Chapter 213: Guarded Heart ( 213 )

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Chapter 213: Guarded Heart ( 213 ) As Kyouko walked calmly toward the room 324 area, her steps steady again, her thoughts stirred. No wonder... No wonder Father always knew. If I hadn’t come out of the ward... If I hadn’t eaten yet... If I skipped cleaning myself or rested too long in the chair beside Haruki... She let out a soft sigh. Of course he knew. He always knew. Wonder how many of his people are here... She glanced subtly at the nurse station she passed. Probably more than twenty. Maybe even some of the doctors. The nurses. Maybe even the security guards or cafeteria staff... Watching me. Watching Haruki. She didn’t feel afraid. Just... tired. A little overwhelmed. No wonder... two or three doctors kept coming in to check on Haruki every few hours. Even when no one asked. It wasn’t hospital policy. It was Kitayama policy. And now she understood. Father wasn’t just protecting me. He was protecting Haruki too. He probably knew about my affair with Haruki already... Kyouko’s heels clicked softly against the floor as she walked. Her gaze remained forward, but her thoughts were elsewhere. With the way Mother spoke... The teasing smile, the look in her eyes... It wasn’t just guessing. It was certainty. She sighed inwardly. I’m sure they all already knew. Kenji’s smirk the other day... Keiko’s teasing when we were at the breakfast table... They hadn’t said it out loud. But the way they looked at her— The way they looked at Haruki during that trip in Okinawa... They knew. And yet... They said nothing to shame her. Nothing to guilt her. Only soft hints. Small smiles. And now... silence. Because they saw how much she loved him. And maybe that was enough. Kyouko walked slowly down the hallway, her steps elegant and quiet. As she passed the nurse station, she offered a gentle bow—polite and graceful, as always. The nurses at the counter smiled and bowed back, watching her as she made her way toward Room 324. Once she disappeared through the door, one of the younger nurses sighed softly. "Her husband is so lucky." Another nodded. "Yeah. She sleeps here almost every night. And even when she leaves, she’s always back before evening." "She’s so beautiful too..." a third nurse added, resting her chin on her hand. "I wonder what skincare products she uses. Her skin looks flawless even without makeup." The first nurse giggled. "How about we ask her?" "Aw, I want to know too!" one of them giggled. Another leaned in, voice softer now. "And she’s really caring... she even treated us to food before." "Yes~ she’s so polite. Never complains, always bows. I wonder who her family is..." The older nurse lowered her voice slightly, glancing around. "Some say her father’s a powerful man." "Yeah... and I heard the doctors here really prioritize that patient." "Not just the doctors," another added. "The director too. I saw him come up personally last week. Twice." "Shhh... don’t say that too loud," one whispered, eyes darting around playfully. They all nodded, giggling softly like girls at school. "What are you all gossiping about?" The nurses froze. "A-Ah... Mrs. Sarukawa...!" one of them stammered, standing straighter. Another tried to smile. "We were just... um... talking about the beautiful lady who always looks after her husband in Room 324..." Mrs. Sarukawa crossed her arms, stern. "Focus on your work. This is a hospital, not a salon." "Y-Yes, ma’am!" they all said in unison, bowing quickly. She gave them one last sharp glance, then turned and walked down the corridor with that crisp, no-nonsense stride. Silence lingered. Then— "Scary lady..." one nurse muttered under her breath. "I heard she was fighting with her husband again." Another whispered, eyes wide. "Shhh! Don’t say it so loud!" They leaned in again. "He came home late last night—drinking with coworkers." "And she punched him in the face. I swear." "Just look at her palm..." one nurse whispered, eyeing the direction Mrs. Sarukawa went. "It’s huge. If she punched his face? That’s brain damage." They giggled quietly, one hand covering their mouths. But just as quickly, they returned to work, glancing nervously toward the hallway— In case the hurricane came back. Inside Room 324. Kyouko stood silently near the wall, her hands folded neatly in front of her skirt as the doctor performed the routine check on Haruki. She watched every movement—quiet, focused—memorizing every word the doctor said, every slight adjustment to the monitors. When they finished, the lead doctor turned to her and gave a small, respectful nod. "He’s stable, as before. We’ll continue to monitor his condition." Kyouko bowed deeply and gracefully. "Thank you, doctor." The doctor nodded again, and the group of nurses followed him out of the room, the door closing gently behind them. Silence returned. Warm. Familiar. She turned back toward the bed. Then walked slowly—unhurried—to the chair beside him. The place she always came back to. Kyouko sat down, smoothing her dress beneath her, and leaned slightly forward. Her hand reached out, gently brushing his fingers. Her voice was soft. "Haruki..." Kyouko leaned closer, brushing his hand softly with her thumb. "I’m going back to the house... just to check on something." She smiled faintly, her eyes warm, though a little tired. "Don’t worry, darling. I won’t be long." She brought his hand to her cheek, closing her eyes for a brief moment. "I’ll be back before night." She leaned in, kissed his cheek gently—soft and lingering. "Mm... I love you." Her voice dropped to a quiet whisper near his ear. "Don’t worry... I’ll be here again before you even notice I’m gone." She stood slowly, adjusting the blanket at his side, tucking it neatly. And then, with one last look at the man she loved more than anything— Kyouko turned and walked toward the door. Inside Kyouko’s mind, as she walked down the hallway toward the hospital exit— Maybe I should drive today. Kenji already gave back my car key. The same one I used that day... The day I rushed here the first time, shaking so badly. She exhaled softly, remembering. That terrifying call. The way her heart dropped. The blur of the road, her hands trembling on the steering wheel. Hope there’s no problem with the car... It’s been sitting for long. She glanced down at her purse, making sure the key was there. Then looked out the glass door at the parking lot ahead. Just a quick stop home. Take a few of Haruki’s clothes... Maybe cook something for later. And after that. Back to Room 324. ( End Of Chapter )

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A Love I Shouldn't Feel
A Love I Shouldn't Feel Author:Celine_Cheng
Chapter 1: Meeting the Family ( 1 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Distance Between Us ( 2 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 3: Fading Bonds ( 3 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 4: Lingering Glances ( 4 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 5: Silent Cravings ( 5 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 6: Forbidden Glance ( 6 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Comfort Zone ( 7 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 8: Fitness and Fluster ( 8 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 9: Complicated Desires ( 9 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 10: A Simple Trip ( 10 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 11: A Casual Outing ( 11 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 12: Caught in the Rain ( 12 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 13: Reflections of Insecurity ( 13 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 14: Lingering Feelings ( 14 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 15: Fevered Hearts ( 15 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 16: Holding On ( 16 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 17: Awakening Feelings ( 17 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 18: Moments of Comfort ( 18 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 19: Accidental Moments ( 19 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fitness and Tension ( 20 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 21: Innocent Embrace ( 21 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 22: Side by Side ( 22 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 23: Just You and Me ( 23 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 24: Late-Night Longings ( 24 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 25: Between Want and Need ( 25 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 26: Treading on Tenderness ( 26 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 27: The Subtle Shift ( 27 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 28: Fading Lines ( 28 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 29: Hidden Sparks ( 29 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 30: Descent into Need ( 30 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 31: Morning Light, Hidden Fires ( 31 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 32: The Forbidden Kiss ( 32 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Slow Collapse ( 33 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 34: The Subtle Push ( 34 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 35: Behind the Smile ( 35 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 36: More Than Pretend ( 36 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 37: Crossing the Line ( 37 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 38: Lost in the Moment ( 38 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 39: Morning After ( 39 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 40: The Forbidden Moment ( 40 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 41: Faded Innocence, Steady Desire ( 41 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 42: A Gentle Disguise ( 42 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 43: Silent Currents ( 43 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 44: Behind the Facade ( 44 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 45: Controlled Temptations ( 45 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 46: Silent Surrender ( 46 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 47: Lured by Desire ( 47 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 48: Fevered Moans ( 48 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 49: Ultimate Release ( 49 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 50: Behind a Smile ( 50 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 51: Colors of Deception ( 51 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 52: Another Day, Another Smile ( 52 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 53: Little Moments of Love ( 53 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 54: A Moment of Tension ( 54 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 55: Hidden Fires ( 55 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 56: Lust and Love ( 56 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 57: Consumed by Passion ( 57 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 60: Overwhelmed by You ( 60 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 61: Lost in Bliss ( 61 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 62: In Their Own World ( 62 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 63: Playful Temptation ( 63 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 64: Risk and Desire ( 64 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 65: Secrets Behind a Smile ( 65 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 66: Secrets in the Darkness ( 66 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 67: Trust in the Silence ( 67 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 68: Emptiness and Longing ( 68 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 69: With Every Breath ( 69 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 70: Hearts Apart ( 70 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 71: Quiet Desperation ( 71 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 72: A Farewell Without Words ( 72 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 73: Leaving with Resolve ( 73 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 74: Old Streets, New Stories ( 74 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 75: Home’s Hidden Tears ( 75 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 76: Family Bonds ( 76 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 77: The Distance Between Us ( 77 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 78: Stars and Longing ( 78 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 80: Familiar Shadows ( 80 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 81: Lost in the Crowd ( 81 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 82: Voice of the Heart ( 82 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 83: Masks and Moments ( 83 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 84: Chatter and Cheers ( 84 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 85: Quiet Surprises ( 85 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 86: Sudden Surprises ( 86 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 87: Soft Whispers ( 87 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 88: First Light Feelings ( 88 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 89: Silent Affection ( 89 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 90: Casual Confessions ( 90 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 91: Fever of Desire ( 91 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 92: Obsession’s Edge ( 92 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 93: Claimed and Conquered ( 93 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 94: The Look That Reveals All ( 94 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 95: Hold Me Close ( 95 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 96: Yours and Mine ( 96 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 97: The Taste of Us ( 97 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 98: Closer Than Words ( 98 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 99: Moments of Us ( 99 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 100: Traditions and Toasts ( 100 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 101: The Song She Keeps Inside ( 101 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 102: Under Cover of Darkness ( 102 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 103: The Beauty of Innocence ( 103 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 104: Soft Whispers and Stealing Touches ( 104 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 105: Seaside Secrets ( 105 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 106: Wild and Free ( 106 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 107: Rush of Desire ( 107 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 108: Lost in the Moment ( 108 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 109: Hold My Hand ( 109 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 110: Home and Heart ( 110 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 111: Family Shadows ( 111 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 112: A Day Just for Us ( 112 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 113: Bonds on the Breeze ( 113 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 114: Broken Threads ( 114 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 115: Grace in the Storm ( 115 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 116: The Peacekeeper ( 116 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 117: Fading Light, Hidden Feelings ( 117 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 118: Distance in the Dark ( 118 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 119: Sunrise and Secrets ( 119 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 120: Soft Dawn, Strong Love ( 120 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 121: Silent Witness ( 121 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 122: Quiet Conflicts ( 122 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 123: The Wall She Keeps Up ( 123 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 124: The Last Wall Falling ( 124 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Final Fault Line ( 125 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 126: Leaving Shadows Behind ( 126 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 127: The Master’s Hidden Hand ( 127 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 128: Swept Away in Passion ( 128 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 129: Fury of Pleasure ( 129 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 130: Perfection in Passion ( 130 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 131: Between Love and Fear ( 131 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 132: Love’s Gentle Rhythm ( 132 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 133: Where Words Fall Short ( 133 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Silent Vow ( 134 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Between Business and Heartbeats ( 135 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 136: Soft Words, Strong Heart ( 136 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: Eyes that Hide the Truth ( 137 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 138: Masks of Grace ( 138 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 139: Beyond the Smile ( 139 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 140: Behind Closed Doors ( 140 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 141: Bonds of Affection ( 141 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 142: More Than Words ( 142 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 143: Hidden Currents ( 143 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 144: Chains of Silent Guilt ( 144 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 145: Price of Feeling ( 145 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 146: Playing the Long Game ( 146 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 147: Silent Deceptions ( 147 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 148: Complete Submission ( 148 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 149: Claimed and Owned ( 149 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 150: A Dangerous Game ( 150 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 151: Ambitions in Motion ( 151 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 152: Power Behind Closed Doors ( 152 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 153: Family and Influence ( 153 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 154: Love and Restraint ( 154 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 155: Breaking Pretenses ( 155 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 156: Laughter, Love, and Tomorrow ( 156 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 157: Sweet Night in the Home ( 157 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 158: Mischief and Memories ( 158 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 159: A Place to Belong ( 159 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 161: Gestures and Glances ( 161 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 162: Pain and Passion ( 162 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 163: Passion and Restraint ( 163 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 164: Choosing What Matters ( 164 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 165: Family and Secrets ( 165 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 166: Secrets and Lies ( 166 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 167: Too Precious to Lose ( 167 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 168: Framed in Love ( 168 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 169: Surrounded by Love ( 169 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 170: Silent Support ( 170 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 171: The Final Night ( 171 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 172: Final Night Together ( 172 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 173: Fleeting Bliss ( 173 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 174: Between Caution and Desire ( 174 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 175: Secret Moments ( 175 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 176: Inside Her Secret World ( 176 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 177: Conflicted Feelings ( 177 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 178: Silent Ambitions ( 178 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 179: The Love They Share ( 179 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 180: A Moment of Happiness ( 180 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 181: The Secret Deal ( 181 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 182: The Takahashi Presence ( 182 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 183: Power in Silence ( 183 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 184: All Eyes on Her ( 184 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 185: Center of the Storm ( 185 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 186: Veiled Intentions ( 186 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 187: A Fateful Escape ( 187 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 188: Falling Under the Spell ( 188 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 189: Drugged and Desperate ( 189 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 190: In Our Own Space ( 190 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 191: Her Own Path ( 191 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 192: Breaking the Chains ( 192 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 193: Risks and Rewards ( 193 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 194: Shared Happiness ( 194 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 195: Holding on to Hope ( 195 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 196: Bold Move, Calm Rebellion ( 196 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 197: Playing with Fire ( 197 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 198: A Deal in the Dark ( 198 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 199: Silent Pursuit ( 199 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 200: Silent Despair ( 200 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 201: Still Holding On ( 201 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 202: Breaking News ( 202 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 203: A Small World ( 203 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 204: Holding on to Hope ( 204 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 205: Shadows of Betrayal ( 205 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 206: Silent Knowing ( 206 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 207: Silent Plans ( 207 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 208: Waiting in Silence ( 208 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 209: Manipulation and Fear ( 209 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 210: Lonely Heart ( 210 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 211: Heart in Silence ( 211 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 212: Under Surveillance ( 212 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 213: Guarded Heart ( 213 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 214: Waiting for Truth ( 214 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 215: Hidden Truths ( 215 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
Chapter 216: End of a Marriage ( 216 ) Oct 3rd, 2025
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