too much~" Her voice dipped, half warning, half flustered. "Or you’re gonna make me break right here..." Haruki smiled, eyes never leaving hers. "Didn’t we both already break?" he said softly, teasing. Kyouko blinked, then slowly lowered her gaze. "Mm~" she nodded, shy, sweet. The air between them stilled, charged with everything left unspoken. And in that quiet second... They both knew. No matter how far they tried to stay within the lines— They had already stepped across them. Haruki’s voice was quiet, but every word struck deep. "We can’t pretend anymore." "That we don’t need each other." He looked down at her, his voice steady. "Because I really do need you, Kyouko." Kyouko didn’t respond right away. She simply stepped forward and wrapped her arms around him—slowly, gently—resting her head against his chest. He felt her breath against him. Felt her hands clutching just a little tighter. And then... a faint tremble. She wasn’t crying. But her eyes welled. And a single tear touched his shirt. "Kyouko?" he whispered, placing a hand on her back. She shook her head and pressed her face into his chest. "Don’t look," she murmured, voice barely audible. "Please... don’t look." Inside Kyouko’s mind... Why... why did you say that? The more you say things like that... The more I want to stop pretending. The more I want to be honest... to be open... But it’s hard. Because I know—it’s not that simple. Everyone might think it is. Just divorce Satoshi. Just make Haruki divorce Satomi. But it’s not that easy. It never is. Not when families are tied. Not when guilt still lingers. Not when a mother falls in love with her daughter’s husband... and starts to want something she was never supposed to reach for. Haruki looked down at her, brushing a thumb gently against her cheek. "What are you thinking?" Kyouko hesitated for a moment. Then she smiled. Soft, calm. Practiced. "N... nothing," she said, voice light as she stepped back. "Really." She smoothed her blouse, straightened her posture. "Now~" she added, with a playful lilt, "Let’s go before my parents start questioning why we’re late." Haruki chuckled softly. But as she turned toward the door, he could still see it in her eyes. That flicker. That sadness tucked carefully behind her grace. Kyouko’s thoughts, as she stepped quietly. I’m happy to have you, Haruki. I really am. I want you... all of you. Not just your body, not just your warmth at night. But your name. Your future. To become officially mine. To walk beside you—not as your secret. But as your partner. She glanced at Haruki from the corner of her eye as he fetched the keys, her smile lingering—but it didn’t reach her chest. But I know... I really know. Even if my skin is smooth... Even if my face still looks young... Even if my body still makes you tremble... I’m still older. I’m still... me. And the world will never understand. They won’t see the woman you love—only the one you shouldn’t. Her fingers brushed the doorframe as she paused, just a moment. We can only be together... Where no one sees. We can only love each other... Behind closed doors. ( End Of Chapter )

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Contents
A Love I Shouldn't Feel
A Love I Shouldn't Feel Author:Celine_Cheng
Chapter 1: Meeting the Family ( 1 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Distance Between Us ( 2 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 3: Fading Bonds ( 3 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 4: Lingering Glances ( 4 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 5: Silent Cravings ( 5 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 6: Forbidden Glance ( 6 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Comfort Zone ( 7 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 8: Fitness and Fluster ( 8 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 9: Complicated Desires ( 9 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 10: A Simple Trip ( 10 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 11: A Casual Outing ( 11 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 12: Caught in the Rain ( 12 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 13: Reflections of Insecurity ( 13 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 14: Lingering Feelings ( 14 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 15: Fevered Hearts ( 15 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 16: Holding On ( 16 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 17: Awakening Feelings ( 17 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 18: Moments of Comfort ( 18 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 19: Accidental Moments ( 19 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fitness and Tension ( 20 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 21: Innocent Embrace ( 21 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 22: Side by Side ( 22 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 23: Just You and Me ( 23 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 24: Late-Night Longings ( 24 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 25: Between Want and Need ( 25 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 26: Treading on Tenderness ( 26 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 27: The Subtle Shift ( 27 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 28: Fading Lines ( 28 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 29: Hidden Sparks ( 29 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 30: Descent into Need ( 30 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 31: Morning Light, Hidden Fires ( 31 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 32: The Forbidden Kiss ( 32 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Slow Collapse ( 33 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 34: The Subtle Push ( 34 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 35: Behind the Smile ( 35 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 36: More Than Pretend ( 36 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 37: Crossing the Line ( 37 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 38: Lost in the Moment ( 38 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 39: Morning After ( 39 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 40: The Forbidden Moment ( 40 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 41: Faded Innocence, Steady Desire ( 41 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 42: A Gentle Disguise ( 42 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 43: Silent Currents ( 43 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 44: Behind the Facade ( 44 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 45: Controlled Temptations ( 45 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 46: Silent Surrender ( 46 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 47: Lured by Desire ( 47 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 48: Fevered Moans ( 48 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 49: Ultimate Release ( 49 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 50: Behind a Smile ( 50 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 51: Colors of Deception ( 51 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 52: Another Day, Another Smile ( 52 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 53: Little Moments of Love ( 53 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 54: A Moment of Tension ( 54 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 55: Hidden Fires ( 55 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 56: Lust and Love ( 56 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 57: Consumed by Passion ( 57 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 60: Overwhelmed by You ( 60 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 61: Lost in Bliss ( 61 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 62: In Their Own World ( 62 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 63: Playful Temptation ( 63 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 64: Risk and Desire ( 64 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 65: Secrets Behind a Smile ( 65 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 66: Secrets in the Darkness ( 66 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 67: Trust in the Silence ( 67 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 68: Emptiness and Longing ( 68 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 69: With Every Breath ( 69 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 70: Hearts Apart ( 70 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 71: Quiet Desperation ( 71 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 72: A Farewell Without Words ( 72 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 73: Leaving with Resolve ( 73 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 74: Old Streets, New Stories ( 74 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 75: Home’s Hidden Tears ( 75 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 76: Family Bonds ( 76 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 77: The Distance Between Us ( 77 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 78: Stars and Longing ( 78 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 80: Familiar Shadows ( 80 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 81: Lost in the Crowd ( 81 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 82: Voice of the Heart ( 82 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 83: Masks and Moments ( 83 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 84: Chatter and Cheers ( 84 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 85: Quiet Surprises ( 85 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 86: Sudden Surprises ( 86 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 87: Soft Whispers ( 87 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 88: First Light Feelings ( 88 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 89: Silent Affection ( 89 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 90: Casual Confessions ( 90 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 91: Fever of Desire ( 91 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 92: Obsession’s Edge ( 92 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 93: Claimed and Conquered ( 93 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 94: The Look That Reveals All ( 94 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 95: Hold Me Close ( 95 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 96: Yours and Mine ( 96 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 97: The Taste of Us ( 97 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 98: Closer Than Words ( 98 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 99: Moments of Us ( 99 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 100: Traditions and Toasts ( 100 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 101: The Song She Keeps Inside ( 101 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 102: Under Cover of Darkness ( 102 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 103: The Beauty of Innocence ( 103 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 104: Soft Whispers and Stealing Touches ( 104 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 105: Seaside Secrets ( 105 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 106: Wild and Free ( 106 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 107: Rush of Desire ( 107 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 108: Lost in the Moment ( 108 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 109: Hold My Hand ( 109 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 110: Home and Heart ( 110 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 111: Family Shadows ( 111 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 112: A Day Just for Us ( 112 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 113: Bonds on the Breeze ( 113 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 114: Broken Threads ( 114 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 115: Grace in the Storm ( 115 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 116: The Peacekeeper ( 116 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 117: Fading Light, Hidden Feelings ( 117 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 118: Distance in the Dark ( 118 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 119: Sunrise and Secrets ( 119 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 120: Soft Dawn, Strong Love ( 120 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 121: Silent Witness ( 121 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 122: Quiet Conflicts ( 122 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 123: The Wall She Keeps Up ( 123 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 124: The Last Wall Falling ( 124 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Final Fault Line ( 125 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 126: Leaving Shadows Behind ( 126 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 127: The Master’s Hidden Hand ( 127 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 128: Swept Away in Passion ( 128 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 129: Fury of Pleasure ( 129 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 130: Perfection in Passion ( 130 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 131: Between Love and Fear ( 131 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 132: Love’s Gentle Rhythm ( 132 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 133: Where Words Fall Short ( 133 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Silent Vow ( 134 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Between Business and Heartbeats ( 135 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 136: Soft Words, Strong Heart ( 136 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: Eyes that Hide the Truth ( 137 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 138: Masks of Grace ( 138 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 139: Beyond the Smile ( 139 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 140: Behind Closed Doors ( 140 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 141: Bonds of Affection ( 141 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 142: More Than Words ( 142 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 143: Hidden Currents ( 143 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 144: Chains of Silent Guilt ( 144 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 145: Price of Feeling ( 145 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 146: Playing the Long Game ( 146 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 147: Silent Deceptions ( 147 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 148: Complete Submission ( 148 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 149: Claimed and Owned ( 149 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 150: A Dangerous Game ( 150 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 151: Ambitions in Motion ( 151 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 152: Power Behind Closed Doors ( 152 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 153: Family and Influence ( 153 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 154: Love and Restraint ( 154 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 155: Breaking Pretenses ( 155 ) Sep 27th, 2025
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