Chapter 139: Beyond the Smile ( 139 )

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Chapter 139: Beyond the Smile ( 139 ) Inside Sayako’s mind, a storm had started brewing. Seriously, Satomi!? You let your mother live with him? With that body? That face? That skin!? She clenched her hand under the table, masking her expression with a smile. Your mother looks like she walked out of a high-end skincare commercial. And you—you seriously thought Haruki-senpai would be awkward? Sayako glanced at Satomi again. Girl... compare yourself to her. If I were a guy, I’d choose your mom without blinking. She may be your mother, but to Haruki-senpai? She’s not even related. They’re not blood. They’re alone together. He’s a man. She’s a woman. And that woman is... way too beautiful to just "look after" someone like him. Sayako sipped her drink quietly. "So... how long will your husband be outstationed?" Satomi didn’t even look up. "Still got a little over two months, I think. Why?" Sayako just smiled, lips curled sweetly—but her thoughts whispered darkly. That’s a lot of nights... And Haruki-senpai isn’t made of stone. Sayako took another sip of her iced latte, her gaze casually fixed on the people passing by outside the café window. Then, with a playful tone that masked her curiosity, she asked, "Hey, Satomi?" "Hmm?" Satomi replied without looking up, still scrolling her phone. "You’re not... worried?" Satomi paused. "Worried? About what?" Sayako gave a tiny shrug, acting like it was nothing. "I mean... your mom and Haruki-senpai, living together. Just the two of them." Satomi blinked. "What’s there to worry about?" Sayako tilted her head. "Well... Haruki-senpai is a man." Satomi laughed, brushing it off. "Pfft—Sayako, what’s with your dirty mind? Do you really think Haruki would do something like that? Come on." Sayako blinked innocently. "I mean... they’re not blood-related, right?" "They barely even talk to each other at home," Satomi said, waving her hand dismissively. Sayako leaned in a little, voice softer but pointed. "Wait. You, Haruki-senpai, your mom, and your dad all live together?" "Yeah. Well, we did." Satomi sipped her drink. "But now that I’m back in Tokyo, it’s just Mom and Haruki in Okinawa." Sayako’s eyes widened slightly. "So right now, it’s just the two of them?" "Yeah. I asked Mom to look after him," Satomi said flatly, unaware of the implication. Sayako’s fingers curled tightly around her straw. You’re so damn clueless, Satomi. He’s living with a goddess and you don’t even realize what you’ve done. If I were in his shoes, I’d... Sayako exhaled slowly, hiding the heat in her chest. "Must be nice," she said with a fake laugh. "Having a mom who’s that young-looking and dependable." "Yeah," Satomi smiled. "She’s always been... the obedient wife, the quiet mother." Sayako just nodded. But inside, one thing kept echoing: And now she’s living with your husband. Sayako nodded politely as Satomi continued rambling about her latest designer bag, a new client partnership, and the upcoming shareholder meeting. Sayako kept her smile—gracious, calm, and pleasant. But inside her mind... Satomi... you really don’t get it, do you? You talk about handbags and business deals, like they’re the things that matter most. But you forgot the man you married is still a man. You think Haruki-senpai’s loyal? Maybe he is. You think he’ll wait forever? Maybe he will. But a man can only be ignored, neglected—denied—for so long. At some point, they stop waiting for love... and start searching for warmth. And if you were smart... you would never have let your own mother live with him. Sayako sipped her drink, her lips curving faintly. Because when a man finally snaps? It’s never loud. It’s never dramatic. It’s soft. Quiet. A moment of weakness... that becomes a habit. She tilted her head and giggled softly at something Satomi said, playing the part of the cheerful old friend. But her thoughts stayed sharp, cold, and focused. You left your husband in paradise with a woman who looks younger than you, more beautiful than you, and who—unlike you—probably knows how to make a man feel wanted. And now? You don’t even realize it, do you? Once your husband crosses that line... once his heart drifts, his eyes start lingering elsewhere, even if it’s just for comfort, not lust... you’ll never fully have him again. At first, he’ll care. He might feel guilty. Try harder. He’ll cling to what’s left, try to believe the vows still mean something. But the moment you make one more mistake—just one more, ...you compare him to someone else, ...reject him when he reaches for you, ...scold him for something he didn’t even do... That final wall inside him will break. Quietly. Permanently. And when it breaks? He’ll still smile in front of you. Still nod. Still say "I’m home." But he won’t come back to you. Not really. Sayako gently twirled the straw in her glass, her expression light and casual. But her eyes—those sharp, quietly knowing eyes—never left Satomi’s face. You think you hold him tight, Satomi. That just because you carry his last name, he’ll stay yours. But from what I see... You’ve already started to lose him. If your mother—if that goddess of a woman wasn’t living with him right now— I’d have already booked a flight to Okinawa. I’d show up "by chance." Maybe at his office. Pretend we just happened to meet. A drink or two... a warm laugh... Slowly, naturally, he’d fall for me. I wouldn’t even need to try hard—not with the way you talk about him, Satomi. Like he’s just a name. Just a tool for your business ambitions. Like he’s disposable. She sipped her drink slowly, hiding her contempt behind the glass. Lonely men... faithful men like Haruki... they don’t cheat easily. No. They endure. They hold on, even when they’re hurt. Even when they’re abandoned. But they’re also the ones who, when finally broken... don’t come back. Once that heart finds warmth elsewhere, he won’t look at you again, Satomi. Not the way you want. Not ever. Sayako’s lips curled slightly as she looked across the table. You’re lucky, Satomi. To have him. But you? You don’t deserve him. Do you think men choose women based on age? No. Not when your mother looks younger than you, Satomi. Not when she’s more beautiful, more graceful... more woman than you could ever hope to be. Sayako stirred her drink slowly, watching Satomi chatter on, oblivious. And from what you said yourself—she’s an obedient wife? Shy? Gentle? You left her living with him? That wasn’t just a mistake... That was negligence. You think men talk when they’re lonely? No. They don’t. They stay silent. They hold it in. They keep smiling. Until someone comes along. Someone warm. Someone who listens. Someone soft, comforting, feminine... And when they finally find that tiny crack... that single moment of vulnerability between loneliness and temptation... They fall. Fast. Hard. Sayako took a long sip, eyes calmly resting on Satomi, who still didn’t get it. It’s not just about lust. It’s about being wanted. Being seen. Being needed. And that, Satomi, is something you forgot how to give. ( End Of Chapter )

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Contents
A Love I Shouldn't Feel
A Love I Shouldn't Feel Author:Celine_Cheng
Chapter 1: Meeting the Family ( 1 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Distance Between Us ( 2 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 3: Fading Bonds ( 3 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 4: Lingering Glances ( 4 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 5: Silent Cravings ( 5 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 6: Forbidden Glance ( 6 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Comfort Zone ( 7 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 8: Fitness and Fluster ( 8 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 9: Complicated Desires ( 9 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 10: A Simple Trip ( 10 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 11: A Casual Outing ( 11 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 12: Caught in the Rain ( 12 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 13: Reflections of Insecurity ( 13 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 14: Lingering Feelings ( 14 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 15: Fevered Hearts ( 15 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 16: Holding On ( 16 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 17: Awakening Feelings ( 17 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 18: Moments of Comfort ( 18 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 19: Accidental Moments ( 19 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fitness and Tension ( 20 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 21: Innocent Embrace ( 21 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 22: Side by Side ( 22 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 23: Just You and Me ( 23 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 24: Late-Night Longings ( 24 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 25: Between Want and Need ( 25 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 26: Treading on Tenderness ( 26 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 27: The Subtle Shift ( 27 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 28: Fading Lines ( 28 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 29: Hidden Sparks ( 29 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 30: Descent into Need ( 30 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 31: Morning Light, Hidden Fires ( 31 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 32: The Forbidden Kiss ( 32 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Slow Collapse ( 33 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 34: The Subtle Push ( 34 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 35: Behind the Smile ( 35 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 36: More Than Pretend ( 36 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 37: Crossing the Line ( 37 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 38: Lost in the Moment ( 38 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 39: Morning After ( 39 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 40: The Forbidden Moment ( 40 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 41: Faded Innocence, Steady Desire ( 41 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 42: A Gentle Disguise ( 42 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 43: Silent Currents ( 43 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 44: Behind the Facade ( 44 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 45: Controlled Temptations ( 45 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 46: Silent Surrender ( 46 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 47: Lured by Desire ( 47 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 48: Fevered Moans ( 48 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 49: Ultimate Release ( 49 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 50: Behind a Smile ( 50 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 51: Colors of Deception ( 51 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 52: Another Day, Another Smile ( 52 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 53: Little Moments of Love ( 53 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 54: A Moment of Tension ( 54 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 55: Hidden Fires ( 55 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 56: Lust and Love ( 56 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 57: Consumed by Passion ( 57 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 60: Overwhelmed by You ( 60 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 61: Lost in Bliss ( 61 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 62: In Their Own World ( 62 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 63: Playful Temptation ( 63 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 64: Risk and Desire ( 64 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 65: Secrets Behind a Smile ( 65 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 66: Secrets in the Darkness ( 66 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 67: Trust in the Silence ( 67 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 68: Emptiness and Longing ( 68 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 69: With Every Breath ( 69 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 70: Hearts Apart ( 70 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 71: Quiet Desperation ( 71 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 72: A Farewell Without Words ( 72 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 73: Leaving with Resolve ( 73 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 74: Old Streets, New Stories ( 74 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 75: Home’s Hidden Tears ( 75 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 76: Family Bonds ( 76 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 77: The Distance Between Us ( 77 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 78: Stars and Longing ( 78 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 80: Familiar Shadows ( 80 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 81: Lost in the Crowd ( 81 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 82: Voice of the Heart ( 82 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 83: Masks and Moments ( 83 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 84: Chatter and Cheers ( 84 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 85: Quiet Surprises ( 85 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 86: Sudden Surprises ( 86 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 87: Soft Whispers ( 87 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 88: First Light Feelings ( 88 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 89: Silent Affection ( 89 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 90: Casual Confessions ( 90 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 91: Fever of Desire ( 91 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 92: Obsession’s Edge ( 92 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 93: Claimed and Conquered ( 93 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 94: The Look That Reveals All ( 94 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 95: Hold Me Close ( 95 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 96: Yours and Mine ( 96 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 97: The Taste of Us ( 97 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 98: Closer Than Words ( 98 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 99: Moments of Us ( 99 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 100: Traditions and Toasts ( 100 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 101: The Song She Keeps Inside ( 101 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 102: Under Cover of Darkness ( 102 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 103: The Beauty of Innocence ( 103 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 104: Soft Whispers and Stealing Touches ( 104 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 105: Seaside Secrets ( 105 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 106: Wild and Free ( 106 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 107: Rush of Desire ( 107 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 108: Lost in the Moment ( 108 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 109: Hold My Hand ( 109 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 110: Home and Heart ( 110 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 111: Family Shadows ( 111 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 112: A Day Just for Us ( 112 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 113: Bonds on the Breeze ( 113 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 114: Broken Threads ( 114 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 115: Grace in the Storm ( 115 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 116: The Peacekeeper ( 116 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 117: Fading Light, Hidden Feelings ( 117 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 118: Distance in the Dark ( 118 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 119: Sunrise and Secrets ( 119 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 120: Soft Dawn, Strong Love ( 120 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 121: Silent Witness ( 121 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 122: Quiet Conflicts ( 122 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 123: The Wall She Keeps Up ( 123 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 124: The Last Wall Falling ( 124 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Final Fault Line ( 125 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 126: Leaving Shadows Behind ( 126 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 127: The Master’s Hidden Hand ( 127 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 128: Swept Away in Passion ( 128 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 129: Fury of Pleasure ( 129 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 130: Perfection in Passion ( 130 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 131: Between Love and Fear ( 131 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 132: Love’s Gentle Rhythm ( 132 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 133: Where Words Fall Short ( 133 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Silent Vow ( 134 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Between Business and Heartbeats ( 135 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 136: Soft Words, Strong Heart ( 136 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: Eyes that Hide the Truth ( 137 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 138: Masks of Grace ( 138 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 139: Beyond the Smile ( 139 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 140: Behind Closed Doors ( 140 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 141: Bonds of Affection ( 141 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 142: More Than Words ( 142 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 143: Hidden Currents ( 143 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 144: Chains of Silent Guilt ( 144 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 145: Price of Feeling ( 145 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 146: Playing the Long Game ( 146 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 147: Silent Deceptions ( 147 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 148: Complete Submission ( 148 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 149: Claimed and Owned ( 149 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 150: A Dangerous Game ( 150 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 151: Ambitions in Motion ( 151 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 152: Power Behind Closed Doors ( 152 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 153: Family and Influence ( 153 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 154: Love and Restraint ( 154 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 155: Breaking Pretenses ( 155 ) Sep 27th, 2025
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