Chapter 189: Drugged and Desperate ( 189 )

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Chapter 189: Drugged and Desperate ( 189 ) Haruki’s pace shifted again. Harder. Deeper. Every thrust landed with a wet, needy sound—his hips slamming into hers as their bodies met over and over. Kyouko’s breath hitched. Her fingers gripped his back again—tighter this time. She could barely think. The pressure inside her built too fast. Too high. Too sharp. Her legs shook. Her moans grew desperate. And then. She broke. Again. Her climax slammed through her like a wave—fast, raw, unstoppable. Her entire body jolted, eyes flying open, mouth parting as a soft, desperate cry left her lips. Her walls clenched around him hard—fluttering, tight, pulsing, trying to hold onto him. And in that moment. Haruki groaned—deep, low, primal. He felt her come around him. Felt the delicious grip of her soaked, trembling warmth trying to take him in even deeper. And he couldn’t hold back anymore. His hips buried one final time, deep and full. And then. He released. A long, hot pulse that spilled everything inside her—no restraint, no thought, no hesitation. Kyouko felt it. Their lips met in a kiss—fierce, passionate, hungry. Nothing existed but that connection. That fullness. That surrender. She didn’t think about the risk. All that mattered was. This. Her body trembling with pleasure. His warmth spilling deep inside. Their kiss softening only after the last wave passed... And when they finally parted, foreheads pressed together, breathless. Kyouko smiled faintly. Eyes dazed. Skin glowing. Her voice barely a whisper: "...I love you, Haruki..." Their lips remained locked. Slow. Deep. Wanting. Haruki’s hand cupped Kyouko’s breast, fingers caressing gently, then squeezing—firm, loving, as if savoring the feel of her soft warmth molded into his palm. Kyouko moaned softly. Her back arched slightly under his touch, her body still tingling, still recovering—yet craving more. She loved the way his hand moved. Loved how he knew exactly how to touch her, even when her body had already given so much. Her phone buzzed. A sharp vibration against the table. She heard it. Felt the sound break the silence of their breathing. But she didn’t care. Without looking at the screen, she reached out blindly and tapped it to silent. Whoever it was... they could wait. She wasn’t leaving him. Not now. She turned back to Haruki—still above her, still inside her. Her breath caught again when she felt it. He was still hard. Still thick. Still full. Still deep inside her. And now... she felt the slick warmth between them beginning to move. Her eyes fluttered. She looked down, between their bodies—where they were still joined. Their mixed release coated his length, creating a soft, wet sound as he shifted slightly. Just a little. Just enough for her to feel it drag against her walls again. She looked up at him. His hand still on her breast. She didn’t know if it was something in the drink... Or if it was simply the desire they had tried to bury for so long. But her body welcomed him again. "Haruki..." she breathed, barely a whisper. And then—he moved. Slowly. Deliberately. Sliding in and out, coated in their shared heat. And she moaned again, sweet and broken, her legs gently wrapping around him as her body pulled him back in. Kyouko closed her eyes, her head tilting back slightly as she felt Haruki move inside her again. Slow. Deep. Purposeful. Her body, already trembling from the last climax, welcomed him without resistance. Soft slick sounds filled the space between their quiet breaths—the rhythm of their bodies still connected, still needing. And inside her— She felt it. His release. Still warm. Still thick. Still inside her. He came inside me... The thought sent a pulse straight to her chest. Her heart pounded. Her breath caught. Each thrust gentle, but full. His length, already slick from their mingled warmth, slid in and out with delicious friction, drawing a soft whimper from her throat every time. Her eyes fluttered. She knew. She wasn’t on the pill. She hadn’t taken anything. They never stopped. Never paused to think. And now... If I get pregnant... Her lips parted slightly. Then I get pregnant. The thought should’ve scared her. It should’ve brought hesitation. But it didn’t. Not here. Not with him. Not when his touch felt this right. Not when his body was wrapped around hers, moving as if he knew her heartbeat better than his own. Her hand came up, brushing through his hair as she whispered inside her mind So be it. Let the world say what it wants. Let the consequences come later. Right now, all that mattered was: His weight above her. His length inside her. And the way her body responded—clenching, trembling, welcoming. A soft moan escaped her lips again as she wrapped her arms tighter around him. And she smiled. If this is how you give me a child, Haruki... Then give me everything. At dawn, the sky began to shift—dark blue softening into silver above the quiet city skyline. Inside the apartment, the lights were low. And on the large couch, tangled in a mess of discarded clothes and wrinkled blankets. Kyouko lay in Haruki’s arms. Breathless. Exhausted. But truly satisfied. Her skin glowed with a soft sheen, her chest rising and falling slowly against his. They had been making love for hours. Again. And again. Their bodies never truly separating, only slowing, resting... then returning to each other with a hunger that never seemed to fade. And now. Her limbs barely moved. Her body felt weak, spent, and trembling from the inside out. But her heart... It was quiet. Full. Peaceful. She had never felt this alive. The strange heat from earlier—the drug, whatever it was—had long since melted into something deeper. It had started as raw need. But it ended as truth. Kyouko’s hand rested on Haruki’s chest, feeling his steady heartbeat beneath her fingers. She no longer cared what came next. She no longer feared it. Not Satomi. Not Satoshi. Not judgment. Whatever Satomi had put in that glass— Maybe it was meant to humiliate her. To weaken her. To make her fall. But instead. It gave her clarity. Thank you, Satomi. You set me free. When morning came. When they returned to the house. When Satoshi and Satomi looked at her and asked where she went... She already knew what she’d say. She’d smile. She’d look them in the eye. She’d gladly tell them the truth. "I was with Haruki." And she wouldn’t flinch. Not anymore. ( End Of Chapter )

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Contents
A Love I Shouldn't Feel
A Love I Shouldn't Feel Author:Celine_Cheng
Chapter 1: Meeting the Family ( 1 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 2: The Distance Between Us ( 2 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 3: Fading Bonds ( 3 ) Sep 15th, 2025
Chapter 4: Lingering Glances ( 4 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 5: Silent Cravings ( 5 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 6: Forbidden Glance ( 6 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 7: The Comfort Zone ( 7 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 8: Fitness and Fluster ( 8 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 9: Complicated Desires ( 9 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 10: A Simple Trip ( 10 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 11: A Casual Outing ( 11 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 12: Caught in the Rain ( 12 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 13: Reflections of Insecurity ( 13 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 14: Lingering Feelings ( 14 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 15: Fevered Hearts ( 15 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 16: Holding On ( 16 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 17: Awakening Feelings ( 17 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 18: Moments of Comfort ( 18 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 19: Accidental Moments ( 19 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 20: Fitness and Tension ( 20 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 21: Innocent Embrace ( 21 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 22: Side by Side ( 22 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 23: Just You and Me ( 23 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 24: Late-Night Longings ( 24 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 25: Between Want and Need ( 25 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 26: Treading on Tenderness ( 26 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 27: The Subtle Shift ( 27 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 28: Fading Lines ( 28 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 29: Hidden Sparks ( 29 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 30: Descent into Need ( 30 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 31: Morning Light, Hidden Fires ( 31 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 32: The Forbidden Kiss ( 32 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 33: The Slow Collapse ( 33 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 34: The Subtle Push ( 34 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 35: Behind the Smile ( 35 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 36: More Than Pretend ( 36 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 37: Crossing the Line ( 37 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 38: Lost in the Moment ( 38 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 39: Morning After ( 39 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 40: The Forbidden Moment ( 40 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 41: Faded Innocence, Steady Desire ( 41 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 42: A Gentle Disguise ( 42 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 43: Silent Currents ( 43 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 44: Behind the Facade ( 44 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 45: Controlled Temptations ( 45 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 46: Silent Surrender ( 46 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 47: Lured by Desire ( 47 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 48: Fevered Moans ( 48 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 49: Ultimate Release ( 49 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 50: Behind a Smile ( 50 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 51: Colors of Deception ( 51 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 52: Another Day, Another Smile ( 52 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 53: Little Moments of Love ( 53 ) Sep 17th, 2025
Chapter 54: A Moment of Tension ( 54 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 55: Hidden Fires ( 55 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 56: Lust and Love ( 56 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 57: Consumed by Passion ( 57 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 60: Overwhelmed by You ( 60 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 61: Lost in Bliss ( 61 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 62: In Their Own World ( 62 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 63: Playful Temptation ( 63 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 64: Risk and Desire ( 64 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 65: Secrets Behind a Smile ( 65 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 66: Secrets in the Darkness ( 66 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 67: Trust in the Silence ( 67 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 68: Emptiness and Longing ( 68 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 69: With Every Breath ( 69 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 70: Hearts Apart ( 70 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 71: Quiet Desperation ( 71 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 72: A Farewell Without Words ( 72 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 73: Leaving with Resolve ( 73 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 74: Old Streets, New Stories ( 74 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 75: Home’s Hidden Tears ( 75 ) Sep 19th, 2025
Chapter 76: Family Bonds ( 76 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 77: The Distance Between Us ( 77 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 78: Stars and Longing ( 78 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 79: Behind the Smiles ( 79 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 80: Familiar Shadows ( 80 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 81: Lost in the Crowd ( 81 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 82: Voice of the Heart ( 82 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 83: Masks and Moments ( 83 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 84: Chatter and Cheers ( 84 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 85: Quiet Surprises ( 85 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 86: Sudden Surprises ( 86 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 87: Soft Whispers ( 87 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 88: First Light Feelings ( 88 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 89: Silent Affection ( 89 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 90: Casual Confessions ( 90 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 91: Fever of Desire ( 91 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 92: Obsession’s Edge ( 92 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 93: Claimed and Conquered ( 93 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 94: The Look That Reveals All ( 94 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 95: Hold Me Close ( 95 ) Sep 21st, 2025
Chapter 96: Yours and Mine ( 96 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 97: The Taste of Us ( 97 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 98: Closer Than Words ( 98 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 99: Moments of Us ( 99 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 100: Traditions and Toasts ( 100 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 101: The Song She Keeps Inside ( 101 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 102: Under Cover of Darkness ( 102 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 103: The Beauty of Innocence ( 103 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 104: Soft Whispers and Stealing Touches ( 104 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 105: Seaside Secrets ( 105 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 106: Wild and Free ( 106 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 107: Rush of Desire ( 107 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 108: Lost in the Moment ( 108 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 109: Hold My Hand ( 109 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 110: Home and Heart ( 110 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 111: Family Shadows ( 111 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 112: A Day Just for Us ( 112 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 113: Bonds on the Breeze ( 113 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 114: Broken Threads ( 114 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 115: Grace in the Storm ( 115 ) Sep 23rd, 2025
Chapter 116: The Peacekeeper ( 116 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 117: Fading Light, Hidden Feelings ( 117 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 118: Distance in the Dark ( 118 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 119: Sunrise and Secrets ( 119 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 120: Soft Dawn, Strong Love ( 120 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 121: Silent Witness ( 121 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 122: Quiet Conflicts ( 122 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 123: The Wall She Keeps Up ( 123 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 124: The Last Wall Falling ( 124 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 125: The Final Fault Line ( 125 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 126: Leaving Shadows Behind ( 126 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 127: The Master’s Hidden Hand ( 127 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 128: Swept Away in Passion ( 128 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 129: Fury of Pleasure ( 129 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 130: Perfection in Passion ( 130 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 131: Between Love and Fear ( 131 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 132: Love’s Gentle Rhythm ( 132 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 133: Where Words Fall Short ( 133 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 134: Silent Vow ( 134 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 135: Between Business and Heartbeats ( 135 ) Sep 25th, 2025
Chapter 136: Soft Words, Strong Heart ( 136 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 137: Eyes that Hide the Truth ( 137 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 138: Masks of Grace ( 138 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 139: Beyond the Smile ( 139 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 140: Behind Closed Doors ( 140 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 141: Bonds of Affection ( 141 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 142: More Than Words ( 142 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 143: Hidden Currents ( 143 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 144: Chains of Silent Guilt ( 144 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 145: Price of Feeling ( 145 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 146: Playing the Long Game ( 146 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 147: Silent Deceptions ( 147 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 148: Complete Submission ( 148 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 149: Claimed and Owned ( 149 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 150: A Dangerous Game ( 150 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 151: Ambitions in Motion ( 151 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 152: Power Behind Closed Doors ( 152 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 153: Family and Influence ( 153 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 154: Love and Restraint ( 154 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 155: Breaking Pretenses ( 155 ) Sep 27th, 2025
Chapter 156: Laughter, Love, and Tomorrow ( 156 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 157: Sweet Night in the Home ( 157 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 158: Mischief and Memories ( 158 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 159: A Place to Belong ( 159 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 161: Gestures and Glances ( 161 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 162: Pain and Passion ( 162 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 163: Passion and Restraint ( 163 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 164: Choosing What Matters ( 164 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 165: Family and Secrets ( 165 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 166: Secrets and Lies ( 166 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 167: Too Precious to Lose ( 167 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 168: Framed in Love ( 168 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 169: Surrounded by Love ( 169 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 170: Silent Support ( 170 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 171: The Final Night ( 171 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 172: Final Night Together ( 172 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 173: Fleeting Bliss ( 173 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 174: Between Caution and Desire ( 174 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 175: Secret Moments ( 175 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 176: Inside Her Secret World ( 176 ) Sep 29th, 2025
Chapter 177: Conflicted Feelings ( 177 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 178: Silent Ambitions ( 178 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 179: The Love They Share ( 179 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 180: A Moment of Happiness ( 180 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 181: The Secret Deal ( 181 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 182: The Takahashi Presence ( 182 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 183: Power in Silence ( 183 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 184: All Eyes on Her ( 184 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 185: Center of the Storm ( 185 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 186: Veiled Intentions ( 186 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 187: A Fateful Escape ( 187 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 188: Falling Under the Spell ( 188 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 189: Drugged and Desperate ( 189 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 190: In Our Own Space ( 190 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 191: Her Own Path ( 191 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 192: Breaking the Chains ( 192 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 193: Risks and Rewards ( 193 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 194: Shared Happiness ( 194 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 195: Holding on to Hope ( 195 ) Oct 1st, 2025
Chapter 196: Bold Move, Calm Rebellion ( 196 ) Oct 1st, 2025
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