Chapter 40 I am your meal on the plate

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Chapter 40: Chapter 40 I am your meal on the plate In the pitch-black room where one could hardly see their own hand in front of them, there was nothing left but the sound of heavy breathing. Chu Shihan’s body was stiff, and all she could do was act on instinct. With no experience to guide her, she tightly grasped Lin Fan’s wrist, feeling his large hand continually roaming over her body. The seductive softness in the darkness was not voluptuous, but it carried a virginal scent. Lin Fan was in no rush to advance; after all, the night was long, and he naturally wanted to savor his time with the clumsy beauty. The youthful body was brimming with resilience. After her last line of defense had been removed, Lin Fan pulled her tightly into his embrace and guided her small hand to gently touch his body. Though she could not see, her body shuddered at the touch, and from her soft hand, he felt a sensation he had never experienced before. "Is this... alright... I’m so scared..." Feeling the firm softness in her hand, Chu Shihan suddenly became afraid. She couldn’t imagine how something so large, once inside her body, would not utterly torment her to death. "Don’t be afraid, it will make you happier." Lin Fan smirked and captured Chu Shihan’s lips in a kiss, while his hands ventured into uncharted territory. The pleasure of touching the untouched heightened Chu Shihan’s heartbeat, and the shy girl could do nothing but hold Lin Fan tightly. Feeling Chu Shihan’s body growing hotter, Lin Fan then lay on top of her and gave the girl’s lips a final kiss, because, in the next moment, she would cross that threshold into another phase of life. "Ah..." Accompanied by a sharp cry and feeling Chu Shihan’s nails digging into his arm from pain, Lin Fan bent down again to kiss her tender cheek, tasting the slight saltiness seeping into his mouth—the tears of Chu Shihan. "Is it too painful?" Lin Fan hurriedly ceased his movements, whispering soothingly in her ear. "No... It’s just that I’ve finally given myself to you... I’m very happy... I’ve been waiting for this day for so many years." Chu Shihan hugged Lin Fan’s neck tightly, choking back tears. Only she knew how long this love, buried deep in her heart, had lasted. Ever since she met Lin Fan on a forum in her sophomore year, she had helplessly fallen in love with this talented man, a love that lasted years. She had thought that after graduating and coming to his city, becoming his colleague, she would have the chance to give herself to him. However, she never expected that he would already have a beautiful girlfriend. This left her with no choice but to remain at his side as a good friend. "I’m sorry... I might not be as good as you think." Lin Fan turned on the bedside lamp, and the dim warm light shone on Chu Shihan’s tear-streaked face. While he shared in her first-time joy, he also felt a debt; he knew he could not stay with just one woman for life. "No, you’re better than I imagined... As long as I can be with you, I can accept anything... Even if you don’t marry me... Even if I’m just your mistress, I’d be willing to be with you forever." Chu Shihan’s tear-filled eyes stared intently at Lin Fan, her desperate confession resonating with urgency. "Of course I’d like that, but now that my career is looking up, would you be willing to wait for me a few years?" Lin Fan gently wiped the tears from her face, whispering softly. "I’m willing, of course I’m willing... Feng... please continue... I... can bear it!" Chu Shihan pursed her lips, and the shyness on her face made her hurriedly close her eyes. Her unpowdered cheeks glowed with an alluring light. Though her tender region had not fully developed, it possessed a completely different resilience. And Lin Fan, at this moment, also adjusted his position. Although the pain of the first time disrupted their rhythm, he had to ensure that Shihan would have an even more satisfying memory. So he gradually increased his pace, while the Chu Shihan below him covered her mouth with both hands, restraining the cries that the pain brought. But the heavy breathing from her nose still betrayed her innermost feelings. When the numbness completely replaced the pain, and pleasure took the upper hand, Chu Shihan, still covering her mouth with her hands, could not have imagined that life could have such wonderful moments. Wave after wave of surging impact gradually made her lose herself. Releasing her hands, she clutched desperately at the bedsheets, letting the tumultuous waves in her chest rise and fall until, with a muffled moan, her waist arched for a long while before she lay there, weak and motionless. "How do you feel, are you okay?" Looking at Chu Shihan, who had fallen into a semi-conscious state, Lin Fan asked with a smile. At that moment, because she had reached her peak, her body was completely depleted of strength, and there was not a spark of spirit in her half-open, half-closed eyes. Clearly, she was utterly exhausted, and Lin Fan could only laugh, get up, clean up her intimacy with some tissue, pull down the towel he had prepared earlier, and seeing the blood rose that had bloomed upon it, he tucked it away, then went into the bathroom to take a shower. When he returned wrapped in a bath towel, Chu Shihan was already sound asleep. However, Lin Fan was not sleepy at all. Being with the inexperienced Chu Shihan, naturally, he couldn’t be reckless, or she might have truly been hurt. So he was still ready to go, but could not vent out this pent-up fire and instead turned back to the study, hoping work would make up for what was lacking tonight. "Please send me a cup of coffee." After ordering coffee from the reception, Lin Fan sat down at the desk to work, but after only a few keystrokes, the door was gently pushed open, and Chang Wanyun came in with a smile, holding the coffee. "Haven’t you rested yet? Wasn’t your son coming over tonight?" Lin Fan curiously looked at Chang Wanyun, who placed the coffee on his desk, as she whispered with a laugh: "The kid is already asleep, and since I had nothing to do, I was chatting at the front desk. I heard you wanted coffee, so I brought it to you, but shouldn’t you be cuddling with your girlfriend in bed at this time?" "She’s asleep, but I’m not tired yet." Before Lin Fan could finish speaking, Chang Wanyun crouched down, her hand reaching under the bath towel wrapped around his waist. "It’s not that you’re not sleepy, it’s that she can’t take the rough handling, right? Anyone can tell she’s too young, with little experience, how could she withstand such strong impacts from you, so do you need me to help put out the fire?" "You’re always the most understanding." Lin Fan chuckled and pinched Chang Wanyun’s cheek. It had to be said, younger women understood men better. "Then why don’t you praise me?" Chang Wanyun smiled, threw a cushion on the floor beneath the desk, and then, arching her back, wiggled into place beneath it, looking up at Lin Fan with a mischievous grin. This sense of dominance was simply something Lin Fan could not resist. "Little Elf, come on, I can hardly wait." Enjoying the moment, Lin Fan found it impossible to stop caressing her dark silky hair, working at the desk and reveling in her exquisite service. It was at this moment that Lin Fan realized how simple it could be to fall in love with work, and amid her gentle indulgence, his ideas flowed like spring water, until after that climactic release, he could only lean back in his chair, drained.

Chapter 40 I am your meal on the plate

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