Chapter 101

Chapter 101 We did it! We did it! Weve won! Among those who shouted with joy, Logan was undoubtedly the most ecstatic one. Having miraculously survived what he thought would be his second and last end in his returned life, he almost seemed to be flying up to the heavens as he jumped and screamed with excitement, until the awkwardness began to creep into the gazes of the allies who had collapsed from exhaustion and were watching him. Young master. Seeing you have so much energy left, it seems we could have won the battle easily even if you had fought. Ah Hmm, of course! It was a war we were bound to win anyway! They all snickered at his nonsense, truly feeling the war was finally over. But, young master. Did you anticipate this incident? At Heinkes question, all eyes shifted to Logan. Did he foresee the kings death? It was a question that could be interpreted in a very dangerous way; consequently, Logan immediately shook his head. No, thats not it. Just Scanning his surroundings with an exaggerated sigh, Logan smiled bitterly. My strategy failed, but it was fortune that helped us. Once more, I apologize to everyone. Ah Heinkels stunned expression seemed to spread like an infection to the thousands of people present. * * * Logans honest(?) acknowledgment stirred various reactions. Well, the young master is only human after all. Mistakes can happen. In any case, we won. While most were still loyal supporters. Its good that it turned out well We nearly ruined the family A somewhat negative perception of Logan inevitably formed among a few. And Logan simply accepted this fact with a smile. Its a hundred times better than rumors spreading that I was in any way connected to the kings death. If the announcement of the kings death had come on the same day as in his previous life, he would have claimed he didnt deploy his prepared strategy because everything went smoothly. The fact that the incident happened a few days later and was concluded with only this much damage and a few rumors was a true stroke of luck. Of course, not everyone believed his excuse. Did you really not know? Pardon? I mean, did you have the kings death in mind when you planned this operation? When his father spoke up with a scant retinue of guards and most of the army had begun to rest, Logan could not simply gloss over the question. Yes. Could there be some connection to this matter? He could clearly see his fathers face turn rigid at his answer. The conversation was far too heavy, and such suspicions had to be decisively rooted out from the start. Absolutely not! I simply received some unfortunate news through top secret sources from my master and contemplated how best to utilize that information. Huh again the Sword Master, huh When his father let out a sigh of recognition, Logan internally apologized to his master once again for using him as an excuse. But this time his father did not let it go just like that. It was still a reckless move. If the dates had been even slightly off, everything could have ended. You are aware of that, arent you? Yes. I deeply regret my mistake.New novel chapters are published on Well, its possible to make mistakes when youre young. Luckily things turned out well this time, but be more careful and considerate in the future. And consult with others. Yes, I understand. Good. Thats settled then. The conversation between father and son ended with a smile, but as Logan turned away, he couldnt smile as freely. That last exchange with his father was truly heartfelt. No matter how good the opportunity was, he recognized, amidst a bitter sense of despair, that acting based on information from a past life was far too dangerous. Reality has changed a lot because of me, and I have been far too complacent. The future will change even more. From now on, Ill only use the information from the past life as a reference. I must not engage in such gambles again. Logan firmly etched this thought into his heart. * * * The news of the kings demise was also a mandatory summon for all nobility to the capital. It was her first real battle as a knight, her first war. Killing for the first time, almost dying for the first timenaturally, the latter was the most profound experience. In this war, how many times had she felt the terror of possibly dying? The idealized image of a knight she had envisioned in her mind, overcoming all adversity through her own strength and proudly carving her name into the worlds history, had long since shattered to dust. What kind of dreams had I been having? Was becoming a knight truly my own wish, or was it simply stubbornness? The resolve and courage she had once considered her lifes convictions now seemed woefully superficial. Can I really continue? As she replayed the battles in her mind, her confidence only waned. I shouldve done this at that momentwhy did I act that way? Next time, I shouldve done the oppositewhy did I repeat the same mistakes? How pathetic. Just as she was endlessly delving into such self-deprecation, A familiar voice lifted her head once more. Lady Aileen. How do you feel Young Master Logan! Uh Am I that welcome? I thought I might incur your wrath. What? Why would I? Werent you scared? It was your first real battle and you almost died multiple times. Hmm, well. Thats part of what knights have to go through, whats there to fear? She replied proudly, not wanting to appear weak, but her own fingertips betrayed her with a tremor. Surely, he didnt see that. Her pride, unwilling to show any weakness, pulled her crumbling self-esteem back up. With her hands clasped behind her back to cover the shake, her chin lifted and her pride inflated. If you fear real battle, you dont deserve to be a knight. I am Aileen Floyd, a knight who will etch her name into the history of the Grandia Kingdom. Repeating the mantra in her mind, she bolstered her confidence. Thankfully, her pretense seemed to work. Indeed, remarkable. My first experience in a real battle was barely managing not to flee. What? Nonsense Ah, no, thats not an insult Its true. People around here dont know, but my first battle went just like that. I had never before seen someone trying to kill me, and I didnt know why I should be killing people I had never met. I was just frozen. Logan wryly smiled as he remembered his first experiences as a mercenary. Thats why I was actually worried about you. However, you performed unexpectedly well. The knights gave you good reviews. Is, is that so? Yes. Youve proven that your claim of becoming a knight wasnt just talk. Im also grateful for protecting me when you almost caught Aslan. It took me a while, but I came to express my thanks. Oh, its nothing. You were there first, young master Lady Aileen, no, Knight Aileen. I look forward to your continued support. Maintaining ones self-esteem isnt always a matter of willpower. Sometimes knowing that someone recognizes and counts on you can be enough to boost confidence that wasnt there before. And in that moment, Aileen was purely pleased to find herself within the boundaries of that ordinary person. Of course! Her face beaming with a radiant smile, the dark thoughts that once clouded it were now nowhere to be found. * * * The construction of the walls at Tomodo Castle was proceeding much faster than expected. The mages from the golem tower were building the walls at an astonishing pace, and supplies from town were arriving one after another. Make sure the defenses are solid, so we have nothing to worry about even if BiPros attacks again. Yes! Observing the new territory steadily coming together, the McLean leadership smiled. Yet in the back of their minds, a worry they just couldnt shake remained. Once the national funeral is over, will BiPros stay quiet? This question, which began imminently after the battle ended, tormented each of themthe question they dared not voice. Ill go to the capital with Father. Theres a way there. Declaring his departure to the capital, Logan, now essentially the heart of the McLean family, assured them with confidence.